ahh~my legs want to break le. from morning 9 plus i had been walking till i reach home around 8?
this morning woke up around 8 plus to start to preparing~meetin my secondary school friend at the coffee shop outside school at 10.
when i reach the coffee shop i was totally shocked to see vin!he changed a lot~know him since pri school and today is the first time i see him with that kind of style!he finally start to style his hair and it like OMG!! he look very shuai~ just like his cousin nia~two shuai ge~ =D (hmm..of cos he is shuai?after all i like him before!LOLX =X)so charming >.< think if my mind doesnt have anyone now i will like him once again =p
back to school saw more shuai ge~LOLX~those seniors also changed a lot~become more shuai too~it seem like go back is to see shuai ge and not teacher~
okay la~did saw some of my teacher~hug female teacher..for male teacher just wave and shake hand.had a good chat with teachers too~same as ever still worry for my result~hahax..first thing they ask mi when i saw them is how am i doing in poly?good?
also very happi to see my juniors~hugged them too >.<
think left sec school around 2 plus?after which we went to plaza to change bus~went into plaza wanting to see the cute donuts guy but he is not there sob sob T.T den went bugis with piggy karen and vinci~of cos we took neoprints~lolx~
had lot of fun too today~but pity my legs?lolx~keep walking~think tmr i also going out again with my mum?she want to buy some levis jeans so ask mi to accompany her~ so now must keep sitting down to let my leg rest~lolx~ =D





went out today again but today not with friends is with my mummy...
around 1 plus she came back home from work...after she had her shower den we went to causeway point...
shopping with mummy quite boring?the type of clothes i like and the type of clothes she like is totally different but one good point is that if i like some clothes..my mummy will pay for mi~so i can save my money~LOL
yesterday went out with dar dar geok sui..brought present and had lunch..my wallet left $2..pathetic hor?
and tomorrow i going shopping with piggy karen..her birthday on this coming sat but going to celebrate with her tomorrow..what can i do with only $2??think need to redraw money liao~
need to control myself soon le..after exam i had been shopping..buy this buy that =X and i havent got my pay yet!!!hmmm...but once in a while shop till i siao also not bad? past few month had been working den never realli spend it so ya..kekex~ zai an wei wo zhi ji ma?lolx~maybe ba =D
anyway tomorrow also going back to my sec school~time to di siao my teacher le..hehex~





oh my god~now i realise that since my school holiday start.i never stay at home for the whole day at all!!before exam end..i said that i will enjoy myself..oh man i guess i realli enjoy myself?never stay at home to rot at all =D

after COS paper was my class chalet till friday~then on sat i went to work from afternoon till night.on sunday went out too..firstly went to temple to bai bai after which go kovan to buy some stuff den went to my godmum house.mon went out with kaiwei,tue went out with keat they all..
and today i went out too!!!lolx~in the morning watching youtube..afternoon went to lot 1 to find my dar dar denise.
it been quite some time le since our last meeting?if im not wrong our last meeting is a few days after mi and him broke up.had lunch together at mac!!lolx my fav =D also sit there to chat for a while~have lot of laughter too.
we also went to library to take some photos~lolx~after a while there are also some sec school student coming to the library to take photos..it look like not onli us like to take photos at library? =X

guess tmr i will be going out too?den on fri also go out..omg!!i realli not going to stay at home for the whole day~takin 2 weeks off from work..i guess is the right choice~finally a break~ =D

anyway will upload some photos mi and dar dar denise took at the libray =D

dar dar denise and mi~


showin off our watches


reading baby books?


P.S i dono if you will read my blog..but every now and then i will read blog..after reading your blog..somehow im worried for you...please be fine...will pray for you...





rain spoil everything...this is the first time that i actualli hate rain...
early in the morning the thunder woke mi up...ya..i scared of thunder..none of my family members were at home..dad and mum went to work..bro went to sch..
thunder realli scared the hell out of mi..i was crying that time..no one was with mi...that time i realli wish you are with mi...like you used to...

in the afternoon meet keat they all...as usual we played DDR..but somehow i dont have the mood to play..just one round i gave up..sat there quietly and looked at them playing..
after which they wanted to play bball but cos raining we cant play so all of us went to keat house to play...
think early in the morning i woke up become emo or what..went to keat house to play i also don have any mood...once reach his house just on the stupid com and started to listening to songs..
wonder is it cos of the song or my own feeling...i cried again..see mi crying keat they all dono what to do...one of my gal friend eunice see le..just hugged mi and say nothing...think they understand my feeling??or maybe they feel that lettin mi cry i will feel better?after all some people say that cry out all you want...after crying you will feel better...

