Sunday, May 31, 2009



finally FYP phrase 1 is officially complete~on fri did the presentation.was very nervous the few days before the presentation and even more nervous on the actual day.practise a few times very my grp. present to my classmate. they said that i present well juz that i lack of confidence. oh well..that mi..i alway lacking of confidence..wish to have more of it..but i alway fail..haixx~~

during the presentation..talk half way i forgot what i need to say!!!den i juz anyhow crap out liao..but of cos i crap relevant stuff la~lucky i manage to finish my own part without being asked qns ~.~
onli mi and laurene nv kana ask qns~ the others got it..but den the client also very funni..ask le den ans himself.lolx~

overall think our grp is okok ba?after the presentation went to ask the our neutral judge and our supervisor..both of them say it good..and say phrase 1 is easy..the difficult part is phrase 2. phrase 2 is to code out our system..and our system got lots and lots of stuff to do..hope we can finish it!

these few days doing my other assignment AJP and my dip plus. realli kinda stressed up. BRCOM nv even touch it la!
haixx...when can i realli have a good day to rest T.T



with loves 9:18 PM


Thursday, May 28, 2009



damn it! who the hell is this person man! joan_tan199@hotmail.com
whoever you are..grow up pls!! you are so childish! pretending to be my friend's -.- and sadly lo u need to brush up ur skill if u wan to trick people!

and to all my friends if joan_tan199@hotmail.com add you all..don accept it..apparently this is not first time le.xuan show mi a blog and the blog also talk about this. so my dear friends pls take note of the email add when there is someone adding you!

but this person realli make mi freak out! that person know my details so well...at first xuan say maybe can get from friendster but it cant be..cos my profile is private!onli my friends can view! and if from facebook it impossible cos that person dono i have!
thus listening to xuan advice~ i decided to remove my details on this blog~ if you all wan contact mi or what..can tag mi or msn lo~ i bet onli my friends view my blog =D



with loves 11:04 PM


Tuesday, May 26, 2009



today is like a gaming day for everyone?
went to sch earlier to do AJP with my group mates. manage to have 3 advance function and now still continue adding more~ and im so happi today that i manage to do my stemming!! though some words return very funni~ but den after talkin to jedi he say is fine de..so okay lo~ LOL

den during our FYP period~ my whole grp went sot? all started playing!LOL~~~ darling xiu jio us to play L4D(left 4 dead) so mi,xiu,laurene,khee and ming played together.laurene and xiu take turn.
but sianz la play half way..my com hang~LOL la~ den after restart my com..yaowei take over mi to play...den when the jedi team(terence,yukang,neowei,budi) came back...tear take over yaowei and yukang take over ming~LOL
they play damn funni and cute la~ keep shouting around...

but time is cruel!!! we cant play for long~ we need to prepare a draft for our fyp presentation which is coming this fri!!!
and till now i havent prepare my draft..guess i got to do now~ if not tmr the try run will be GG for mi~~



with loves 9:12 PM


Monday, May 25, 2009



im going crazy soon sia~~ so many things need to be done this week!
last week handed in FYP phrase 1 report...this coming fri will be our presentation.kinda scared...but hope i can do well..cos FYP credit is very very big!!! if do badly my GPA will be pull down till dono where sia~

this sun need to hand in AJP assignment 1 and my dip plus de NDP animated banner~
manage to finish doing the banner today..and i thought im done with my dip plus but when i read the assignment spect again..i need to do the E card by next week. omg la~ i need chiong again for the E card -.-

As for AJP assignment...a big thnks to yiming he realli do alot lo..i feel bad that i nv help much..so now i help by doing the advance function-stemming. the advance function can realli kill mi la~ some word can work some work cannot work. some words when i juz trying the result return is so funni la~ some funni result like happily = hap, hello = hel -.- LOL la~~

damn..i feel realli stress!!!! who can help mi to destress!!!!

btw i changed my blog song again~ this time is by kara~ song title honey~ it a Korean song. enjoy =D



with loves 10:43 PM


Wednesday, May 20, 2009



report finally done!!!wohoo~~~it has a total of like 160 pages? so proud of my group~ we complete this report like in 4 weeks time?some of our friends are quite shocked that we complete our report as in the during FYP time our group seem to slack..lolx~ those seem very chiong de havent finish but we seem slack de finish~LOL. now need to do ppt le..next week is our presentation for phrase 1~ scary~~ hope can do well~

anyway...i dono why im cravin for more and more soft toys though i already have a lot~~ =p
and i brought my little black dog ytd~~



it not realli that clear in the pic~~ but it is realli super cute la~~ brought it ytd..den bring to class..alot ppl say it cute =D

now i aiming for a pair of mickey mouse i saw at more den words~~ any kind soul wan buy for mi? hehex =X










P.S i miss you



with loves 8:51 PM


Monday, May 18, 2009



ahh~~ im super tired today. think i still do not have enough rest.i wan sleep sleep~ =D don feel like going to sch tmr..but can onli say say la~
tmr will be a tiring day for mi i guess..cos i got dip plus de lesson! thus i will be dismiss onli at 930pm~ sianz sianz sianz!!!

