Diary~♥

Saturday, January 31, 2009

sianz sianz sianz~ today woke up and my right eye start to feel pain. and the same thing happen again.last time was my left eye now is my right eye. haixx. but at least it not as swollen as last time~

sometime i realli hate myself.i dono what i realli wan.my heart ache and make mi cant breathe properly.
why all these thing must happen?
i realli hate myself to core. why i cant decide on it? why cant i juz set my heart. haixx...
someone just kill me...

with loves 9:32 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2009

tmr is chinese new year eve le~time past realli fast sia~ this week complete quite a number of stuff.

wed-SAPP paper
well~ it wasnt as bad as i think.the paper was quite easy. i guess it easy cos lecturer gave us tips.if not i guess i dont realli know what to study on for that paper?

thur- ELIT and BUOM presentation
the day where my class need to wear formal wear. my class guys with formal wear look good. they had a different look when they wear formal. but of cos some don realli fit wearing formal? it seem weird?
but anyway my group presentation turn out to be good too.though during our practice we keep on say the wrong stuff. was very anxious while presenting but when it realli over i feel super relieve!

fri- WEBA assingment
reach school around 10am to meet up with darling laurene and xiu to rush finish our assignment. and from 10am we work till 7pm plus den finish. and ya both mi and xiu pon jap again -.- and ya we nv hand in on time lecturer set but at least we hand in on the day he want us to hand in?lolx~
thnks to dear dear, terence,boss yuhong and ming for helping out once in a while~ if not i guess we cant realli finish it =D

and finally tmr is chinese new year eve!but den i don realli have the mood? though cny is juz few more days, my mind still fill with other modules assignment and the exam coming up~ haixx~ what a shag life i have now~

with loves 9:12 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

a big thnks to darling laurene,xiu,sista denise,piggy karen,small ming,boss yuhong,my childhood friend yongrong who were trying to cheer mi up ytd. im sorry if i miss out some. cos quite a number of u trying your best to make mi cheer up. thnks a lot. thnks for being such a good friend

meet up with sista after her work at lot 1. had pepper lunch for our dinner. and today we also went to claim our rings.cool~ guess from tomorrow onward i need to wear two rings le.
today i also very blur suppose to buy 6-inch de subway for mummy but in the end i buy foot long... -.- guess i still not in the right mind.

manage to study SAPP today. however havent start on my research for buom and tmr we going to meet early in the morning at bugis to do. haixx.i realli realli hate assignment!

with loves 8:59 PM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

im so tired.these few days had sleepless night.when i fall asleep for a while,my alarm start to ring.
this sem realli is crazy de. assignment flooding me and the due date all are so close. i cant even breath easily for now. haixx

anyway today is my 1st mentoring session. yapx i got in mentoring le and went to the same sch as darling xiu. at first was quite nervous but after a while i feel better le. but just that when teaching the kids is kinda hard for mi cos they don realli know much and you know to think for a realli very easy and simple word den they can understand.
so far the session is okay. hope i can survive well~~

with loves 10:17 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

kope from sista
"Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to bed at night not knowing there was someone like you out there. "

"A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you.."

it been quite a while since my last entry~ was kinda busy with my assignment. assignment dates are drawing nearer and nearer. and once all the assignment are handed in, it time for my end sem exam!! ahh~~ and i havent even start my revision and what worse is 1 more weeks to go it will be my SAPP paper.die liao~

anyway today went out with sista~ at first i realli feel damn suay la.while alighting the bus, someone de stupid umbrella hook dao my dress den lift up my dress la. think i kinda zuo guang lo. super pai seh!!! and a lot ppl lookin la -.-
but thnks to sista, after shopping a while i feel better le.

alight at far east plaza to shop shop. have our lunch first~ and we had it at han~ quite long never eat there liao~ saw a dress at blossom damn nice la~ wan to buy it but den too ex liao so nv buy~ sista buy a top for herself.
after which we went to cine to take neoprint~ first time try on other machine and it quite fun la~ LOL
den went to PS to shop again.den around 6 plus left orchard and train back to lot 1 where we brought a pair of ring to commemorate our sista relation at couple lab. our sista relation going to reach 2 years le~ 22 jan will be our 2 year~ when we went to buy, we feel very pai seh la..scared the sale assistant will think that we are les~ lucky she mention is it for friendship ring den we feel relieve.
next week it ready for collection~ and im going to wear 2 ring start from next week~ LOL~

anyway enjoy myself today~ thnks sista!! sista forever!!

