today went to sch is juz simply waste of time. 8.30-9.30 lecture den break all the way till 11 to have tutorial which lasted for onli an hour? den from 12 i need to wait till all the way till 3 just for a stupid seminar?
i rather having ISEC lecture den going for the stupid seminar.lecture was cancel cos lecturer said that the seminar will be become our lecture. sianz..if not 12 i can go home le lo

after tutorial.saw sec sch mate sitting outside the class.had a good chat with him. it feel good to talk abt thing in the past? what happen during our sec sch days. our chat onli lasted for abt an hour den he need go for his gem.

so no choice but to wait till 3 for that talk..which basically i nv listen.just folding hearts and listening to my songs. wasted 1 day just like that


im deeply hurt this time
maybe i realli love him too much
that when he is with the opposite gender
i will feel not good
i will start to attitude him
i dont wish to attitude him
but i just cant control myself
doesnt he understandin my feelin?
im realli realli hurt...
it not his fault
all is my fault
my fault
for lovin him so deeply
that i don wish to share with anyone...








today was realli a fun day?
celebrated mengkiat birthday though it was a belated one?the guys realli wasted the food~they use to cake to smash ppl la~then yuhong also suay suay tio~poor boss~

went to SP BP mentoring de camp briefing tgt with xiuxiu~going to join the cca~this coming fri go camp~kinda looking forward to it~cos it my first time having camp with xiuxiu~~
anyway the briefing was fun lo~know our grouping but sadly i not same grp as xiu la~sadded~
make new friends there though.was quite suprise that im grp with one sec sch junior~cool~ the briefing was hyper la~bomb here and there. xiu grp is the most suay one alway kana bomb~ poor her~i wonder on the actual day what will happen to her grp~ bless her =X







Happy 5 month dear dear~

whee~~finally 5 month with dear dear le worx~ dear dear wo ai ni =D

i feel like banging wall seriously.realli have a "good" time doing group work with that GUY.why must we keep pushing him and pestering him lei? even when i say NOW he keep on say okay but not moving his butt onli i keep spamming NOW den he move o.0
sometime realli wish to just kick him off la. onli know how to talk but never do anything! why this kind of person exist in this world de~

don wan complain anymore liao~got to go back to my research!! *rushin*







came here to introduce a song to everyone~i feel that the song quite nice worx~heard it today while watching mo fang bang bang tang jing xuan on scv today. they had invite 吴克群 to the show den he sing one song there. kinda sad~but den i like it though.song of the name is 爱太痛 it is one of the song in his latest album MagiK Great Hits 新歌+精
maybe one day if u all free also can listen to the song?jj also got new album le~some of his song also quite nice~ listen to them when you all are free ba ^^

爱太痛

吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑 哭不敢哭
人不像人 鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这 不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍
... 我不能睡 ...
吃不能吃 睡不能睡
没有了你 全都不对
我都学不会 把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了
能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了
我不能够 不能够不爱了
吃不能吃 睡不能睡







early in the morning mummy woke mi up to accompany her to go to polyclinic.mummy start to feel xinku again le.rush over my breakfast den went out with her.at first i thought was going to cck de.in the end mummy say go woodlands de.when she said that i know she wan go see grandma after visiting the doc.i wanted to call her don go de.after visiting doc go back home but den i kept quiet first.
reach woodland polyclinic.waited kinda long.from 9 plus till near 12 den is mummy de turn. in the end the doc say the same as what the doc at NUH A&E said. how come at NUH A&E? i don wish to mention what happen on tue anymore..it realli a hectic day for mi.
first time go polyclinic~ i guess cos they are cheap ba..that why a lot ppl and that is why need wait so long~sianz~~

anyway after visiting doctor.see mummy so xinku i also heart pain la.so ask her don go visit grandma lo.cos SHE IS THE MAIN CAUSE that my mummy is in this state now!but den mummy don listen to mi insist going~ den i want go..but mummy don let mi go. i wan go so that my relatives will not wei nan mummy la!those relatives in front of us kids alway act de lo.in front act so nice..den we not there is another thing -.-

maybe im a bad granddaughter...but somehow i wish SHE can just leave. if she leave..mummy will not be in this state anymore!i don wan mummy suffer anymore!though sometime i also will angry cos of my mummy but den she is my mummy after all ma.takin care of mi so long le~haixx