how i wish that was true...after crying i will feel better...





im back again to upload photos and talk about what happen today~
went out in the morning to paya lebar to meet kaiwei(the cute girl of 1B24).we went to this fashion to buy clothes~
long time never went to shop le...finally can shop again of cos will shop to the fullest? >.<
and we are late by one day!!!if not we can get 20% discount!!(the mid year sales ended yesterday!)
we bought some new clothes so that we can wear to go back to our sec school this friday to see our teachers.hahax..it funni that onli go back to sec school to see our teachers we need to buy new clothes..
i mean of cos we need to wear nice nice?show that we change cannot let ppl look down on us =D
after shopping we went to long john sliver to eat~we had a nice chat.like to chat with her..she just like one of those few friends who i can say out my stuff easily and we went shopping again.think shop till around 4 plus den we go home le.

now i start to watch new taiwanese drama call my lucky star 放羊的星星. it a very funni and sweet show~of cos it about love again >.<
and i also going crazy soon!!i miss him lots!!where are eu~~i wish to see eu...
miss eu lots ronald...

chalet photos

birthday cake for abu


the birthday boy abu~he got so tired after all the guys chasin him with water bombs!


our satay man aka blossom..leoleo


OMG!!what are they doing!?!?!


our class cute girl kaiwei with abu birthday boy


BBQ time!!


on the way to the beach...


we gals with the birthday boy






playing at the beach~














okay~today woke up have the mood to load everything so just like what i promise in my previous entry i will upload the video of our chalet which is make by 1b24 sweet and cute girl-kaiwei
will upload a video which i made about him too =p and lastly photos taken during the chalet

P.S to see video pls click on the stop button(beside refresh) to stop my blog music if not the video music and my blog blog will cause conflict

P.S the photos are not totally completely uploaded..will continue upload it in next entry

class chalet video(22nd aug)


class chalet photots(22nd aug)

1B24 girls~ kaiwei,laurene and mi!!








the angry us =D


where are we lookin at?






see no evil,say no evil,hear no evil




do we look like long lost sister? =D


our playful and cheerful boy!!leoleo~

23aug(at the beach)


our names~






24aug(going back home)

class photo!!!


that is for my class chalet and now will be the video i made for him >.<
nothing to do so went to make the video..kekex..






today is a tired day for mi!!!
this morning i slept till 11 plus and when i woke up i rushed like crazy cos i got work at 1pm!!it realli rushing for mi..can you imagine when i bath i alway take about 15-20 mins when today i took like 5-10mins?(bath so fast..make mi think am i clean enough) after which i also rush through my breakfast.then chiong to bus stop..and that freaking bus waited for so long never come.around like 12.40 den come?
almost late for my work.just nice reach there at 1pm.
in the afternoon not that much ppl la..was slacking at my work there..damn sianz lo~just sit at the counter and do nth.but okay la..at least i can continue my rest =X
it was then at night ppl start to come in -.-

worked for long hours today from 1pm-11pm.10 hrs...long?for the sake of money i work..lolx~sound so money face =D but hey who the hell in this world dont like money?with money you can buy things u like and do thing you want?
okay whatever..try to work as much as possible lo.since i lied to them say i on holidays for 2 weeks startin from tomorrow.cos seriously i need some rest!!!
this month earn like about 200 plus?better than nothing..

got some chalet photos le..but im lazy to upload so i guess i will upload them tomorrow?but it cant be a promie i will upload them tomorrow..depend on my mood?lolx~
have some videos too...try to upload to my server but due to the reason that the files is too big..the waiting time for uploading is so freakin long that i lazy to wait..so ya..no video?or maybe if i got the mood i will load?lolx~





Whee~finally back from the chalet~
realli had lots of fun for the past 2 days~<3 my classmates!!1B24 rock~this is the first time i got into such a united and sweet class~i wan to be in the same class as them for the next 2 years of poly life!!but sad cant..
well anyway today entry will be long!and i realli mean it!!it will be damn damn long!so here it goes~

