Diary~♥

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Counting down
GEM test:1 days left,
MST: 12 days left,
Enlisting day:38 days left

erm..realise that my counting down got some problem -.- dont know how i count that time.

got kinda hurt by my own mum.can you believe my own mum hurt mi!?!?to her my studies is way important than anything else!
yesterday night got fever.this morning woke up still feeling not well but i still go to school for the math quiz.okay kinda stupid la i know since not feeling well should rest at home instead of going for the math quiz.
as expected i never do well for it lo.told my mum about my performance for it.she immediately got angry and started to scold mi.ask why i do so badly.
i really felt very uncomfortable when doing the quiz.how u expect a person who is runnin fever,feeling not well to be able to do well -.-
why cant you be a little more understanding!and in the first place im bad in math!
cos i not feeling well,my math lecturer asked mi to go home.thought i reach home i can rest well.but once i reach home.the first thing you ask mi why im back so early!no need attend lesson?like that how will you do well?
even i reach home i cant rest too!lie on my bed for a while and you start to say im lazy,ask mi to study for my test tmr.

studies is all u care!you dont care how i feel at all!i feel so hurt by your words!you only care about my studies!i know why you so care about my studies cos if i do well you can start to show off!
i guess i study till i died then you will be happy right?i really feel hurt!
no one in the family cared at all!

with loves 3:54 PM