FYP phrase 1 report going to finish soon le~ happi happi~ of cos it need to be finishing soon cos this friday got to hand in le! lmao~

today have dinner with bi at lot 1. we had mac as our dinner~ and we ate milo macfluffy~ LOL~ it is realli nice la~ im loving it =D
after dinner..went to get daddy and bro de dinner den went to shop a while~ went to more than words and i saw the mickey mouse i wan~~~ any kind soul wan to buy for mi~ it cost $13.90
after which want to have a look at desktop cos bi wan to get one den went to mini toons where i saw a cute black dog!!! it is realli super cute la~ when i go near it..it like calling mi to buy it!!! and again any kind soul wan buy for mi? LOL it cost $16.95~

i want them badly~~ LOL



with loves 8:57 PM


Sunday, May 17, 2009




yawn~~ so tired~~
juz woke up not long ago. came back from SPSEC FO camp. it was fun but tiring~

ytd de amazing race was a little boring for mi ba~ cos im the station master den before any grp came...i was juz ston-in there with bi ( bi came to help up for the camp too..cos we lack of helpers)cos we are tired too while waiting..we almost fall alseep for a few times.

was stationed at habour front centre. the grp have to find 3 ferries which go to batam and take pic with the counter.actualli it quite obivous which ferries go to batam..so it was quite an easy task.

finished my job around 4 plus..den went back to sch.rest for a while,went to moberly to see the grp continue with the other part of the game. taking out broken polo sweet from a jug for flour =D.lucky im not camper sia~before helping lionel and janice go clementi to buy drinks and collect dinner~

after dinner~ it was the time for cream smashing!yapx..the loser for the musical chair got the chance to smash cream on the winner! yapx..sound evil but if the camper nv listen carefully they will fall for the trick. but in the end everyone aim windi..lolx~

cream smashing ended..everyone start to slack and went to bath~ it was around 10 plus~ den we started the music guessing game~abt an hour later...we started the ghost story telling time =D
actualli we got motive de for the ghost story telling time. when ppl are engross in the story...lionel,janice,bianca,mi and bi will played the L4D(left 4 dead) de witch crying sound to scared them =X
and yapx we did it! some realli got freak out by the sound. sound evil but we juz implment the plan~ LOL

everyone start to sleep around 1 plus.. but not all slept~ some went for a nightwalk and im one of them~ it was quite scary~ cos there are some other camp which are havin night walk and they purposely off the light and some part of the sch realli dark. when we certain part of the sch..i got realli freak out..but den i still manage to walk one around for the whole SP before getting back to sleep.

left the camp around 10 plus with bi,juan and ming. actualli havent break camp but since there no need for helpers le so we decided to leave early.

anyway i doubt myself going to be the alumni for the club if the current comms choose a certain ppl to become the next comms. i roughly know who they will choose..but den those ppl they going to choose de attitude a little erm...i feel that one of the ppl esp a particular gal quite act la..a little bitchy to mi. sorry to say that but ya..i don wish to help a bitchy comms.

i like the current comms..they are nice ppl...but i doubt those ppl they going to choose will be nice...juz hope if they realli choose them...the club will survive...



with loves 8:16 PM


Thursday, May 14, 2009



super tired la~~~~don feel like going to sch tmr~~

today school till abt 2pm den went to SPSEC club room with darlin xiu to meet up with jing yi~
after which bus down to orchard~ walk around taka for a while before going meritus mandarin hotel to meet up with the ANCT ppl (Ariake National College of Technology,they are japanese ppl) at around 4.30?
this time round more girls~ not like KTC(Kanazawa Technical College)~ KTC realli almost all guys la..now is almost all girls~ but den it obvious de ba? KTC is more to engineering while ANCT is like more to life science?

was grp up with weili~ den tgt with darling xiu and jingyi de group~ we trained down to vivo city~ ohya~ nv forget that our president Stanley was with us too~ he is realli a big nice guy la~ and super duper gentleman~ but sad for him..we gals shopping he cannot do anything~ ohya also forgot to mention that both our grp are all gals~
in another words..he also shld feel happi ba surround by gals~ opps =X later he got killed by his gf =p
had a little chat with him when they are shopping at forever 21~ hahax fish out alot of info for someone =X..realli muz ask that person to treat mi to some dinner or lunch~ muahahah =D

around 6 plus went to have our dinner~ and Stanley as a mr nice guy treat mi,xiu,jing yi and weili drink~hahax~~ he realli damn polite la~
sadly Stanely need to leave first cos he got something on. but we also nv continue shopping after dinner..cos we need to bring them back to the hotel by 8!

