Ronald Tan

2010-05-02T13:07:00.002+08:00

ah choo~ woah~ so much "dust" on my blog. i havent been blogging for like almost 3 mths? don realli have much time to blog now. i had enter navy since the start of march.time past very fast ya? i in navy for almost 2 mths le. life in navy so far so good ba..juz that sometime realli quite shag...

love my camp mates~ all of them are very nice. thought i will not be able to celebrate my birthday and i was wrong. the gals gave mi a surprise!hahax~ not onli the gals..the ppl of endurance house too. thnks!!!

my course started too...sometime very slack sometime very busy..and guess what! im involve in this year NDP! i dono if i should be happy or what.. happy cos this is like once in a life time BUT it will burn my weekends!! T.T

tomorrow will be the day again...im wondering if i can control my emotions...will i be able to stop myself from thinking what happen 4 years ago...and if i cant stop myself from thinking about it.. will i be able to prevent myself from crying...

sometime i realli wish tomorrow will not come.....

2010-02-18T21:34:00.004+08:00

Yesh~~~My ITP finally ended...but somehow i got mixed feeling. i wanted to finish my ITP asap but now ended i feel sad. i miss my colleague...actually they are good to me sometime. giving mi all those guidance and help when i need it..
nevertheless...i love exxelnet~ everyone in exxelnet rock =D

anyway i got the cny photo from my cousin le~ my two nephew are realli very cute la~~ see their photo..i cant stop smiling to myself~~~

here are the photo to share with you all =D

my family photo

2010-02-17T21:02:00.002+08:00

YESH!!! finally tomorrow is my last day of ITP le~ i can like finally say bye bye to office work le~~ i totally hate office work. i dono why people like to sit in office for so long!?!?! though sitting in air condition office is good...will not sweat and stuff. but it boring totally!

and i realli love to exercise!!!! i dono what happen to mi sia~ last time i used to hate exercising but now im loving it~ it been quite sometime since i stopped jogging cos of stupid ITP!!! everyday work work work..reach home like around 8pm? mummy don let mi run at night..say dangerous..so in the end i cant run. today is company off~ so i manage to take out sometime to run~ it feel so good~ but den i hate the weather totally!!! run half way it started to rain..so sianz~~~

anyway today is quite a stupid day for mi. cos i lost my dental card so i cant call if they are opened today or not. so i try my luck to go down to see if they are open and they are not!!! waste my trip sia... wanted to take "cathy" from them..guess to take it some other day.

went to lot 1 to have lunch with sis and again we are crapping as always..hahax~ always enjoyed the time spent with sis =D

lastly i just realise smth!?!??! my dip plus exam is next week~ and i havent even study~~ GG for mi =x

2010-02-16T21:16:00.005+08:00

today is yet another day of house visiting~ but instead with parents~ today is with my poly mates.

meet up with khee at cck around 1015am den trained down to yishun.cos we reach there too early le..so went to take a walk around north point to kill time. around 11 plus..xiu,yu and terence reach..so walk back to interchange to find them. waited a while for jiawei to reach before takin bus to yiming house which is our first stop. slack there till around 12 plus for everyone to reach before going to our next stop which is terence house and again everyone slacking down there again till about 2 plus before moving on...

Next stop is enqi house which is the last stop for mi...sad~ cos i need go baibai...so bo bian lo... but nevertheless today still had some fun with my poly mate~ hope we can continue this next year!

photo taken today

Taken at yiming house

taken at terence house...

taken at enqi house...

2010-02-14T22:20:00.006+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year + Valentine~

time past damn fast sia~ now chinese new year le and thanks to chinese new year~~~ my boss say wed is a off for us so it mean my ITP onli left 1 day!! yesh!!! finally my ITP is ending soon.

sadly this year valentine and chinese new year are tgt!! cant realli celebrate valentine eh? LOL...
BUT~ i still got flowers~~~ hehex

woke up around 8 plus to starting preparing to go aunt hse. every year my family cfm late de~ LOL~~ but this year my 2nd aunt even later den us~ cool~ for the first time my family is not the lastest =x

i always like the first day of cny~ reason? cos my mum side de cousins are damn shuai de lo~ =x plus i can see my 2 cute cute baby nephew~ but sadly i think today they are shy or what? like very scared of us lei..so cant realli play with them. nevertheless, they are still very cute! make mi feel like havin my own baby too =x
and ya~ every year de chinese new year..i will always be hearing this.. your bf lei? you getting prettier each year~ hear le also sianz la =x

my 2 cute baby nephew family photo =D

mi also took a family photo..but den it with my cousin~ when i got it from here~ will upload it here~~

after that nothing much to say le..juz normal hse visiting~ sitting down there quietly listening to the adults talking.

tomorrow will be another day of hse visiting cfm hear the same comment...haixx~~ can i use a tape recorder to reply their qns?? LOL

2010-02-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

YESH!!! i finally got my dream phone~ wohoo~~ sony ericsson satio!i dono if there is any words now to describe the feeling im having now~ im realli happi lo~ but den hor happi is happi la~ my pocket got a very big hole~ it cost mi 500 bucks! -.-

at first it cost 598~ and if i trade in my omina..i will onli need to pay 398~ BUT cos my contract havent 20 mths yet...they say need add 100 bucks more. so in the end i pay 498!!(round off is 500 la)

but den i realli love the camera~ 12.1 mega pixel~ super cool lo~~ buying this phone i no need get myself a camera le~~ hehex

a preview of my phone =D

and here a preview of how good is the camera~~ at the same time i can also intro everyone a new member who had juz join my family not long =D

