woah~back from class chalet~
i realli realli love my classmates~they are so sweet!!so sad this will be likely our last class gathering?guess soon after we start yr 2..we will be busy with our own stuff le?i will miss you guys de!

29jan-1st day of chalet
like last sem~it also the last day of our exam.WEBP was okay for mi la.at least can get a B?
anyway after the paper went back home to pack my stuff and tried to sleep for a while
but in the end cant?lolx..slept for like about 15 mins den got to rush out to cck meet up with abu and chan hong.
trained to jurong east with them and meet up with laurene,yongsing and simon.
the guys are so sweet.whenever got seat they will keep callin us gals to go sit but den we gals nv sit in the end though.stand with the guys all the way till PS mrt station
walk to the bus stop to take bus 354 to downtown east for our chalet.the chalet was better den last though a little smaller.guess i was realli a bit tired?reach there le.slept a while..till zijin came in after he brought his KFC and i heard him callin my name.after that i cant sleep anymore le
around 7?the 7 of us(the 3 gals,andy,zijin,leo and keith)went to TM to watch the house.the movie okay okay?but while watchin the movie.mi and laurene sat very close to each other.and it was like very cold.
after movie went back to chalet.chatted a while den want to sleep le.BUT!in the end still cant sleep?went to have a walk at the park with the guys.
during the walk was a little fun.someone in the group make us keep laughing.not going to say who..but i guess my class do know who is the person?hahax.
since that someone wanted to go back so got no choice but to go back?back to chalet try to sleep again...manage to sleep for a while?thnks to andy~hehex..

30 jan& 31 jan-2nd & 3rd day
went to have breakfast with the usual group at mac.slack till about 10?traind back home to wash up myself and take new set of clothes?
wantin to sleep again cos first day onli slept for a while?slept for about 15mins?sista called mi ask mi to wake up le.lolx~
meet up with laurene at jurong east and yaowei at PS.brought birthday cake for our birthday boys (hong and andy).
bbq started around 6?the bbq was fun la~and the knife that xiuting brought also bring some fun for us gals~hahax~
but my mood a bit not good for the day cos that stupid "thing" lo.it dono how to choose when to come de.choose the wrong day.haixx.
well anway..the bbq still fun after all.and it ended up with 2 of our guys getting drunk.
play uno game with those lovely ones till around 11 plus?den one by one get the turn to bath.after the usual ones had bath.we went to mac to grab something to eat and drink.after that we went to have a walk at the park again.had a nice chat with huijing.hahax~
after the walk went back to chalet.and again try to sleep.leoleo keep disturbin mi..but den again i slept and this time also need thnks andy.lolx~
around 5 plus.walk to the park again to see sunrise but cos it was way too cold..cant stand it le so mi and sista kaiwei decided to go back chalet to sleep.lolx~
sista got back to sleep but i cant sleep..so listen music to my handphone and went out of the room and sat outside there(a bit emo?lolx).
anyway.had breakfast the with usual one again.and trained back with them~they are so sweet nia~and once again thnks to andy.i had a good time sleepin on the mrt~

i realli love 24~a wonderful class~hope to stay in contact when we are in yr2!!!






我对你的爱永远不变
我只要你的爱
也许爱你是我犯了错
为什么我会对你越认真
就看见你在拼命的闪躲
就算是我们走到了尽头
我也不会想你会对我说
你不爱我
希望越多伤的就越多
不想自己变得太脆弱
想简简单单去爱
却陷入了折磨
忽然感觉我不在是我


i love you!i love you!i love you!(i had said it 3 times mean i realli it!)but how am i suppose to tell you my feeling?
i want to be with you
i wish for your hug once again...
i want you and only you
no one can ever replace you in my heart!



so tomorrow is the past paper le.haixx~no mood to take the paper ya?knowing the fact that my GPA will drop and cos of u
well anyway tomorrow after paper will be going for my class chalet~3 days 2 night~so i will come back to update my blog after the chalet~

got to get back to my studies~ciaoz~





"Humans are ugly"
somehow i agreed with this sentence.
went to china town to get CNY goods with family.there are some that the owner put outisde for people to test.
some people will make use of this chance to keep takin it to eat -.-
saw 3 woman sit down there and keep on take.and they even went to buy a cup of drink and sit down there to eat -.-
dots ppl need to do business de lo.they put there to let us try try.and not let ppl to sit down there to keep eating and eating la.still choose those big big de to eat.i see le super cant stand sia.dont they feel pai seh de ma?