and ya when reach the hotel i super blur la~ one jap guy come talk to mi im like o.0 lolx~ too sudden i nv expect it and when more jap guys come back they ask mi take photo with them~ omg~~ realli make mi super blur~

anyway tmr got camp~~ don feel like going suddenly~ LOL super tired la~~~

nevertheless~ i going to upload photo taken today!

taken in class~







SPSEC president Stanley~ carrying xiu xiu bag =X



with the japanese girls~(two grps)



hey did i mention i fall down again?omg la~ it like im been curse or what~ just like onli 2 weeks i hurt my legs thrice. dots...what is happening!!!



with loves 9:53 PM


Tuesday, May 12, 2009




Happy 19th Birthday~ kai wei~

i wan to cry la~~ this month realli not my month lei.last week i fall from stairs thus injured my right leg. den today i injured my leg leg..what is this man~~~

but this time not my fault?LOL~ my left leg injured cos of bi~ he dono why suddenly keep jumping den stomp on my left feet~ LOL den i juz scream =X
look down at my toes den saw that my last 2 toes de nail broke -.-
at first thought just broke nothing de...den blood start to flow out~~ ahhh!!!
feel nothing but when went back to class...i started to feel the pain..maybe cant tahan the pain ba...tears started to flow out from my eyes too...

cos nail broke too inside le~ cut bu dao~~ den mummy ask mi put plaster to cover it first juz in case when i wear jeans or what hook dao it~ den GG for mi!!


this month is accident prone for mi i guess...haixx...life is quite sad for mi now yet i keep on so suay~~sianz....



sometime i feel that im quite stupid?ppl treat mi like shit yet i still treat them like a friend.
i know some ppl wan to be friend with mi is cos they can use mi for some stuff...though i know that i still let them do what they wan....



P.S i miss you



with loves 8:41 PM


Sunday, May 10, 2009



Happy Mother Day

today is my nephew 1 year old de birthday celebration.went to cousin house around 1 plus like that..den saw my 2 cute little nephew..qiqi and xuan xuan~~ they are so cute la~~ hand so small~~ so nice to touch >.<

see my nephew make mi feel like giving birth to a cute baby too =p but so sad now i still cant give birth still need to wait ~ haixx~~ i wish to grow old faster suddenly so i can give birth to a cute baby too~ =p

my leg feel pain again...haixx~~ when will the pain stop...not onli my leg pain...butt still pain too... i wan the pain get away faster!!! ahh!!!



with loves 9:47 PM


Friday, May 8, 2009



wohooo~~ finally can remove the bandage le..but den remove my bandage...my leg still like cannot be seen de lo~
one big bruise on my leg!!!



sianz i wonder need to take how long den the bruise will be gone lo -.-

anyway today realli had lot of fun again at SPSEC booth la~ LOL...dearest ah gong joseph act gay~ den gay with lionel~LOL. since they so gay den i ask him go hug lionel..den he realli hug him la~ im like omg~~ LOL
ah gong realli is a good entertainer~~ i laugh like mad there~ but den one thing i hate about cca drive is that some cca like to blast the music la -.- den all play different song..is so -.- make mi kinda headache...

anyway had a little chat with lionel and i realise that he is a shy guy lo~ cant believe it man~~~ hahahx~~~ realli cannot judge a book by it cover~~ =p

ohya...today tio spot by mentoring comms =X den he come ask mi and darlin xiu why so long nv go mentoring le =X den xiu say we busy FYP~ lie sia~~ den he call us join the FO camp but den their camp days is also SPSEC de~ den we at first jiu say hao to SPSEC de so no choice~ again lie to them not free~~ scared later on that day kana spot again den GG =X

next week will be a busy week for mi~~ wed need go mentoring (cos tio spot liao), thur ANCT(jap ppl come), sat and sun is SPSEC camp~ hope i can survive through the week =D





P.S i miss you



with loves 8:45 PM


Thursday, May 7, 2009




ahh~~ my butt super pain!! T.T ytd hit my butt quite hard i think? sit on chair le when wan stand up damn pain la~~ so like a pregnant woman~ but but but im not pregnant k!!! it cos of the fall ytd.
mummy help mi apply medication den she say the bruise spread up quite high from my butt -.-
leg pain...butt also pain... -.-

anyway today went to help up SPSEC for the cca drive. this year not bad? recruit quite a number of members ba~ but den not a lot ppl go FOC lei~ like that like not fun le. later FOC no ppl so ma lu~~

though today feel pain cos of my leg and my butt, i still have fun with SPSEC ppl~ joke around, play around. and ya i was super surprise by lionel reaction today! i thought he will like suan mi cos of my leg la~ cos he alway like like to make fun of mi de. and cos im older den him den he call mi aunty elly! i juz older den him by 1 yr la..big bully sia.
den today when he see my leg..he nv suan la..he show concern~~ surprise~~ hahahx..but den lionel is not realli that bad la~ he a nice guy actualli~

to lionel...you are a good secretary. don think so much la~~ this is ur first time...so it not bad le~~ jia you!!!!