1st day of chalet(wednesday 22nd aug)
this is the last day for our sem exam~cant believe that COS paper is so easy!well maybe to those who did past year paper is easy?cos some of the question are exactly the same as past year paper!when we were given 10mins reading time.i saw the question that mi and kaiwei were discussin the previous day.i turn to look at her and both of us smiled! =D
guess you guys can think how easy the paper is..9.10 we start to do the paper and around 9.30 the whole class was almost out!
after that we went to lvl 3 benches and start to discuss what food to buy for our BBQ and collecting money from everyone.after that the guys say want go FC4 to eat so we went lo.but in the end we like sitting at FC4 to watch tv.LOL
wait till around 12 so that chanon come and fetch leonard,kaiwei,laurene and mi to go IMM de giant to buy those food.
our first stop is to leonard hse.cos he nv bring his stuff to sch!leonard hse is damn big sia~and his mum look very young too.when we call her auntie we are so scared that what if is his sister?then we call auntie os malu~den chanon was playing with the hamster and he so violent lo!i pity those hamster.
so it time for us to be on the way to the giant!after the trip to giant.we know one thing for sure.never ever trust chanon driving again!can imagine we from jurong..went go bukit batok den back to jurong again!during the trip we like touring around bukit batok!sit inside can get car sick!and his driving is so horrible!when he drove he nv put his hands on the steerin wheel and still can do some other stuff!scared the hell out of us.
while shoppin for the food in giant..we gals feel like we are mummy like that.lolx~lookin at those prices and comparing all those..choosing fruits.of cos we brought wine too =D
just this shopping trip we spent $166++
okay when we reach the chalet it kinda disappointin for us~we thought will be damn good but in the end it like erm...cos we are the first to reach..we feel quite sianz and the room feel damn scary..but when other classmate arrived~the feeling it gone~the room become damn lively~
den we do our own stuff,we gals and some guys went upstairs to play uno~lolx~the game took damn long~in the end those remainding players gave up~it like never ending.but it is realli a nice game~we had so much fun and laughter.
around 8 plus we went downtown to had our dinner~some of us went to subway some went to KFC(mi went to KFC~LOL.with kaiwei,laurene,zijin,andy,sam,solomon)after dinner,we gals went to take shower~after which stay in the room to play truth or dare~LOL most of the time we choose truth.
at 12 am(23 aug) we sang birthday song to abu!
around 2 plus or 3 cant rmb...we start to watch horrow movie~but i nv watch the whole movie around 4 plus quite tired went upstair with kaiwei to sleep~
at first they say the room is for us gals but in the end we decided to share with some of the guys~

2nd day of chalet(thursday 23rd aug)
we gals woke up around 6~7 plus.sit at the staircase there to see the guys playing games(solomon brought his xbox360 to lend our class and neythan brought his ps2)den wait for andy,solomon and keith to get ready so we go home to have realli a good rest!the previous night dont realli had a good rest.slept on the hard floor.of cos i went back home to take the chicken wings and agar agar.
cos too heavy le..laurene came to my hse to help mi take to cck which we are suppose to pass to zijin and some other guys to carry..at first we say 2.30 cck meet.in the end when i called zijin.he told mi they are at bedok -.- 2.30 at cck become 2.30 at bedok.nice one~so in the end i say meet at jurong east.
on the train also had lot of fun with the guys too~they are realli damn fun to mix around with.
reach the resort,met up with kaiwei and we gals start to do our shopping again.brought more drinks,tibits and add more food to our bbq.cos the previous day see how the guys eat,we felt that the amount of food we brought at giant will not be enough.and also brought a cake for our birthday boy abu!
after the shopping we gals went to the beach to play~thought we can have a nice time at the beach but who knows got some prevert guys keep taking our photo.make us feel a little uncomfortable so we stay there for a while and went back to the chalet
slack around till the time for bbq to start.we started our bbq around 8 plus when we confirm chanon will not be coming(he got food poisoning last week..lolx..till now still LS.so lousy.lolx =X)
the first few round of food is so uncooked esp the chicken wing~during the bbq..mi and kaiwei like went around to feed the guys in the room who are playing games.den some guys say we become like mummy like that.but okay la~feeding the guys also very fun =D
when we bbq that time a cat came and join us~lolx then it like leonard alot keep follwing him wherever he go.however during our bbq we also had unwanted "guests"coming.the cockroachs!!ahh~a few time they scared us gals~and we alway went into the chalet and hide~lolx~sometime we gals scream also scared the guys =X
we bbq till around 11 plus?den we gals want to bath but we don dare to go to the toilet so we call the guys to sit outside there to play.thought they will not want.instead of saying dont want.ended up the whole class guys sitting outside for us 3 gals to bath finish.OMG they realli are sweet.they are realli gentleman.they worried for us gals~cant believe they so cared for us =D
one funni thing which happen is that after we gals bath the guys also wanted to bath and they came to the gals toilet to bath!at first they want go to the guys de..but cos they saw wai keong inside and nv close the door they feel very erm...so come to our side~hahax~
after bathing some of us went upstairs to play uno.and again it a neverending game~hahax~it seem that we alway cant have a complete uno game~LOL
after playing we watched movie again.but den again..mi and kaiwei were the first one going up to sleep~hahax~
think everyone was tired ba?around 3 plus or 4 plus?the whole class was sleeping le~