Happy 18th Birthday~Yuhong Boss~

today quite slack~after all my lecturer mr tan is also quite a slack teacher?lolx~but den he is quite funni la~
after lesson went to fc 4 to have lunch after which was suppose to do assignment with HIM. when he came...the article that he show us we totally not related to our assginment?i know he at least try to do but when i ask if he got do during WEBA~he told mi sort of.den during our lecture for SAPP, i saw him doing o.0~
den tear told mi his sort of = nv do~nice one de la~

since his article we cannot use..den he like kana stress by us so we let him go den we go dear dear de hse to do~actualli our motive of going to dear dear hse is to see his baby cousin kaiwei~~so cute la~~make mi feel like havin one too >.<

left dear dear hse around 4.45 ba~cos mi and xiu got jap at 5.30.so sianz~don feel like going de~but no choice~~aiyoyo~~~

photo of dear dear de baby cousin kaiwei~









Happy 21st Birthday~Ronald~

today is his birthday~and today is also the first time that i nv give him any present.for the past few years i had been giving him present,a sms and friendster comment.but this year i onli send him a comment and that it.maybe slowly i realli don bother abt him anymore le ba?in the past im alway anxious when his birthday is drawing near~but now i feel nth at all le?well..that is good ba i feel? now i got a dear dear who realli realli loved mi~~
though now i havent realli forget him...but maybe i shouldnt forget him..cos it my past..i cant erase it off?so im going to treat it as part of my life..something i muz walk through~

but i muz this clear~even if i nv forget him~treatin it as something i muz walk through~i realli realli love my dear dear~~~~~~~~~love him lots~~~~

and today im damn suay also la.met a pervert on bus!stupid pervert!!go and die la~chop off ur hand den u know!i wonder why i so suay.this is also not the 1st time le.and hor the first time i kana which is last year is sem 2 !now also sem 2! is my sem 2 alway going to be so suay every year????







PS.some day i nv post entry but it some of my friends de birthday~so today going to say out those who i had miss~

10 oct(was too angry liao forgot to say)
Happy birthday Daddy & JinHui


11 oct
Happy 18th birthday tear~~


13 oct which is today~
Happy 18th birthday kelvin~

dono why~whenever school going to start the next day,i will have a sleepless night the day before?yesterday went to bed around 11.30? den around 1 like that i den fall asleep.after a while 3 plus i woke up liao o.0 den try to sleep again before my alarm ring at around 6? but in between i woke up a few times.
went to sch feelin quite tired.but den okay la.first day of sch realli a "gd" one?lolx~
going to do 6 assignment(2 modules) with a particular guy.at first most of us say okok la...den slowly one by one some start to regret.but oh well.he wan do den do lo..don wan do we cant do anything too? if our class guys going to sabo him den we will do like what yh say? that guy is like a shield for us? shield us fromt he bullet.den he died we help him?juz hope our class guys don sabo us la.
and yesh~just first day of sch..assignment start to come in liao.sianz~going to have no life again~

anyway after school went to lot 1 with dear dear,tear and baobao.went to get a new bag.tear also brought a bag? i think both of us the same but different color onli? i brought the black one he brought brown one~LOL~

kinda tired now~~today muz realli sleep early cos tmr 8am de lesson ar~~and it is at t7 lo~my next lesson is t21 la?gg liao lo.need to rush like siao de T.T







sch going to start again for mi tomorrow.abt 2mth de hols ba den tmr going back le~kinda looking forward cos i can see my friends but den sianz over it cos soon will be back to no life~life will be like onli chiong-in assignment?kinda disappointed with my result last sem though gpa still above 3.5. thus this comin sem i muz work double hard,tripe work,super super hard!