then went to giant to buy stuff also.den i saw human ugly side once again.they will juz take a plastic and choose the frut put inside it.while walking around just eat it.eat finish le not need paid... -.-
got one even pro sia.i saw took a packet of milk walk somewhere else open it to drink.
human are so kiasu...so ugly(my ugly here is not look).haixxsometime i also feel a little disgrace la.

mood not good le..see all these stuff make mi feel even not good.
human realli super ugly!!!!
but hey i sayin this..not tryin to offend anyone ya?juz trying to say out how i feel..





my legs wan to break le la~8hrs of shoppin.woah!
supposed to meet up with piggy karen at woodlands at 9am de cos she wan help her cousin wendy to ask about the admission thingy and wan mi accompany lo.but in the end she overslept!so it got cancel in the end.
then i msg dar denise ask her want mi accompany her go buy new year clothes or not if wan mi go i need to do my hair(super ma fan after i perm my hair..need to curl it -.-)
after few msgs..we meet up at lot 1 to trained to bugis.when i reach lot 1 i saw en ping.lolx~she like need to stare at mi for a while den ask mi if im boon ling.lolx~she like so shocked to see mi and say i change le.do i realli change that much?
damn bugis realli very crowded sia.see le we also very de sianz.mi and dar don like to squeeze with ppl de.as both of us havent had our lunch so we walk to sim lim there to have laska on the way saw piggy karen.lolx~she also want to buy new year clothes and also choose to shop at bugis.
after our lunch we walk back..see so many ppl we decide to train to orchard.luck orchard is not that crowded around 3plus?went to this fashion to shop shop.choose a few clothes den went to try.mi and dar went in the same fitting room!lolx both of us inside the fitting long for very de long~lolx..keep on laughin all those.den after changed back to our own clothes..i put my make up..den dar say she wan try the eyes shadow so i help her put.but i guess she not fit the color i use ba.see le abit weird
so dar brought a vest and a shirt while i brought a belt.den we walk to HMV cos i say i wan see cds.den i saw BBT album nia!very temptin to buy but in the end i still control myself la.at the point of time when we at HMV there was a event going on lookin for hunks?lolx~hunks nia.many of you will think mi and dar will sure go there to see?but nope we never?we dont care at all.lolx~
far east was the next stop to continue our shopping.cos the time is around 8 le?so we decided to have our dinner first at LJS.
while havin dinner...we talked a lot.dar ask mi if i will feel sad when i think about the happi moments with my ex.if i said i not sad i will be lyin ya?
continued our shopping after dinner..i brought a tube and dar brought a blue shirt at zpimples.dar very funni la.when she came out of the fitting room she thought im the sales gal den about to ask mi if the shirt got new one.lolx~i look like sales gal ar?
after we done with our shopping...we walked back to cine to take bus..on the way we saw steven!!(the one who like to strip on tv de)think he is trying to promote smth?he approached us..but we dont give a damn.bad hor.
anyway while walkin for bus..we talked about havin bf.and ya!!both of us wish to have nia.both of us had like someone that we shouldnt like..haixx..
i wonder if i say i wan to be ur lover...will you accept mi???

thnks to dar denise givin mi such a wonderful day.spend a day with you i feel better le!thnks dar denise!!i love u!!hehex =p

PS. juz what can i do for you seriously!tell mi pls.i don like to see in this way!!pls i beg you...





one more paper down.and honestly speaking i screwed it up -.- there goes my A?have a very strong feelin that my GPA will drop hell lot for this sem.
had to work very hard for the last paper le.

DISCLAIMER!!!
if you dont wish to get emo.i guess better stop reading my entry for today.you had been warned!

seein you in this kind of state.it hurts mi a lot.when i saw you..i feel like you wan to cry out loud but i guess after all you are a guy?and guys alway don like to cry fear that will lose face. i wish you will cry out loud...rather den keepin your feelin inside you.
i know it none of my business but it realli hurts mi a lot.after all we had been together before?i do care..i wish to help you..but i guess you wouldnt tell mi your problem ya?i feel that im useless ya?i cried seein you in this way...i wish to see you smile and honestly speakin when we are together i hardly see you smile too?
i dono know what you are realli thinkin in your mind but i wish at least you can be happi and smile for once. the smile is not for mi but for yourself.i feel that when you smile you can feel better?
for now i wish you will feel better as time pass...