3rd day of chalet(24th aug)
last day of chalet which is today.those we slept in the room woke up around 10 plus?finally had a good rest(this time round i was sleeping on the bed le)all of us thought we check out around 3.but who knows in the end we are suppose to check out at 10.30 am!lolx~we woke up those who are sleeping and started our packing~
think the gods also playing with us.when it time of us to go!it started to rain heavily!!!
took the shuttle bus to whitesand and took a classphoto there~and off we go to PS to watch movie.we had our brunch at long john sliver~at first we wanted to go to watch movie with the guys~but when we gals know it a cartoon.we dont want anymore so we went back home~

so that about it for the 3 days of chalet we had~took quite a number of photos~which i will be uploading later(think will be at night after getting the photos from kaiwei and laurene).
this is the best chalet i ever had~hope we can have chalet again at the end of sem 2~
I LOVE 1B24~sweet classmates~





whee~finally another paper down!one more paper which is COS to go and that the end of my sem exam~wohoo~

okay today DBMS paper still okay la~easier den last year de..same as VBAS i finished it around 10 plus after checking den left the room le.
After DBMS paper i feel very slack le and im already in the chalet mood!cant wait for the chalet to come which is tmr.
think my class also kinda in the chalet mood?after the paper..all of us are sitting at the lvl 3 benches and talking about tmr chalet~LOL.seem like no one give a damn on COS?

meet my girl friend for the first time with the haircut i had last thurs.some say cute~LOL..i feel so kuku but they say cute >.<
ya before going into the T2152 i saw him...wonder am i thinking too much or what..or a moment i feel that he....okay whatever...dont talk about that le

going to study for my COS.it the last paper..give it my last best shot!and i can finally enjoy myself~FREE FROM EXAM!!!!yay~~~~~ =D





two more paper to go and sem exam will be over le~wohoo~bear for 2 more days and i will be free le~kekex~

okay basically spent the whole day studying DBMS which i will be taking it tmr.hope can score well as DBMS is one of the module which i am confident of de.must Ace it =D
and also got a sms from my boss..asking mi to work from 1pm-11pm this coming sat.haixx..at first dont feel like doing it de but okay la..since i told them this sun i will be "on holiday" for 2 weeks~lolx~so for the next 2 week i will not be working so okay la =D (kids dont learn from mi~telling lies is bad =X)but hey i did that not on purpose de nia~i need to have some rest~even during my exam week im working le~human also need rest nia~so dont blame mi.kekex~

cant wait for wed to come~the end of our paper and the start of 1B24 class chalet~must enjoy myself to the fullest~ =D

i think missing him had become a habit of mine le.whenever im free or there nothing to do i will start to think of him~think i like him too much le?or miss him become a xi guan to mi?hmm..who care la?
after my exam i think i will try to talk to him more~and hope i am able to~LOL~





yesterday didnt have the chance to blog at night...went to work at 6 pm.work till 11.15pm?so reach home is like around 12 le..which is today morning??was damn tired after working so after taking a shower i went to sleep le lo.so never come online to blog.

was realli tired la..think once i was on my bed i fall asleep le?but i like my sleep~i dreamt about him.kekex~it was a sweet one.i hope it will realli happen >.<

cant realli crap much today la..need to study before i go for work again at 6pm.kinda pitiful?but this is my life now la...cant realli do anything.

