Diary~♥

Saturday, August 4, 2007

omg.i had slept for almost 12 hours today!yesterday studied TBCM till around 11 plus den kinda tired so went to sleep le.who know today 11 plus i then woke up!no one in my family wake mi up.normally when i sleep till 10 plus.either my dad or my mum will come into my room to wake mi up. i guess everyone in my family went out before 10 ba?cos when i woke up no one is at home.oh well..nevertheless i had a good rest.

just now watch tv for a while.then i find a sentence they said quite meaningful.the brother know that his sister like a guy and asked her why doesnt she tell her feeling to the guy she like.and she said so what if she like him?that guy dont like her.the brother replied: "be truth to your own feeling,give yourself a chance. so what you are being rejected?at least you tried your best before. it better than you do nothing."
after hearing it,it make mi think of my feeling to ronald.should i tell him once more that i like him. i know that he will reject mi for sure. but at least i tried my best?just like what the brother said?at least i did something...i did tried to get something i want.though i failed...but i tried before.

kinda feel helpless these few days. when my friend or my friends' family member have problem.they will alway call mi to tell mi about their problem.find mi to say out their feeling.well it not that i dont like.i dont mind they called mi to say out their problem..their sadness. i will try my best to help you all if i can.
but....who can help mi?who can i say my problem to.i had lot of thing in my mind which i keep to myself.i feel like bursting out.but i cant...typin out in my blog cant too..cos some are realli too personal....
i can help people but i cant help myself....sighs~

with loves 1:24 PM