ytd msgin with dar denise..she told mi that when two people get together as days pass their feelin for each other will fade off.she asked mi if i believe in it.
i dono know if i should believe. but somehow i do believe when two people get together they don realli cherish one another till one of them lose the another.only when lose it...you will den realise how much you love that person..you will den realise that you cant live without that person.
people alway take things for granted...onli when they lose it...they will den realise how important is the thing...
"as days pass...feelin will fade" if this will to be true...
i guess i will not feel so hurts now?my feeling for you....





finally O level result out today.
i know it none of my business lolx~cos i already got mine 1 year ago le..
i cared for this year O level result cos of my juniors and friends~

im very proud of my juniors~one of them got the top with 7As.grate to Vivian~my other few juniors result not that bad too.but none of them wan go JC though they can make it.think JC no more business soon.hahax~

well..went to look for my friends after they got their result~celebrated with them too~hahax~see all of them so happi i also feel happi for them la~but somehow i also feel sad for some friends too...they cant make it..and one of them is my gan didi..dono how to console him~haixx~

okay done crappin for today..got to study for tomorrow java~cya~





another paper down!!2 more papers to go~jia you!!!

today is NETF paper. NETF is one of the module which i had confident of scoring well.and yapx i guess this time i can get A too?hope so la~
finished the paper in less den an hour~lolx~after the paper,went to tiong bahru with sweet classmates to have lunch~
but cos we go there too early le~so we decided to go walk walk.at first wan catch a movie but it like no movie to watch so we go e-zone lo~ we gals play para para while the guys racing cars.
had our lunch at LJS den sweet classmate treat mi~hehex.after which we went shopping for hong hong present.lolx~we had decided to get him 18 different kind if present since he is 18 this year?
after we done our shopping..sweet classmates wan go queenways to see shoes but cos mi and laurene were tired so we went home first~
thought reach home le can sleep.den dearest cousin Wei come my hse and drag mi go out.den i suddenly think of ways to make him buy things for mi.so i said wan mi go out can..unless he buy the adidas shoes for mi~hehex =p and surprisinly he agreed!lolx!
when i went out with him den i realise his motive la.wan intro guys to mi.the guys he intro are not bad la..from uniform group(one air one navy) den their style is i want de...but den..i still not interested!LOL~so end up i dont give a damn on them. =X
watched AVP2 with them.but sadly cos i kinda tired..fall asleep half way!lolx~sianz~AVP2 i wan watch de yet i fall asleep..haixx~wasted!

anyway now at cousin hse~intend to use his ps2 to play DDR lo.but now im kinda stuck to com liao~so oh well~hahax =p





okay my math gone case for sure le.practise so much yet i still screwed up the paper today.sianz..this can realli conclude that i'm stupid!

well anyway today is mi and dar denise de 1 year anniversary!!HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY DAR!!!hehex~but dont get the wrong idea ya?both of us are straight de just that we are good friends until like dars? so pls don get the wrong idea both of us like guys!

tomorrow is NETF paper.wish that i can score well and im depend on it to pull up for what i had screwed up today.got to go continue my studies le
cya~


today saw you in school
my heart moved once again
saw you going down
i cant move my eyes off you...







okay now trying to rest a while..so come here to slack off some time.
well..today dont realli have a good start.woke up in the morning feelin a bit feverish.lz to go see doctor so just use ice pack lo.but guess no use huh?my fever still stick to mi -.-
found out my eyephone somehow spoil?need to move the wire to a certain angle den i can hear the music. den ytd my hp phone casing spoil,lost hp keychain.sianz~why i so suay now...

just now check on something on the net

Compatibility For Aries with Libra

1st web
A great combination of Mars and Venus. The warm and passionate Libra person will make a welcome home for the fiery, impetuous Aries

2nd web
Libra is the sign directly opposite from Aries. As the old saying goes, opposites attract. Aries tends to be more focused on themself. Libras tend to spend more time examining those around them, learning through other people's experiences and ideas. This affects their relationship styles as well -- Aries tend to be fiercely independent while Libras are wired for relationships. Sounds like it could never work, doesn't it? Well, it can and it will. Aries and Libra opposite natures balance each other out in all the right places -- like opposite sides of a coin.