anyway i got to go now.but i wonder if i can concentrate on my studies?i miss him lots!!!i want him~wish to onli his girl =X





lolx~today suppose to stay at home but in the end i went out to play with my friends.but i did study for a while before i went out in the afternoon!before went out.i manage to finish studied DBMS~better than nothing?after studying for so long i need to go out to relax?lolx~finding excuses..okay whatever

went to arcade to play today~played DDR with my bball friends~lolx~in the end keat still lose to mi.before we start..he still say will win mi today.but in the end...lolx~ =X
stayed in the arcade for around an hour?then we went to play bball..lucky eunice hse is near..if not i going to play bball wearing jeans.it will be damn hot lo!after playing an hour or two..went to eunice house to have a shower?lolx~fancy going other ppl de house to bath..no choice..cos after bball we still have program ma. and it playin C&C!lolx~
after WCG i never touch C&C le.miss it so so much~anyway i guess i still never improved from last time.still end the game in 10mins time..haixx~when can i be like that guy who end in like 5 mins!
also dono how i played today?dont even know that my finger got a cut..is when i saw the keyboard got blood den i know my finger is bleeding!LOL..but no big blame la..just a small cut.

anyway i did enjoyed myself today~after studying and locked up at home for so long.realli need a time like today~thnks guys~ ^^





whee~finally VBAS paper is over!
after the paper ended~i feel damn relaxed =D VBAS is one module that make mi feel so stress for the past few days.
the paper is easier den i expected.around 10am i finished that paper le.lolx~spent less than 1hr and i finished the paper le~ my preparation never gone to waste.kekex~

happi that finally one paper done~two more to go.have confident for my DBMS paper..but for COS hmm..better than VBAS?hope so la~hahax~

okay after the paper..went home and cut my hair =D~
lolx~happy with my hairstyle now..but my fringe again cut till erm...okay la..nevermind la~it alway my fringe cut till very ku ku one.oh well~

okay la~think continue tomorrow ba..kinda tired..want to rest.today woke up at 4am to continue my studies for VBAS
yawn~~damn sleepy~night night everyone ^^





just like yesterday...i study VBAS again..but today instead reading the textbook.i study the practical,tutorial and past year paper.just finished all.so now going to rest a while before i start my study again.so yapx that why im here to blog.

but what can i blog sia?whole day staying at home studying onli.exam weeks are boring..need to stay at home to study.think after tmr VBAS paper..i need go come back home to start studying for my next 2 papers DBMS and COS. cos this sat and sun i am working!ya it like WTH.im having exam yet i need to work..dots..okay whatever..

after exam i am going to enjoy myself!!=D
right after COS paper is 1B24 de chalet.whee~think this is the first thing im lookin forward to after my exam.after that i going to go shopping all those~lolx~been locked myself in my room to study cos of all these stupid examination.
i feel like going to RP!lolx..they have no exam..so good...

anyway..beside studying..i also miss him hell lots!cant stop myself from thinking of him..oh well..but think of him can make mi feel happi sometime =D
whee~i going crazy le.think study too much.hahax~
okay enough of crapping le~got to go to take a shower to make myself feel more fresh~feel like sleeping liao.hahax~wish mi luck for tmr paper!!=D





nothing much happen today?
whole day studying VBAS.this coming thursday is the paper le.somehow i feel scared?dont have the confidence of doing well of this particular module...think there goes my A again?

in the afternoon talking with my best buddy karen.we talk about guys being a bad person?lolx~but i felt that we cant realli blame the guys ba?sometime it not realli their fault..we talk about lot of things la..
guys hurts gals?onli care about themselves and blah blah blah..
well cant blame piggy thinking that way..think she got hurt too deep le
for mi i got hurt by guys too but still i dont realli blame them ba..though they hurt mi but i still like him..till now i still cant forget him..
i wish to be his and onli his..

well..cant crap much today..dont realli have the mood la..tomorrow need to wake up early to study VBAS again..realli feel scared for this paper..haixx





just came back from kk~wao lao hate today sia.waited fucking long.
first take ultra sound need to wait(wao lao my bladder almost want to burst la~cannot empty my bladder.WTH).after the ultra sound went to see doc.den again i need to wait for around 45 mins~1hr(the sister there tell mi de) for the result to come out.okay den i wait lo.went to mac to have my lunch(whee~~my favourite!).slack there till around like 4pm?den went back to the clinic~wao lao den go there also need to wait again!!!cos the report no yet out so need mi to wait.(#$%$%@#%$)
think they also don wan mi wait for too long.they got the scan then rougly tell mi the result.okay whatever...thought payment will be fast de.but then it was like wtf?i need to wait for like 30 plus ppl before i can make my payment too?wait for like 1hrs plus before i can make my payment...
wasted quite lot of my time on these stupid fucking stuff...

