Friday, May 30, 2008

whee~holiday here le~finally can take a little short break from studies le~though after my holiday is my mid sem test..but at least i can rest for a few days without thinkin sch stuff?

today is my jap 1st term test lo.and know what i going to say? 2 letter to describe it.GG!!!lolx~it alway the case le..my writting not good but i onli good in oral.learn outside also like that.why cant my writing be good nia?
written paper realli GG la~ but den oral was not that bad.hopefully my oral can help mi lo.

anyway today hand in another assignment le~left 3 more assignment to go~got to start on my dip plus assignment le~if not im going to die soon too~~



with loves 10:24 PM


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

2 more days to go and it will be my hols le lo~cant wait for my sweet hols to come so i can have a good rest~ miss my beauty sleep~~

anyway today after school meet up with dar denise at lot 1~it been quite a while since we last meet le?shop with her for a while at lot 1.
meet up with her cos she say she feel like eating popcorn? so yapx i accompany her lo~
before getting her popcorn we went to buy some make up stuff la~after which go see some rings~
dar denise went to buy popcorn and i went to buy waffle~fill with butter maple syrup~omg~~long time nv eat that le~finally get to eat it le~but the price increase lo~ $2 for one -.- a few bite den gone liao.so sad~~~

after that went to this fashion to shop for a while.i saw one shirt which i like a lot lo~got tie de~~ (i like shirt with tie a lot =p) very temptin to buy but in the end nv buy la~ cos it like $20?

dar denise also very sweet~accompany mi till bus come~ i love you dar denise!! =D



with loves 10:02 PM


Monday, May 26, 2008

wohoo~~finally i got one maple char lvl 120 le -.- keep on slack..when login most of the time also afk there.lolx~den today i realli chiong to lvl 120. manage to get a bishop le~hehex~
thnks to dear dear de help~ when my char lvl 85 he help mi play till 100.den from 100i play 20 more lvl to get to bishop~
today while playing i lag la~~~den in the end cant pot or use skill..lucky got dear dear with mi..so i leech him -.- so yapx thnks to him got to 120 le =D

holiday comin soon le~cant wait for holiday to come.finally can have some rest le.since school start i dont realli have a good rest?hope this hols can rest for a while lo.though after the hols is my mid sem test la -.- sianz~~~

anyway i edited last entry le~so yapx yapx..for those nv see den too bad lo~lolx~ i edit it to prevent other ppl anyhow think -.- so those who had read it pls stop anyhow think okay? esp piggy karen!!!!



with loves 9:52 PM


Sunday, May 25, 2008

dear dear gave mi a forever friend bear~so cute la~~ i <3 him~ =D


went back home the next day which is sat.but den was still a little tired so once reach home..do some stuff a while den went to bed le~so didnt blog yesterday~

and today went to see my baby nephew wenxin la~she is so so cute!!!when i see her i also feel like havin a baby of my own la~~not onli see my baby nephew wenxin.baby aaron also there.he already 3mth old plus le~was playing with him too~ahh~~why all babies so cute de~~~going crazy over babies~~

photo of baby wenxin



with loves 7:55 PM


Thursday, May 22, 2008

say bye bye to my DSAL ba~did badly for today presentation.sianz sianz sianz~got to work hard for the written paper and assignment 2 ba.sianz~everything assignment presentation i alway do badly de -.-

had a little chat with piggy today.and it like the chat make both of us feel very irritated.mood kinda spoil by the assignment le.den when both of us talk abt something make it more worse sia.

feel like banging the wall le T.T



with loves 10:39 PM


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

sianz sianz sianz~why got problem come find mi sia~ as if like i nv go talk before.i got talk nia..but as if that person will listen to mi rite? i know im the best friend.i got tried lo but den no use also nia. why u all like to find mi sia.
i also got my own problem la...don alway bomb u all de problem to mi la for goodness.
no onli i got my own problem i also got a lot of assignment to do la.
im not as free as u all think okay?