3rd web
Aries - Libra Compatibility Horoscope
Ganesha notes that both of you are opposites in many ways and you are each attracted to the qualities in your partner that you lack. If both of you share similar objectives; the union will be long and lasting. This match is promising on the long run.

4th web
When Aries and Libra come together in a love affair, the inherent polarity of the Zodiac is invoked. Aries and Libra are directly opposite one another in the Zodiac -- 180 degrees apart. Each Sign possesses qualities that the other lacks; combined with Libra's natural yen for harmony, this can be a relationship that enjoys great balance. Aries is the Sign of Self while Libra is the Sign of Partnership, and the differences continue: Aries is impulsive, excitable and ready to jump right into something new and exciting, while Libra is indecisive, peace-loving and prefers a calm, smooth approach. Aries can learn from Libra that their own way isn't necessarily the best way.

These two Signs share the great sexual attraction common to all Signs opposite in polarity. At the same time, though this pair's connection is amazing when it's good, it can be extremely challenging when it's bad. All polarities have energies that tend to tangle or knot if understandings can't be reached. As a combination, Aries and Libra are well-balanced. Charming, cultured Libra can teach brash Aries something about style. Libra prizes harmony in a relationship and will go to great lengths to maintain it. Aries is very decisive and can teach indecisive Libra about relying on intuition for answers.

Aries is ruled by the Planet Mars and Libra is ruled by the Planet Venus. This is a great match, as these are the Planets of Passion and Love, respectively. Venus and Mars go well together as they're the two sides of the love relationship coin. They're universally recognized as male and female and this relationship is a good balance of masculine and feminine energy. Venus is about the beauty of romance while Mars is about the passion of romance. What a good combination!

Aries is a Fire Sign and Libra is an Air Sign. Air fuels Fire and helps it grow and spread. Aries can have a very positive effect on Libra's growth, ideas and progress; Aries can help Libra put their ideas into action. Working together can be challenging at times, however, due to their polarity. Aries's fast-paced, impetuous approach to projects may conflict with Libra's more balanced, intellectual approach. However, both Signs have wide-ranging interests, and at the end of a long, active day, Aries can come home full of interesting stories to tell the more cerebral Libra!

Aries and Libra are both Cardinal Signs. They both have a lot of initiative -- but lack in follow-through. They both tend to start things they're never going to finish, whether it's a job, a project, a relationship ... Aries will appear to be the leader because of their energy and forceful nature, but Libra leads from an intellectual standpoint. Both Signs want to be in charge, but Aries uses force and sometimes intimidation to get what they want while Libra uses charm and sometimes manipulation. Compromise is essential to this relationship's health. Diplomatic Libra has a much easier time with compromise than does Aries, who strongly dislikes yielding to another person, viewing it as submission. Libra may have to give in more often to Aries's wishes in order to keep the peace that they so cherish.

What's the best aspect of the Aries-Libra relationship? The harmony resulting from the union of Venus and Mars. The balance between self and other represented by this polarity is a great learning experience for both Signs. Each brings to the relationship what the other is missing, making for a wonderful balance.



well..im a little happi to read this..but i wonder if it is true.but den again when i came across to another web they said the opposite thing


Aries with Libra
Compatibility Score - 4/10

Your two moon signs are completely opposite from each other forming an Opposition (180deg). This relationship may be extremely good, or it may be extemely worse. When you are getting along, it may be great, otherwise it could be very bad. One of you may feel like you have to please the other, however this may be the sign of an imbalance in the relationship so take extra care to watch out for this in this relationship.

Your Moon signs indicate that you are only a little compatible. Aries is a Moon sign of high spirits and independent fire, whereas Libra is a Moon sign of balance and indecision. The Libra Moon seeks to please everyone. Together the two of you get along well. You may find that you cannot fully get along well in this relationship as the Aries Moon may feel impatient with the tranquil and peaceful ways of the Libran Moon.


which to believe???hmm...there are more votes for sayin aries and libra is a good pair.so i should believe it good?since there are more votes?