well forget what happen just now~my dar dar geok sui came back from tioman yesterday~wohoo~when i got her msg yesterday im damn happy~quite long never chat with her le~miss her~kekex~and now she finally back~dar dar i <3 u~ =D

maybe tmr going to go plaza with her?can see my cute missy donuts de guy~kekex~yesterday also went to plaza to have my dinner~den walked past missy donuts~saw him~lolx~super cute~think he saw mi also?he smiled at mi~this is the 2nd time he smiled at mi le~omg omg omg~LOL~hope tmr he is there too~ =D





tomorrow is the day le~i can meet up with him.but can i realli meet up with him?we only set the day but never set the time?weird?oh well..even if cant meet but at least i got to chat with him yesterday.that already make mi very very happy le.

i wonder what can i do if tomorrow we realli meet up.i had so much thing to tell him..but am i allow to tell him?one of the most important thing i wish to tell him is my feeling for him.if i tell him...what will happen?deep down inside mi i know i will get rejected but...i am seriously confused.
just 3 words...but it so hard to say out.
seriously i love him...deep down inside mi i know he cant be replaced.maybe i am just stupid.who to blame?that mi ya?

yesterday after words..look for some song lyrics..then from each song i cut out some part from here and there...den add in some of my words den ended up something that i feel like saying out to him...

here it goes like this...

在爱情里什么算公平
爱的深也伤的深
付出的一切值不值得
永远不会有答案
只有天知道我有多么爱你
爱你爱到无法自拔
深深地爱着你
只想静静地爱着你
就算是单恋也无所为
谢谢你曾经爱过我
给我最美的经过
但生命最爱被剥夺
未来的路该怎么走
不想忘记你
爱你这个决定虽然艰辛
宁可记得所有伤心
爱着你的每一天
你就是我的世界
我爱你

i think that all for today?got to study for my VBAS cannot screwed up anymore!





was too tired to blog yesterday~hahax..after the ndp im just like a dead fish~
yesterday since 9 i already out of my house...went to have brunch with friends. lolx~
eat till cost around 700 plus!!OMG so much sia~
den around 1 plus we go shopping.shopped at raffles place.lolx~the things that so expensive!!can see but cannot buy sia~saw a few shirts..feel like buying..but aiyo~~cannot afford.

den around 3 plus start going to marina there lo~sianz need so early to report there.when it kinda warm la~but no choice?must get a good seat to see him ma~hahax~
and lucky my effort never gone to waste!i did saw him!!!!oh my god~i was damn hyper when i see him.hahax~
he damn shuai in his uniform la~i keep screaming there.lolx~so pai seh la~some ppl turn around to look at mi >.<
see him make mi damn hyper~but only see for a while and he gone le.sob sob~feel like going down to find him but cant worx~ T.T

the 2nd best thing to see in ndp is the fireworks~it realli nice sia~very style and cool.took video down~this year i really like the ndp =D
NDP 2007 rock~and maybe kinda late saying this but..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! =D





one module down that goes my A.screwed up my TBCM paper today.for the 1st and 2nd qns i just anyhow crap.couldnt realli concentrate on the paper. saw room as jin...somehow realli affect mi a little.

thought sit right behind de corner will not see him while i am doing my paper.but who know he sat at the place which is in my view!directly at my view!that time i realli feel like shouting asking him if he can move somewhere else.
ya and again almost wan to cry again.i try to make myself think of TBCM and onli TBCM.manage not to cry.but couldnt stop myself from looking at him.everytime do the paper half way i will try to take a peek.when he went off i realli totally stop doing my paper and watch his back view...
ya...that what i can onli do now...

anyway after submitting the paper..went out to wait for my gal friends.then zhong xian come out ask mi who am i waiting..why i never go with jin. that question why i never go with jin..somehow hurt my heart...but well i ans why should i go with him?i just couldnt tell zhong xian that we broke le.so why i should go with him?
maybe i still cant accept the fact that mi and jin already broke up or what ba?

well cant wait for tmr to come. it NATIONAL DAY!wohoo~will be out the whole day...going to NDP!!!this year is a special one~so die die must go?hahahx.will try to post an entry for tmr..if not i will post in on friday~to tell you guys what actually happened tomorrow.

