Monday, July 30, 2007
juz came back from KK not long. as i expected myself..i realli got lost in the end la~diaox -.-
around 1.30 i left my class and took the train heading to PS. alight at outram den went to take the purple line(north east line)and den alight at little india(woah...my journey sound quite long~lolx) ya after which went to take the bus.
thought this will be it le~who know after the bus travel a few stop i realise that i took the wrong side one!diaox~ so left with no choice i take cab lo~lolx..in the first place i should have take cab le...waste my travellin time &money??(money no la...i using bus and train concession.lolx~)
yapx so reach KK. so went to clinic B to see the specialist. so he give mi 2 choice.either i go for operation or continue bear with the pain.
of cos the operation is risky and it will left mi with 3 scar!! i dont know which should i choose. i am so confused~ya..after consulting the specialist..he ask mi go do bloodtest.
OMG!draw blood!!i hate it.after drawing the blood..my left hand become damn numb.cant carry my lappy properly after that.
after all these..i was told to go back after 2 weeks to take the scan again.i realli start to hate myself..it seem my medical expenses is about $400 for 1 mth. waste my parents hard earned money. i realli feel like i should go and die so will not waste their money anymore...
anyway...i havent decide if i should go for the operation...cos if fail...i cant live anymore...and i want ronald!!! i wish at least somehow..i can spend a little more time with him...what am i suppose to do!!haixx...
with loves 5:08 PM
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