it not i don understand u all de feelin.i do understand.but pls understand.i got tried before!! but no use at all!!! u all are drivin mi crazy soon la!haixx~



with loves 9:48 PM


Tuesday, May 20, 2008

finally 2 assignments ended le~now left SDT,JSPG and my dip plus de assignment~got to chiong those during the 3 weeks break le.

today quite slack...don say what i had done in the morning during my gem class.was chiong DSAL.doing the last touch up.
very lucky today.draw lot and my group does not need to do presentation for DEUI~super heng =D

after school went to walk walk with ah khee at jurong point.and realli super "heng" la.kana spotted by my aunt -.- den she big mouth go tell my mummy.den when reach home.mummy keep asking this and that la.super fan sia.dono what to say.

anyway enjoyed spending time with ah khee~hope to spend all my time with him >.<



with loves 11:14 PM


Monday, May 19, 2008

finally home!!had another long day but i enjoyed myself~had a fun day with the 2B21 mates~
around 11.30 ah khee come my house here to fetch mi den we go lot 1 tgt to wait for terence gege(today i keep callin him gege =p) after which we trained down to tiong bahru to meet up with darlin xiuxiu to go to city hall tgt~

4 of us went to kbox today.and it realli fun la~esp when terence gege sing hokkien song~lolx~want to record down de but when mi and xiuxiu want to record down he change the song o.0 aiyoyo~~miss the chance sia~
left the kbox around 5 plus.walk around for a walk den we went to new york to have our dinner =D
dinner with them is realli fun la~lolx~i laugh till stomach pain >.<
after dinner we went to the "durian" of singapore.heard a concert of a while before going up to the rooftop~what happen on the rooftop i should not say it out here~guess onli 4 of us know =p

onli around 9 den we left the place to go home.accompany xiuxiu to the bustop then the remaining 3 of us walked back to city hall to trained back home~~

i miss out some details of our outing cos if i realli said out all my entry will be damn damn long~so that the summary for our outing >.<



with loves 10:53 PM


Sunday, May 18, 2008

another long day for mi sia~
woke up around 8 plus to start preparing.suppose to meet terence,baoliang and ah khee at JE library at 945am to do our gem assignment.in the end most of us are late.onli terence on time =X
we do till around 1 plus?den walked to IMM to have our lunch.after lunch~ ah khee and baoliang went off to do their stuff while mi,terence,xiuxiu and laurene(both gals came to meet mi for dsal assignment after this guitar camp)
stay with them in the library till around 4 plus den i went off to look for my family~
finally i got myself a digital video cam le~wohoo~wait for so long finally my daddy decided to buy mi one.hehex~ so happy sia~
can throw away my camera le~lolx~my digital video cam de photo takin is way better den my camera~~
got to rest early for today.tomorrow going out again with xiuxiu,ah khee and terence.going kbox with them~muz enjoy ourself to the fullest for once~ since tomorrow is a holiday?why not?hahax~~



with loves 10:24 PM


Saturday, May 17, 2008

realli had a long day today worx~
woke up around 9 like that cos phone rang.it was from my dental remind about my appt for today.lucky they call mi if not i realli forgot my appt time le.
after my appt went to JE to meet up with ah khee~ and went to the library to study. at first we are studying..den after a while we ended up playin ><
think stay in the library till about 5 like that ba? den walk to IMM and shop for a while~brought a hp keychain with him. =p
i was realli surprise when i look at my phone after we brought the keychain. i got 3 miss call from ronald o.0 at first i thought i see wrong name. and look carefully was realli ronald.so msg him and ask if he had call mi and he said ya..he want to ask mi out for dinner.
so long never contact or meet le.den now suddenly wan ask mi out for dinner~so yapx he say meet him at clarke quay mrt station at 6.30pm. so yapx ah khee realli sweet >< trained with him all the way to outram den waited with mi for the train to come =p

yapx so meet up with ronald there lo. had a little chat with him and yapx somehow i feel he change a little also ba? but of cos he become more muscular think cos of NS? kinda tan also.also more good lookin le ba. that all i can say le~



with loves 11:41 PM


Friday, May 16, 2008

tired tired tired!!!i wan my beauty sleep~~seriously lackin of sleep ar~
wan sleep also cannot sleep. will keep on worry about the assignment -.-

went to ah khee gem today to do my gem de assignment.seriously there nothing for mi to observe de la~so in the end i anyhow crap.lolx~and seriously the gem also a little boring..i wonder how he and the others manage to survive through that 2 hours lesson every week.
went back to my gem class around 2 like that?den stay for about half an hour the lesson end le.lolx~
went to library to find xiu to do our assignment.stay there till laurene came and went to the guitar club room for a while before going to fc 6 to continue doing our assignment( i cant stand the main library smell!!!)