so i think this is it for today?kinda tired from the studying.going to have a good rest before i start studying for my next paper which is VBAS.i think i will screwed up too. =D





today is CRS paper.still okay la i feel.as long as i can pass it i happy le.hahax
did qn2 which is do you agree that youth today do not get to enjoy their childhoold compare to their parents.why or why not?
of cos i agree with it!cause im one of them who don have childhood de.hahax~
after crs paper.accompany kaiwei to see chanon for her interview after that we started chatting with chanon.
oh ya we called chanon ah gong also~lolx~cos kaiwei ask him from T17 he don wan.say he old liao.walk too much later kana heart attack.hahax.den we call him ah gong lo =X so funni~den we purposely call loud loud =X let other hear when we are sitting at T20 lvl 3 de benches.hahax~

went home.den go out again.lolx~with my mummy la.went to plaza again to buy stuff lo.den on the way back home got 2 ITE guys come flirt with mi.make all those stupid sound (kissing sound etc)wao lao super irritating la!den mummy was angry with mi lo.like it my fault!i also don wan them come flirt with you!
that why i say flirty guys sux!!!

oh ya just a small update~i went to bbp to buy donut again~LOL.last tuesday just brought 12 this week brought 12 again.and i saw that guy again!lolx~of cos i will see him?cos he one of their staff ma.he is also another cute guy =p
keep seeing cute guys these days~OMG.kekex =p





today damn slack in school...
first lesson was DBMS..nothing much happen?just going through past year paper and got back our last SQL quiz.quite happy with my result..finally my expected grade for DBMS return back to mi le.previous quiz i did quite badly(the day before taking the quiz just broke up with jin)think somehow it affected mi ba.
after DBMS is lunch break lo.went to FC6 with my galfriends~FC6 was quite empty la.expected la cause now is exam month ma.dont realli need to go sch unless lecturer ask you to.
den VBAS.also nothing to do.only waiting for the interview.think i failed it -.- who cares la. after that TBCM lecturer never come so ended up chatting with kaiwei and laurene till 5pm for IDEAS~
IDEAS ended around 6 plus i think?reach home around 7 plus...
sound slacky rite?

today also is dono suay or what?saw jin lots of them.first time on train(i go to sch too early without mi realizing.saw him den i realize)2nd time at FC6.den 3rd time is waiting to go in T2135 den he walked past -.-
god is realli playin with mi lo.when we are together we hardly see each other.when we broke up..we keep bumping onto each other.WTH
and i feel that im so flicked minded!i dont know who i realli like le...ronald or jin?today when jin walked past us..i suddenly have the urge to hug him tight...haixx

oh ya also saw that player..when my friend told mi his name and he waiting at the MRT that..my heart suddenly beat damn fast -.-
btw the player is also from SP la..but i will not mention is name or my friend name.
but anyway...that player is cute!lolx~ =p

okay enough of crapping le..need to study for TBCM.hope i can ace all my module!and not retaking any of it next sem!





yawning~just reach home from work.im so dead today!
woke up around 8 den do all those necessary stuff.and it was around 9 plus den i started to studied TBCM again.yapx yapx..the reason i woke up so early is to study TBCM.hardworking?lolx~

afternoon went out with my family(as usual la~sunday is my family day)but still i brought along my TBCM book!lolx~make full use of my time.on daddy's car keep on mugging the book. =D
ya..shop around 4 plus still quite early.cos i got work today at 5.30 den daddy say go home a while den later still need bring mi to my work place.so troublesome.so he say go visit our grandmother. upon hearing that..i protest!i don wan visit her.i hate her!however daddy force mi go lo.no choice but to go.brought my TBCM book along also den listen to to music.dont even bother to call her.i sound like a bad grand-daughter? who cares la what other people think la.
i will never forgive what she did to my family in the past and also to mi!thnks to her lot of bad stuff happen to mi and my family!

after which went to work lo.at first was quite busy la. a lot of case is chicken pox!now is the chicken pox and red eyes season!den around 8 plus not that realli busy le..so chatted with my colleagues.had some fun la~

feel kinda stress.partly cos of my exam ba i think.this month is exam month.need to be muggler. secondly i think is cos of him ba.i feel kinda suffocated by something?i want to shout out loud!!!i want to tell him my feeling!!
someone tell mi what am i suppose to do!?!?!?





omg.i had slept for almost 12 hours today!yesterday studied TBCM till around 11 plus den kinda tired so went to sleep le.who know today 11 plus i then woke up!no one in my family wake mi up.normally when i sleep till 10 plus.either my dad or my mum will come into my room to wake mi up. i guess everyone in my family went out before 10 ba?cos when i woke up no one is at home.oh well..nevertheless i had a good rest.