A heart, trembling
On a mirror where the moon quivers
A star falls, spills
Gentle teardrops
Isn't it wonderful
If we could walk, holding hands


one paper down! 4 more paper to go.think can pass my GEM paper.but dont know if i can get good result for it -.- dont have any confident of getting good result though.

went to school around 11 plus to meet up with sissy,andy,keith and yaowei.sissy they all say wan study math but in the end when i meet up with them at FC2 i saw them playing poker card instead of studying math -.-
the guys are sweet they accompany mi till yong sing come so i can go to GEM with him.
saw JA and his friend there.hehex~a present for mi before i go for my GEM paper? =p
anyway after GEM walk to FC6 with yong sing to find sissy they all.and again they are sitting there playing poker card -.- dono they go to school to study or play.
around 2 plus got dar denise de msg ask mi to leave school.
meet up with her at lot 1 to celebrate our 1 year anniversary~lolx~actually the actual date is on the 22jan but she got school i got math paper.so we decided to celebrate earlier.
had pizza for our dinner~brought "clothes" for our PSP and NDS lite.shop shop a while in the end make both of us broke~lolx~guess we are too rushing or too concentrate on our shopping le.forgot to take photos tgt!lolx~dar msg mi to tell mi that we nv take photo tgt.lolx~so i told her meet up on the actual date after my paper to take?lolx~
time past very fast sia~so fast it been one year since we play being a les.hahax~

well anyway photos for today~

our pizza~


hmm..try to guess if we know someone taking our photo.hehex =p

dar eating


mi eating


we had concluded that pizza hut straws are light.keep floodin up







我已经失去你
在没有你爱我的那一天
我如何拯救自己


yesterday went to RP and today once again i went to RP.i must say that piggy karen de class guys are funni la.with them you cant stop laughing de.i guess piggy karen inside the class also dont have a good life.hahax~the guys keep on bully her.gave her a new nick call horny aura!lolx~

went to her class today even more fun.lolx~saw her other few classmates.and again the guys di siao her again.LOL~say her SM.lolx~
if mummy nv call mi go lot 1 to find her i guess i will follow them go CWP to have donuts.lolx~also nv eat donuts for quite sometime le~i want to eat too!!!think after exam go BPP and buy the missy donuts and at the same time see my eye candy~hehex =p

well..anyway got to start my revision le~tomorrow my GEM test sia~wish mi luck!



dreamt of eu last night
i wonder will it come true
i hope it will
i love you
my onli prince








我是真的很爱你
我们能重新再来一次吗？
你永远是我的王子
今生今世
只爱你一个人


kinda wasted my day for today.
in the morning went for my dental.sianz..at first when i put braces i feel nothing.now as i went back every mth to pull it getting more and more pain -.-
after that went shoppin with mummy for bro and daddy de new year clothes.
every year de new year clothes mummy alway ask mi help to choose.daddy is fine with anything..but my bro quite picky sometime thus sometime the clothes i choose for him will ended up got a scolding from him.
but i guess bro also start to care about how he look le ba?if not he is realli a uncle and he is not that old lo this year is like onli 22?in the past i alway nag at him to style all those and he dont care.now i also dont care i will force him.muhaha~ =p if not realli uncle la.sometime i also pai seh to go out with him due to his dressing and his way of style.
so well..after shopping a while picked up a few clothes for bro..mummy see le also agreed with it.so bro de clothes total up around 200?lolx~ya the clothes i choose a little ex i guess?juz one top is like 70 le..=X
done with bro de time for daddy de.so yapx..the clothes i choose again it like 60~70 plus~LOL.think i realli know to choose huh?hehex~
clothes done..i thought of new hairstyle for bro. =D brought hair wax for him and also for myself.went straight home after that and ask bro to go for a hair cut.this time i went with him..don wan let him go himself..if let him go himself he will come back with a shit hair cut.mummy also agreed with what i say.
after bro got a hair cut..i start to style his hair~bro don like it but mummy like it!she say like that bro look like his age and not like those super old fashion de old uncle.
im super happi with my own "work" =p.now left with his contact lens.bro used finish also don go buy..so lazy~need mi this sis to buy.aiyo!i also thinkin of asking bro to pierce one ear hole nia~ =p but this one i don dare to say out..sure kana scolded by him de.
to mi is style to him is not de.so...yapx~but at least somehow i manage to give bro a new image again!!"clap clap clap"seriously cant stand those toot toot de. see le i must change!!(this onli apply to those people im close to esp my own stead =p)

okay done with my crapping for today~got to go back to my studies!ciaoz~





gosh exams are drawing nearer and nearer.left about 10 days le?just slightly more than a week.stress ar~~~
will start MIA soon~which mean that i will not online so often now and this also mean that i will not update my blog so often now till my exam over.
so during these days everyone take care ya?and those who are havin exam soon good luck to you all!

