
Monday, September 17, 2007
okay so my mum went genting today...more freedom than usual ya?for the next 3 days there no one controllin me what i can do or i cannot do... dont get the wrong idea ya?im not going to do some bad things too..
without mum at home..more house work for mi to do then usual...so i wonder if i should be happy or not... more freedom but more house work -.-
so yapx...i wonder if i am too emotional or what...
while listening to 小雨写立可白Ⅱ i cried... i guess i know what make mi cry while listening to it..but somehow i wish to denied it ya? feeling of sadness rushed into me...
i cant be alone at home for too long ya?guess will anyhow think
was watching anime just now Gakuen Alice..it suppose to be a funny and cute anime
however while i was watching half way i start to cry again...
if only i can do "it". "it" had been kept in my heart for too long but i just dont have the courage to do....
hey i not trying to be emo ya?(just in case someone think im emo) but ya that my feeling? whoever think im emo..so be it?i will not do any explanation as this is my feeling..i dont care if anyone understand or not. it my feeling i owe no one any explanation
i dont care what those people think.maybe to some im just a bitch who only know how to be emo and let my friends worry. so ya...whatever you all want to think just go ahead...i dont give a damn!