do till 5.30 den drag myself to go for my jap lesson.think im realli tired i don enjoy the jap lesson like im used to le.haixx~~~
after lesson went to find ah khee and went back home with him >.<
tomorrow still need to wake up early for my dental ar~~so sianz~~~~sianz sianz sianz!!!



with loves 10:16 PM


Thursday, May 15, 2008

really just kill mi la~stress dao le~assignments are driving mi crazy!!!
somemore tmr got jap quiz and i havent even study nia~going to fail it tmr =X

anyway seriously i find that some SP students like dont understand english de. study corner = play corner for them like that.today after dsal lesson went to the study corner with my gal friends to do our assignment.den a batch of student also come la.and they are not studying or what lo.they are play poker card and some other stupid game. super noisy and irritatin lo!

do assignment half way till realli cannot stand it den we switch to fc4 to continue.thought it a foodcourt but at least it more PEACEFUL den the study corner la.idiotic ppl!!!shld juz give them a kick or a tight slap before going off =X

before i end my entry! again i want thnks dennis!!!!! big big thnks to you dennis!!! you realli help mi a lot in my assignment!!!! *bow bow*



with loves 10:20 PM


Wednesday, May 14, 2008

lolx~yesterday im very lazy to blog la~ anyway i muz say that i have some lecturer who are realli kind enough to extend our assignment de due date la.so at least no need to be that rush le.

piggy karen came to sch to find mi.what can i say about her nia?she realli change somehow la. just about 2 months like nv see her le..she change till hmmm..don realli know how to say it.but the feeling she give mi is different le.
had a little chat with her.and i found out some interesting news from her.like one of my friend is going to ROM with her bf on 080808.just about 2 months nv contact my buddies so many thing happen sia.

left sch around 5 plus.and shop a while at lot 1 with her.after which she msg weiseng to come to my hse de void deck to chat a while.whee~~realli been sometime since the few of us gather to have a chat~miss them so much la~
best buddies forever~



with loves 9:39 PM


Monday, May 12, 2008


Happy 18th birthday~kai wei~


okay seriously i hate myself to core okay.never had i did something correct.assignment i had done for so long yet in the end all is wrong?two words realli suit mi lo.im juz a F***-in idiot la.
when will i do something that is right de?

and my F***in health is causin mi so much problem la.just what is wrong with mi!

i already feel super duper stress la.just what can i realli do now!damn hate myself.why not just get myself killed and everything will be solved.

sick...stress...insecure....left out...what else can i feel.



with loves 7:29 PM


Sunday, May 11, 2008


Happy Mother Day!


went out the whole day to celebrate mother day worx.so ended up i never realli study today. oh well~since it mother day.let juz don care about assignment for one day ya?

mummy was happy to get present from mi. as i had said in one of my entry.i brought the present from the precious thought~cost mi about 100 plus~mummy shld like it a lot ba.though she nv say it out but from her action i can feel so.

since it mother day of cos almost everyday let mummy to decide lo.where she wan to have lunch,dinner.where she want shop.what she want to buy.today almost everything is daddy,bro and mi paid de. but of cos most is daddy pay de la =p

finally brought a cross stitch le.after learnin from xuan xuan.i alway said want to get one and now finally i got it!think i not realli good in it.while doing mummy is beside mi teachin mi. hope my first cross stitch will be a good one when i complete it >.<



with loves 9:46 PM


Friday, May 9, 2008

whee~~i realli <3 my boy boy! he is so so sweet. for time being i will not say who is my boy boy first~we are still as friends..not realli couple yet so yapx~~but i realli realli <3 him~~wish to spend all my time with him >.<