anyway today quite happi la~in the mornin saw my eye candy and he smiled at mi~ =D
yesterday onli saw his pic today saw real person?not onli in the morning after havin lunch with my classmate at FC2(yapx we had mac!)walked back to convention center there and i saw him again~lucky!

guess today will be the last day i enjoy myself before i realli start giving my fullest for the revision.strive to get GPA 3.8 this time!!!!!






love is an eternity of gorgeous moments
that is paradise on earth


a day pass so fast~
had NETF mock exam during the lesson.the paper was quite easy la but somehow i forget how to spell some keywords(ya spelling kill mi!)if end sem is like the mock paper i think maybe i can continue to get my A?
after that is WEBP.going through past year paper.it like so erm...a little hard?MCQ manage to ans..but section B was like...well..if i can score B for it i will be very happi le.
then it break time!lolx~went to see SP open house~it was more like SP student looking around?leo and keith act like those o lvl student and realli went to take the goodie bag.we gals went to see IT(show some support for our own course?) den a guy came to us and ask if we are SP...lolx~and we replied ya we are SP student~LOL
after that leo took sometime and i saw the word martime!LOL~ask him to let mi see a while and i saw JA and one of his friend who i admire!!omg!so shuai lo!!!!
a guy who know how to style realli damn cool and shuai!!!and they got pierce one side of their ear..which was damn cool also la~and the best is they are in uniform!!wah~~totally match my dream guy? =p

after lookin around went back to class to have Java lesson.another mock exam~lolx~so sianz today realli a lot of mock paper ya?but oh well..exam comin who to blame?
next week no school le!onli go back on tue and wed~just for stupid math -.- and maybe for my GEM and WEBP

just finished watchin starship trooper(thnks to andy!)realli love watch the show~so nice lo!onli sissy dono how to appericate it keep on say lame show -.-
okay done crappin here.time for my revision~ciaoz~






即使我的心如刀割
你已不再爱我
任凭我这么痛
你却无动于衷
我就快要发疯
我的爱已失控
无可救药的我只能忍着痛
你已经不再爱我
连话都不想多说
看着你 我比谁都还难过
束手无策的我只能低下头
悔不当初的我不愿意放手


yet another boring day in school.again it just an hour of math lesson and that it.dont feel like going but no choice for the sake of my attendance!

after math lesson,went to FC2 with yongsing,andy and sissy to have lunch~we had mac~hehex =D
told yongsing i dont want to upsize in the end he still order upsize o.0 so of cos in the end cant realli finish(sitll change my drink with andy but i still cant finish it -.-)
around 1 plus den went to GEM class to know which part of NUS we should go.share cab with yongsing and other 2 classmate.when we reach there le.4 of us were totally lost.
went to the wrong block den malu go into wrong department -.-
in the end reach the correct place at 1.40pm?and ya!we are late for 40 mins!woah..nice one ya?
very sianz lo..travel all the way to NUS to listen to some lecture.BORING!all the stuff i know le.super sianz!but it help mi to recap of what i learnt before though.
lesson ended.our lecturer want to take photo but cos i dont feel like taking one.mi and one of the gal meishan hide behind those tall guys~lolx~so we were being blocked!=p.den we said that we got camera shy.hehex.
after phototaking went out out for the block.once again..we are somehow lost!lolx~dono how to go to the bus stop see the campus map for a while still dont get it.so mi and yongsing walk out of NUS intend to walk back to SP.ya WALKED BACK!but somehow..my leg kinda pain so half way saw a bus stop,we decided to take bus to clementi Int and take train back.lolx~waste our time walking -.-

so that about it for today...got to get back to my studies~ciaoz~






我又哭了
我很讨厌自己
只知道哭
其它都不会做


another boring day in school.never realli pay attention during the math lesson.feel kinda sick.
had lunch in school with classmate and friends.had a little fun though.

back at home start my revision for end sem.study a while le..feel very tired(due to my medication)den dono why i start to look at those photos taken in the past.memories flow back..
those fun i had with my sec school friends...the neoprints we took..all of us change a lot ya?sec 1 and 2 all of us were so nerd lo. realli guai kia.den sec 3 and 4 we started to be bad?fold our skirt.tuck out shirt.let down our fringe and so on.wonder what make us do that???

while looking...den i came to ones that i shouldnt see it. those photos make mi cry again.we had so much fun during those days.still remember finding all ways to meet up,made a avatar of a gal lookin at the beach with the missing you words when you gone oversea.

moments of happiness is alway so short
while the days of suffering is so long....