just now watch tv for a while.then i find a sentence they said quite meaningful.the brother know that his sister like a guy and asked her why doesnt she tell her feeling to the guy she like.and she said so what if she like him?that guy dont like her.the brother replied: "be truth to your own feeling,give yourself a chance. so what you are being rejected?at least you tried your best before. it better than you do nothing."
after hearing it,it make mi think of my feeling to ronald.should i tell him once more that i like him. i know that he will reject mi for sure. but at least i tried my best?just like what the brother said?at least i did something...i did tried to get something i want.though i failed...but i tried before.

kinda feel helpless these few days. when my friend or my friends' family member have problem.they will alway call mi to tell mi about their problem.find mi to say out their feeling.well it not that i dont like.i dont mind they called mi to say out their problem..their sadness. i will try my best to help you all if i can.
but....who can help mi?who can i say my problem to.i had lot of thing in my mind which i keep to myself.i feel like bursting out.but i cant...typin out in my blog cant too..cos some are realli too personal....
i can help people but i cant help myself....sighs~





yesterday didnt manage to post entry cos was busy with singapore world cyber game 2007~
wohoo~i realli love WCG!the event was so cool!!and their com was super duper good man!i also wan their com!!!damn damn good~

yapx..yesterday after VBAS tutorial,the 6 of us who attend it went to see WCG together.(the rest of the class already at WCG le). in the morning WCG nothing much to see. well i guess maybe cos the event just started so there isnt much for us to see ba.somehow i regret to go in the morning!if i had not gone!i will not see that player le~made mi so so so...haixx dont talk about it le.
kai wei also saw her mr yellow~lolx~sound like we girls go there to see guys~

well anyway today is the last day for singapore WCG championship~i realli like the last dota match which is Zenith VS Micrnology.damn it was so cool lo~but i dont wish to be like them so pro la. i onli see to be as pro as the guy yesterday who play C&C!he is realli realli pro!!!5 mins can finish one round le..OMG lo!i wan to be like him!!!i wonder if i can be like him one day
must train hard!and be a seeded player for 2009!lolx..i think too much le =X

tomorrow will be Asian Championship.i wonder if singapore can win..lolx~last year win 3 or 2 gold?cant realli rmb and 1 bronze i guess.no sliver. hope singapore can win all!lolx~ =D
go singapore!!!!

and lastly i feel like shouting something..but dont know where to show~so i decided to show here!anyway he will not see it too!lolx~

I LOVE EU~TAN WEI BOON RONALD! =D
p.s a picture i make using his photos =p






Now is 10.31am and im still at home!lolx~no school?who say de?
suppose to have lesson at 11am but our lecturer went oversea so his class was cancelled~wohoo~good rite?so in the end the next lesson is at 1pm. so that the reason why im still at home now!lolx~

ya..anyway later at 3.30pm i got my COS test 2.pray hard i can get good result like the previous test!
and last time i onli say say de..tell my friends that during our TBCM end of module test we maybe same class as 1B22(jin class) cos both of our class had the same lecturer.so juz now i go check.and it realli true!!!both of our class are in the same room!wtf. i onli say say de nia.in the end realli come true.hope that day i can control myself.wish that the feeling of sadness dont overcome mi like yesterday...

i have to go study for my cos le~later update again after i come back home from school!wish mi luck for now!

okay im back~now is 8.16pm
well the test is not as bad as i think.i feel that it much more easier than the previous test.hope i can do well.
and ya today after DBMS practical,mi,kaiwei,laurene went to FC6 to find 1B23 girls.reach there le hui jing ask mi want find chanon or not to ask about our VBAS de project.she said that she feel chanon like mi a lot so if i go he sure help.LOL since when chanon like mi a lot?funny~
even more funny when all of us decided to find chanon together. we went to T2139 to find him.kaiwei very brave went in first tell and say 'they finding you' den chanon look at mi i reply they outside~ lolx~ we keep pushin.when all of us went into the room.chanon ask who wan to ask question. i say hui jing. =D then she look at mi and laugh. when we are at FC6 hui jing said that she will tell chanon i wan to ask question.in the end i say it first~lolx =D
we kinda have some fun in the room~lolx..we keep laughing non stop. ya!! i love all my gal friends~

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