my gem assignment is getting more and more lame i feel.this time round i need to go to other gem de class to observe the student in the class -.- so bo liao sia~
but anyway ya...going to xiuxiu de gem next week~ hope the lecturer let mi observe lo.if not will sianz dao de~

and today another jap quiz la!lolx i dono lo~last min study~scary scary~maybe im too tired ba..dont realli enjoy my jap lesson like im used to.
anyway after jap lesson went back to fc6 to find ah khee and yu hong~ went back home with ah khee~
he is so sweet~waited for mi till my jap lesson end .and it like around 7.40pm den end la~den when reach je~ he accompany mi till the middle train come den he went home. >.<

anyway i very sad sia~my cabal premium end le~end afk training le~so sianz~think during the hols i buy again ba.now don realli have the time to play le T.T~sianz sianz sianz!



with loves 11:09 PM


Thursday, May 8, 2008

im so so tired!!wan to sleep~~but cant realli sleep cos some hw is due tomorrow and yet i havent complete it~ahh~~~

seriously i hate aitec de lesson..he teach like no teach like that.self study better lo.go to his lesson for the sake of attendance only -.-

after lesson end went to JE de kobx.mi and laurene accompany xiuxiu to go there take her pay.den in the end they calculate wrongly~lolx~so she need go back next month to take her pay.sad for her.

den went back to school after that.went to fc4 to find the guys.slack there till around 6 den went for primer de welcome party.
what should i say for the welcome party. at first was quite lame la..in the end it a little fun?
ended around 8 plus?den trained back home with the guys. sianz la..super tired~~ but i still need to hw!!*bang wall*



with loves 10:27 PM


Wednesday, May 7, 2008

assignments are killin mi T.T
when will my assignments end!!!finish DEUI le~also chiong finish my gem de essay.but i still left with many assignments!!

pardon mi for keep complainin abt my assignment here~cos i dont have any place to complain about my assignments le!

school as usual.stay back after school to do assignment a while after which went home with the guys.
and as usual someone don wan go home that early den slack at lot 1 again.lolx~
when we want go home that time it start to rain.den make him a little ma fan to go home ~.~

and a big thnks to dennis!! who had help mi a lot in DSAL assignment~ thnks dennis!!!you are the best! =D



with loves 9:23 PM


Tuesday, May 6, 2008

ahhh~~i feel so sick!!
i hate headache~~it realli killing mi!! take pandaol le but like no use~ it still freakin pain~
when got to afternoon it is even worse T.T den in the end i got fever~what a nice thing i can get -.-

somemore i lost my house key!!!super suay today. in the morning about to go out that time i den realise i lost my house key!!! sianz sianz sianz~lost house key already very what le..den still sick..how sad can my life be seriously.

after school can go back home..need wait for mummy to be home..so slack in sch...rather den slackin..was doing assignment with darling laurene.around 4.30 she left.den went to sit with ah khee they all~
around 5 den leave sch with ah khee~we miss about 2-3 train at dover? the station is so crowded -.-
but den still have a nice trip home with ah khee~ =p

i hope i will not lose my house key anymore!!! last year lost 3 time le..and 1st time i lost my house key also in may..dont tell mi it a routine for mi to lost my house key -.- pray pray



with loves 9:11 PM


Monday, May 5, 2008

sch as usual today. how to say feel a little slacky but den it realli not slacky? still got lot of assignment to chiong T.T

after school pei xiuxiu to go to the BP room after which went to her workplace~she want to hand in her and terence de resgination letter.after which we suppose to go off de.but den her friends call her to sing till around 6 to get her paid. so we realli got sing about 2 hours plus. and know what the best? it FOC =p

anyway after lesson meet up with terence to have dinner tgt at lot 1.dinner with xiuxiu and terence is kinda fun i must say.
and know what..terence very nice to poke =D while waiting for bus i keep pokin him =p
lalalala~

and at first i thought terence so good when he ask mi what bear i want which i had mention in my blog. thought he want buy for mi but den he onli ask ask! wao lao~

okay la~done crappin going continue assignment..erm maybe i guess? a little tired le. T.T

okay before i go share a story with u all~is my friend send mi de and i feel quite meaningful~happy readin!