My heart was shattered
bruised and shattered with your words.
I love you with my whole heart.
You were the light of my life.
I wanna you to be my side.
not only for a moment but forever.


handed in WEBP assignment today.lessons were super slacking today too.nothing much to do.watchin anime during NETF lesson,playing my DS lite during WEBP.
during java lesson got interview.thnks goodness never screw up like VBAS.lin zhao asked de questions not realli that hard.at least somehow know how to answer.and thnks to kaiwei,andy and sissy for helping out too.

after school met up with dar denise.have waffle tgt~ =p reach home le went to see doc.giddy again.sianz.but i got myself a MC.hahahx~

hate to be alone...whenever im alone im depressed again -.- sianz~what can i do....






with each passing day,our bonds grows stronger
a testament to love that's destined to last forever


yet another depression day -.-
celebrated dearest brother birthday today.actualli his birthday is tomorrow la.but cos both of us got school and parents not at home tomorrow so our family celebrated his birthday today lo. mummy order durian de birthday cake again. but cant eat lot.cos mummy also brought KFC for lunch~was damn full la~den i scared later become a fatty don wan eat too much also.

after celebratin bro birthday.got a msg from my bball friends asking mi to go arcade with them to play DDR after which bball.stay at home also nothing to do so i agreed to meet up with them lo.but cos of the depression im suffering.after a round or two of DDR i give up le.sitting at the side to see them play.bball time i also nv play.sit at one side studying.ya im studying!-.- brought my book along to read.
after bball..went to one of us de house to rest.of cos i used the com there la~ =p
make it like my hse like that..

anyway around 6 plus daddy come fetch mi and have dinner tgt.was msging with sissy.he said something that i cant realli believe sia.first time hear him say that.and it come out from his mouth so it hard to believe la~

also uploaded java assignment today.finally another assingnment down~2 more to go!






我又再次哭了
我知道你已经有喜欢的人
但是我还是原意等待


these few days had been super stress over assignment.not onli feeling stress..i also feel kinda depressed.mood badly affected...

this time round really completed WEBP and IWGD assignment with the help of my brother.he was beside me when im doing my assingnment...giving mi comments and suggestion on how to improve my current work. so after a few hours the final ones done.
after which rested a while den dearest cousin came with da sao (yapx he propose to her successfully on christmas).normally when dearest cousin was around im super chatty but today im like so quiet that cousin also cannot stand.he asked mi what actually happen to mi.i just keep quiet and never say anything just stand up from the seat went to my room and closed the door.yapx i know i was kinda rude acting that way.Sorry cousin and da sao...realli sorry...

back into my room...break down once again...dont know what else i can do beside crying now...im so useless...






our love is for eternity,
as timeless as the glorious sunrise


okay~finally java assignment(basic stuff) is completed~thnks laurene(team-mate),kaiwei,andy,aiwee,huijing(helping here and there).without the few of them think i will be dead by now~
thnks to my darlin and friends~loved you all =D

stayed in school till around 1~went to tiong with sista kaiwei,andy and zhongxian to have lunch~had LJS~
after that trained back home with zhongxian~and thought once i reach home i can rest a while after all java assignment make mi suffer!who knows i cant!! T.T
once i reach home.mummy asked mi to helpin clean the house to prepare for chinese new year.every year near chinese new year will clean.super tired sia after cleaning.hand become so dirty!and cos of this i cant go for my jogging~sianz~

end sem exam coming soon le~think will start to ground myself so as to prepare for it lo~
bro birthday also coming soon.it fall on 7 Jan and i havent get any present for him yet!guys present are alway so hard to buy de!haixx~what should i buy for him lei~
any suggestion???






love is a promise of eternal devotion.
a journey that begins with forever,and ends at never.


today realli had a lot of fun in school esp during our lunch break.
our dearest ex-classmate lichoo who had gone oversea to study last sem came back to singapore and she came to school to find us!

we had lot of laughter at FC5~hahax~chat with her till we are 15 mins late for java lesson =p
but after lichoo left.start to feel the stress again -.-
was doing java assignment,date line reaching soon yet got a few errors here and there.make mi feel realli damn stress la.while doing it i almost cry.