jia you jia you jia you~~~







damn piss off now~sorry if i use too much rough words for this entry.but i realli cannot tahan le la~knn lo~fuck!everything also my fault.as if i dont dare move out of the house.i can depend on myself. fuck you all la.
when i use normal volume to speak to u all..you all keep on cannot hear.den i increase volume say wo bu na fang. is you all cannot hear de la. den become my fault.say what i act in front of friends. speak soft soft.hello? they can hear what i talking so i no need increase my volume rite?
everything my fault.a bunch of fucker in my family. wan mi move out i move out la.last time i run away from home cos is also u all ask mi move de. after a while ask mi back.what u all treat mi as la.nb!
need mi that time..treat mi nicely..when don need mi scold me like there no tomorrow. i also will bu shuang de lo! not u all bu shuang onli!
say i act infront of my friends.u all also act de la. when my friends come...act gentle and stuff..act as if care of mi. all is bullshit!totally 2 different ppl when my friends are here la. sometime realli feel like pulling off you all de mask also lo!

realli sorry this rough entry for today.dono where to vent my anger.i guess i can onli vent everything here.... so sorry...







okay~im realli so sorry~to let all my friends worry abt mi.i promised i will take good care of myself de. don worry so much abt mi too ya? im will stay strong de!

a big thnks to dear dear today.celebrate daddy de birthday in advance.dear dear helped mi collect the cake from lot 1 den come to my hse to have lunch tgt~
after which at my hse slack a while before going orchard to get something~
mi and dear dear talk a lot crap la.but sadded cannot say out here~~ =p

around 6 plus went back to my hse again to have dinner~sound like meeting parents hor?lalala~i told dear dear we like onli left both side de parents to meet?think too much le la~

oh ya heard from daddy he wan move house lo.move to jurong west?and it like near dear dear? i wonder if it true~if is true~ i will be super happi la~can go sch tgt with dear dear le~wan meet also super easy~ =D hope realli is true~







Happy 18th birthday~Maple and Rentro

whenever a problem start to surface,it will onli lead to many people suffering.sometime the most innocent party is the child.
im realli getting sick and tired of all those back stabbing,bad mouth ppl,trying to push the fault to other,trying to push away their responsibility.

whenever there adv you people will alway try to suck up.when problem appear,i see no one not even a soul.
for the past few years,she so dote on you all. is this how u all repay back to her?realli had enough of all those complain.i wish to shut my ears but i cant.
why i had such relatives?it realli a disgrace.







Happy 19th birthday~ darling Laurene~

okay as what i promise yesterday~i will be uploading photos taken yesterday~
so here goes~

Singapore "doramon" eating dorayaki~(yapx yapx it my dear dear~)


dear dear cute hor~


group photo~it neoprint though~ yh not inside cos he don wan take~


the gals~


dear dear and mi~


juan and xiaoming fa shi~


there a few random photos~yun took while we are walkin~she wanted to make some stories~so visit her blog to see!can find her blog under the links section~

PS. a little no mood. i wonder when will those aunts will keep their mouth shut.when will those backstabbin stuff stop!







Happy 18th birthday~Xiuxiu~~

wah~~super tired today nia~~but i had a lot of fun too~
meet up with dear dear today at cck den trained down to somesert mrt station to meet up with yun,juan,xiao ming fa shi,yuhong and hong en~
the 7 of us went to orchard shopping centre de sakure to have our lunch~as usual~ our lunch is filled with laughter la~it nice to have lunch with them =D
slack there till around 2.30 ba? den trained down to bugis to walk walk~
went to arcade to play~and i saw my best buddy piggy karen la~surprise to see her there ~.~
in the arcade also saw some SP friends too~ stay in arcade for quite a while? den went to take neoprints!took 2 times~one is with the guys~another one is onli the gals~ =p
after which we went to have dinner.as it was getting quite late~so mi and dear dear leave first after dinner~
realli had a nice time with them~
and i realli realli love my dear dear~~~~~~~~~ muacks~~
took quite a few photos~but i guess i will upload them tomorrow~neoprints will upload tmr too~ as im quite tired~ ciaoz~~

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