neoprints~

with loves 10:58 PM

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

why~~why Stephenie Meyer stop writing the 5th book- midnight sun~ the story was great la~ i hate that idiot who illegly upload her draft la~ sianz sianz sianz~ feel like smacking that idiot!!!
i know how she feel. just uploading her draft without her permission cause a huge violation. ahh!! im going crazy!!

anyway sch pass as usual, nothing much happen. got back all my result and guess my hardwork paid off? got all A. and of cos~ dear dear's hardwork paid off too~ his result realli improve a lot~ im so happi for him~ hope dear dear will continue work hard~ and get to the target i set for him =D
maybe im askin too much from him~but but i juz wish he do well~ dont be so lazy anymore~~ dear dear muz jia you okay~~ love you~~

with loves 10:21 PM

Sunday, January 4, 2009

today had been a long day for mi.
woke up in the morning,mummy told mi to do housework after i finish my breakfast.so sianz~ but den no choice~
around 12 plus daddy drive mi to plaza to get bro de birthday cake~ and of cos dear dear was invited~hehex~
dear dear like becoming more and more like my family le~ =D
anyway after lunch went to visit one of my friend de grandma at changi hospital~ see the grandma like that..also feel heart pain. hope she will get well soon?
ppl cant realli get old i guess?once you get old..alot of thing will get to you esp illness...haixx
left the hospital around 5.30? den trained back home with dear dear~
dinner at home and of cos dear dear is with mi too~ hehex~ i realli love him lot lot~ cant afford to lose him~~ i love you dear dear~

with loves 9:28 PM

Friday, January 2, 2009

很不舒服!!!! dono what wrong with mi out of the sudden! i feel like puking now!oh well~~ flu and cough are killing mi and now the feelin of puking is haunting mi too! ....when will i ever get well?

today lesson ended super early cos cher de laptop spoil he cant spoil thus lesson cancel. so from 10am plus all the way till 7pm plus mi and my group members stayed at fc4 to do assignment!realli pei fu ourself sia~ able to do for so long~

at first i was helping mengkiat with his weba de paging and stuff so my group members for ELIT and BUOM started off first~ do till abt 2 den solved everything that mengkiat had so far and went to have lunch~ slack till 3 den join back my group
and from den..we do and do and do till 7 plus. and yesh..mi and darling xiu pon jap..cos we got no choice~ assignment going due soon..den havent finish yet..so no mood go lo.
but of cos la~ in between the period of time..we went crazy and do alot of stupid stuff. like taking photo with xiu de laptop? lolx~

sianz tmr need to go back to continue cos we havent finish! i realli hate assignment la!!!!

after assignment, went to meet sista denise to have lunch with her. at first wanted to eat subway de but den the place was full!! sianz~~ so went to have dinner at kfc~ and for the first time i ate zinger! yesh it my first time! i had given my first time to my sista~~ shy shy >.<
anyway tasted not bad~ but den i was realli very full. lucky~ my wt nv gain if not i going to bang wall liao~~ =X

with loves 10:07 PM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy New Year~

yesterday 2008 ended and now is 2009 le~ another year ended.2008 can say to be a good and bad year for mi~but oh well~ cant let the bad stuff happen in the past haunt mi~ i got to move on~

starting for the first day of 2009~ i ended up in the house doing spring cleaning~ i realli realli hate it! those dust..my flu havent okay yet and those stupid dust make mi sneeze more!! idiot dust!

went out around 5 like that with family.daddy plan-in to buy a bigger LCD tv. the tv come with 2 other electronic stuff~ one more LCD tv plus one erm i dono realli know how to say it~ but den all of them will be put into my room~ muhahahaha~ like that i can do almost everything in my room liao~ happi happi~
just the start of new year i got so many stuff le~ hope it will be a good year for mi?

and and and yesterday got back one more result and im happi with the result~~ must continue to work hard! can never ever slack~

with loves 8:40 PM