during that time i hope someone was with mi.to de-stress mi but i know no one will be there with mi whenever i need someone.haixx..i want my prince!! a prince who will be willing be with mi.but who will want to be nia?a person like mi -.-

well anyway as promised i will be uploadin the fireworks video which i had taken and the photos we taken today with dearest lichoo!!

videos of the fireworks












photos taken today






lichoo kissing hong hong o.0









"世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天我也要有你陪"


okay~a brand new year a brand new start?
so my blog will have a brand new looks too.hehex =p
well im lazy to make one new one myself so decided to download one skin from the net.
well credit partly go to dar denise.she was the one who found this skin quite sometime ago sayin this suit mi.hahax~well i guess so too?it a nice skin and i like it alot~so yapx yapx

today is the first day of school after 2 weeks of holiday.actually dont feel like going de.but i no choice must go sia~unless go doctor there get MC if not i cannot anyhow pon sch!haiixx~
first day of school first lesson is math~and it like freaking long to pass though it is onli a 1 hr lesson?
after math lesson i got GEM.so yapx xiuting went to my GEM class too~hahax~dont know why everytime she go to my GEM class i sure laugh non stop de.lolx~
anyway charles say he can buy the ring that can customized with disney character for mi!lolx~but on one condition i buy $4 for it and he paid the rest~lolx~he said get $$ from him on the 16~lolx~wonder if he realli mean it?

forget about the ring!end sem exam will start in 20 days time!wah..time past realli fast sia~onli left 20 days to study!must chiong liao!let jia you together!i mean for ppl who studying SP?lolx~ =p








may all ur new year resolutions come true!

okay just woke up from my beautiful sleep~yesterday was realli fun spendin last day of 2007 with dar denise and the whole morning of the first day of 2008.

met up with dar around 9 at lot 1 and trained to city hall.walk to the place where fireworks can be seen.wao lao i must say realli lot of ppl there liao.on mrt i keep on saying all go vivo all go vivo..den marina bay will not have so many ppl.but in the end when reach there.the amount of ppl there was like siao de lo~comin non stop.
reach there around 10 plus.make mi and dar denise a little moody?those people keep on pushing and squeezin.there no place le lo.dono why people are like that de.
but it okay after all.we got ourself a good place.our view is realli nice when the fireworks start!when the time going to strike 12am.dar denise and mi de mood start to get better.got even better when we see the fireworks!damn nice lo!you muz be realli at the place to feel it~took the whole 8 mins of fireworks video..will try to upload it if possible.
after the fireworks dar and mi faster set off..if not sure jam de lo.but in the end we still got jam la.and stupid cicso lied to us sia.opened a way for us when we go there the door was locked de la.den when all of us went up.he still can smiled o.0
feel like slapping him!
after walkin around we manage to find city hall MRT without the need to squeeze too much(we took another way).on the way 2 cicso smiled at mi =D hehex~i smiled back too.they are very cute >.< they shouldnt be too old based on their looks =p
trained to PS to catch midnight movie.after thinkin a while and knowing AVP2 onli left single seating mi and dar watched body #19 in the end.
after buying ticket.we find someplace to slack.guess lot of ppl ton-in also.lolx~lot of ppl are slackin around there too.
but i dono if mi and dar realli look at the movie when it the most interesting part which is the scary part both of us dont realli dare to look o.0 lolx~like waste of money?
after movie,we walked around.from PS walk to far east den from far east we walked back to PS.lolx~sound crazy but ya that how we spend our time while waitin for the first bus.
oh ya on the way back to PS.a group of guys came di siao us lo.one guy ask us if we know each other or not.but we ignore him la den he say if dono we can know now -.- lame la he.we just walk off lo.den the group of them keep shouting at us.moron guys.
waited at the bus opp PS for the first 190.waited for very long till near 7am le.we kinda pek cek so we trained back home instead.reach home around 8am plus.after bathing and havin breakfast im on my bed sleeping~lolx~
realli had a fun day with dar~chatting with her for the whole night.
kinda lz to upload the photos we took yesterday.maybe next time when i have the mood i will upload?lolx~

well anyway.today is a brand new year~so let start off with a brand new start ya?HAPPT NEW YEAR EVERYONE!


there are something that i cant start off with a brand new start
without you
i feel so empty
even it a new year
my feeling for you will nv change

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