$20 Lesson

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill in the room of 200, he asked, 'Who would like this $20 bill?' Hands started going up.

He said, 'I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this.

He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.

He then asked, 'Who still wants it?' Still the hands were up in the air.

Well, he replied, 'What if I do this?' And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.

He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. 'Now, who still wants it?' Still the hands went into the air.

My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value.

It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.

We feel as though we are worthless.

But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.

Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.

The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE.

You are special - Don't EVER forget it.

Count your blessings, not your problems.

'And remember: amateurs built the ark ....

Professionals built the Titanic.

If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it. 



with loves 9:27 PM


Sunday, May 4, 2008

i think realli sooner or later i will break down le. i cannot stand it anymore. yesterday was the day that mi and him got together. it already made mi feel quite sad le den today around 6 plus got a call from aunt that something had happen.(it my family problem so i will not say what realli happen)
suppose to study with terence at woodland today but in the end i cant make it. whole day stay at that place....
bad thing come one after another.im also a human worx!!!i dont know how long more i can stand if this continue -.-

plus i myself also not feeling that well -.- like wan faint like that...feel super dizzy -.-
haixx~~~
already stress over assignment le now all these had to come...why my life is like this .....



with loves 8:44 PM


Saturday, May 3, 2008

few years ago...
today is the day that we got together...
i can swear that it the happiest day i ever have
im lucky to know a guy like you
im lucky to be able to spend my days with you...
but...
now the path we used to walk together had disappear
we had walked on a different path
the day when we started to walk on a different path realli is my saddest day...
i used to depend so much on you....
whenever i need someone you will alway be here with me...
you never let mi feel lonely before....
without you
i feel lonely sometime
when i need someone..there is no one with mi...

wanted to write a song for you but was a little busy with my stuff so i cant finish it.so went to play others song for today. i dono if you are albe to hear it...but den i hope you will like it ^^ the quality isnt that good.was using my phone to record it.







P.S a big thnks to terence and ah khee who had accompany mi through the starting for 3rd may.both of you realli sweet and nice ^^ *bow bow*



with loves 12:15 PM


Friday, May 2, 2008

i want sleep ar!!!!super duper tired!!!
woke up around 5.30am~to start prepare to go school~alway let ah khee wait for mi.feel so pai seh.so today decided to go out earlier..so will not let him wait for too long =D

so school as usual la~gem is alway fun for mi.but den today de assignment quite funni~guess who are the grp memeber in ur grp. we are being grp by the lecturer by we dono which other name.den we are given a list of name and try to guess their name is what. a little lame..but yapx that how we are doing.
after gem..meet up with darling laurene and xiuxiu at fc4 to do our assignment~ do till around 4 plus..laurene went back home..mi and xiuxiu went to fc6 to study for our jap quiz~
the jap quiz not that bad la~ think can get full mark?lolx~anyway the lesson is still as fun as last week~mi and xiuxiu keep laughing when we are trying to greet each other in jap. and funni thing is that xiuxiu suppose to say my name in the end she say her own name~

reach home near 9 le~super tired sia~~ and tomorrow is the day le..haixx~~god bless



with loves 11:29 PM


Thursday, May 1, 2008


Happy labour day everyone!!!


the first public holiday after school had started~it just onli 3 weeks. and im already flooded with assignments!!!all the modules im takin have assignment!!realli feel like bangin the wall la.
yesterday chiong assignment today also chiong -.- so yapx didnt went out with the family today.whole day stay in my room doin assignment~alot ppl say during hols i have no life cos keep playin cabal.now sch start i also don have any life.everyday go sch come back home chiong assignment -.- oh well~~

tomorrow got a little jap quiz!till now i onli study a little onli.tomorrow sure die in the quiz~ =X
feelin very tired~~these few days reach home take a little nap also like still not enough for mi T.T i want my beauty sleep ar!!!crap~ got to go study for my jap le~cya~


2 more days to go



with loves 8:33 PM




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