Diary~♥

Saturday, October 18, 2008

early in the morning mummy woke mi up to accompany her to go to polyclinic.mummy start to feel xinku again le.rush over my breakfast den went out with her.at first i thought was going to cck de.in the end mummy say go woodlands de.when she said that i know she wan go see grandma after visiting the doc.i wanted to call her don go de.after visiting doc go back home but den i kept quiet first.
reach woodland polyclinic.waited kinda long.from 9 plus till near 12 den is mummy de turn. in the end the doc say the same as what the doc at NUH A&E said. how come at NUH A&E? i don wish to mention what happen on tue anymore..it realli a hectic day for mi.
first time go polyclinic~ i guess cos they are cheap ba..that why a lot ppl and that is why need wait so long~sianz~~

anyway after visiting doctor.see mummy so xinku i also heart pain la.so ask her don go visit grandma lo.cos SHE IS THE MAIN CAUSE that my mummy is in this state now!but den mummy don listen to mi insist going~ den i want go..but mummy don let mi go. i wan go so that my relatives will not wei nan mummy la!those relatives in front of us kids alway act de lo.in front act so nice..den we not there is another thing -.-

maybe im a bad granddaughter...but somehow i wish SHE can just leave. if she leave..mummy will not be in this state anymore!i don wan mummy suffer anymore!though sometime i also will angry cos of my mummy but den she is my mummy after all ma.takin care of mi so long le~haixx

with loves 4:42 PM