P.S i miss you



with loves 6:45 PM


Wednesday, May 6, 2009



seriously today is realli not my day la~~

in the morning on the way to the bus stop..i fall down from the stair. thought nothing will happen to mi..in the end when i look carefully, my hand's skin is off and start to bleed -.-
while waiting for bus, my right leg start to feel the pain -.- den when went to sch take a closer look at my right leg it is swollen!!!
now i need to limp around -.-

after meeting client, daddy bring mi go see doctor. now he twist my leg and stuff like a toy like that and as if my leg got no bones! heard a lot of crack sound -.- can imagine how stiff is my right leg after the fall.
right leg also got bandage..den when bath damn ma fan -.- onli can remove it on fri.

see how "beautiful" my leg now


and realli lo! i feel that ppl around my house estate not helpful at all de..see mi fall down from stairs...onli know how to stare and nv come and help mi -.-

what a day i have.....





P.S i miss you



with loves 3:50 PM


Tuesday, May 5, 2009



a clap for myself!lolx~ somehow i manage to edit and completed 55 pages of use case specification!!
but den there still some stuff which need mi to continue edit~ i believe that i can do it de~ LOL..jia you!!!

i start to think a lot recently...whatever stuff you said..do you realli mean it? or you just say for the sake of saying?
i realli start to wonder it now...

who am i to you? there are lot of stuff you told mi...and some of the stuff you are actualli doing it to mi... so what are you trying to imply? you realli make mi very confused...

anyway...hope tmr meeting the client will be a good one...hope no more side tracking...
my use case spec is calling for mi~ got to get back to it le... stress ar!!!!





P.S i miss you



with loves 10:20 PM


Monday, May 4, 2009



today almost become a emo day for mi.after solving the problem which mi,juan,bi and bao de com have de(all our com are loan from school for FYP), went to fc to play risk. when the game was about to start..i realize my favourite bracelet was missing!?!?
den bi accompany mi to search for my bracelet..went to all the places we had been to but i still cant find it!almost wan to cry liao. den went back to search bag.and lucky! it was drop in my bag~ phew~~if i realli lost it..i will cry de lo.

today check our schedule for FYP and we realize that we onli left about 2 weeks to complete our report!?!? it was like omg lo. need to chiong like siao le..
but den i believe we can do it de!! jia you everyone!!!






P.S i miss you



with loves 8:00 PM


Sunday, May 3, 2009



End of A Dream

i alway don wish for this day to come...whenever this day come...i dono why...the feeling of sadness juz overflow mi...
couldnt sleep well last night...partly is cos of the stupid thunder ya? but partly is cos of today too...
i cried once again...i thought i will not cry anymore...i thought i can control myself...
i try to play games...try to talk to ppl on msn...trying all sort of thing to numb myself...to forget that today is the day...but everything seem to fail...
tears juz flow down...

i don wish to be like this...but it juz seem it had become a routine for mi?every year this day...i juz cant control myself...

who can help me....

well...here is the song which i feel it clearly describe my feeling for now?

Luminous arc 2 OST Demise of a dream.mp3 -



with loves 11:01 AM


Saturday, May 2, 2009



yawn~~ im so tired~~
dono why these days i feel tired so easily...
this morning wan go find bi for a while..but den i overslept!oh well~~ so faster prepare myself to go school. meet up with xiu at the mrt station den go to SPSEC de club room to meet up with the ppl there to talk about the FOC camp which fall on 16 and 17 may.
got 2 role for the camp..one is GL the other is station master. i both also wan be lei~ GL can play and have more fun with the grp..but den need run a lot..for station master no need run..but den if no one come to ur station..u will rot there..aiyoyo~~ dono which to choose..maybe leave to fate ba~

after meeting trained down with xiu to JP to look for mother day present. yapx yapx~ finally i found the sapphire earring~~ which cost mi near 300 bucks..oh man~ there a hole in my wallet le~~ T.T
shop for a while den xiu say she tired..so decided to go home..but den since im at JP le..bi hse is close so went to find him a while lo.

left bi hse around 6 plus? den trained down to PS to meet up with him...wanted to catch a moive..but den oh well~~ left orchard around 7 near 8? cant rmb the time..and it home sweet home...

well...tmr is the day le....the pain is flowin back to mi once again....can someone teach mi how do i stop the pain?
i wonder do you rmb the day....



P.S though i nv tell you face to face...i realli love you



with loves 9:07 PM




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