2010-01-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

woah~ i think i realli going to be broke soon~ today spent alot sia =X

woke up early 9 plus~ cos mummy woke mi up~ if not normally sunday i will sleep till like 11 de =x
cos mummy want go Lot 1 to get CNY clothes for bro and daddy~ wan mi go with her to buy. den i got no choice but to wake up and start preparing. anyway okay la~ cos in the afternoon going out with sis denise.

sometime i realli hate to buy clothes for my bro~ cos realli very hard to choose..my bro is not those very fashion de~ i like de..he don like. so damn hard la. onli my mummy know him well..so she choose liao ask for my opinion...even though i don realli find it nice but to put myself in my bro shoes...i think it okay for him~ LOL

shop with mummy till around 12..sis denise come find us~ den 3 of us continue to shop till 1 before mi and sis bused down to orchard.

had wanton mee for our lunch~ but den the queue was so long~(when we go there it was no 5 onli and our no is 27!!!) we wasted our time by taking photo~ LOL. cant blame us la~ gals =X

after lunch~ shop around far east for a while..sis brought the stuff she wan den we bused down to PS to get my itouch screen protector which can act as a mirror~ it was super cool la~ when i got it i was like~ woah~~~ and i was quite happi too..cos im like finally got it?

had ice at the ice monster~ the ice there was not bad la~ can go there try try =D den went to shop again~ brought some make up stuff.

after which we bus down to bugis to get CNY clothes for my bro and daddy again(mummy order). lolx~ realli hard to choose for them without mummy~ cos i don realli know their taste! den i sort of anyhow buy la =x

had our dinner at mos burger~ and we sit down there realli chat alot~ LOL~ it seem that mi and sis denise can chat non stop de~ we sit down there for like almost 2 hour before bused back home~ den on bus we also continue to chat~ LOL~~

realli have a nice day with sis~ thnks sis!

here are the photo taken today

taken while waiting for our wanton mee

the ice at ice monster~ ( we eat till half way den realise forget take photo! LOL)

2010-01-23T22:04:00.003+08:00

today is a long long day for mi~ but nevertheless i enjoy it =D

woke up in the morning to help mummy do hse work~ after hse work, bath, doll myself up den jiu go to my dental there to take the "cathy" ( it a rubber band) cos my one use finish liao so bo bian but to go down lo~ cos my nxt appt is like on the 6 feb? den like for 3 weeks nv put the rubber band if wan fast fast remove the braces jiu need put it! so wei le to take off the braces fast fast i gt no choice!!!

after that meet up with bi at je~ den trained down to orchard to have lunch and catch the movie the spy next door~

had our lunch at Ajisen,recently im so in love with kimchi~ that now hor if go any korean restaurant or what and got kimchi~~ for sure i will order it~~~lunch finish still early so we walk around PS for a while. den around 2 plus like that walked to the cathay to collect the movie ticket ( bi went to book online) cos movie start at 3~ den we sit down there and took some photo to waste time =x but i think bi don like to take photo? so take a while jiu play my itouch.

around 3~ den went in the cinema to take seat~ and seriously sometime i hate those inconsiderate ppl sia~ dono they go in is to talk or watch movie de lo~ talk till so loud..non stop somemore~ spoil my mood lo~ but anyway the movie is quite funny la~ can watch it la~

movie finish~ went back to PS to have ice cream~~ whee~~ quite long nv eat ice cream le~~ so happi~~ left PS around 5? trained back to bi hse to sleep a while before his mummy come back home to cook dinner for us ~

anyway...im realli happi today~ thnks for everything bi.

here are the photo taken today ~

2010-01-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

Happy 4th year of sisterhood~ Denise Yeo Geok Sui~

Yesh~ today is a special day for mi and my sis denise~ it our 4th year of sisterhood~ cos both of us need to study~( actualli is only her studying la~ im working cos of my stupid internship) so we cannot realli celebrate it. so we decided to meet up at night to have dinner tgt~ i always love to spend the day with denise~ it feel good to be with her~ and with her, i feel that i can be my real self...we always have so much fun~ there is nth to hide with each other =D

sis~i realli cherish the time we spent tgt~ hope our sisterhood will never end and it will continue forever and ever!!! LOL~~thnks for always being with mi...you are realli a good sis to mi =D

2010-01-17T15:27:00.003+08:00

woah~ my blog started to collect the dust le eh~~ so i guess it time for me to clear away some dust?

nothing realli much happen to mi juz that i had fallen sick for like almost 2 weeks le? yesh now im still sick. damn why my body immune system to weak sia -.-

one more thing make mi damn sianz is the super junior is going to have their concert in malaysia on 20 march! wao lao..it is like 3 days before my birthday la...den i was like why not hold it in SG!! den i will be like super happi sia~it like can see them before my birthday~ and it realli can make mi wish come true~ to see ryeowook in a person!!!

the only happy thing is the my ITP going to end in about 3 weeks time! wohoo~~ but den hor when i feel it ending soon...the time past like so slow... i realli wish the 3 weeks will end in a flash!

OHYA~ and also daddy agreed to let mi get HTC diamond 2 le~ it was like finally ya? i keep talk and talk and talk..he dont want agree de.. say it a taiwan phone..blah blah blah. also dono why he agree now..but oh well who cares..as long as i can get it jiu hao le..hehex

2009-12-25T22:27:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas!!!

ahh~~ soon 2009 going to end soon le and 2010 is coming!!! and it also mean that my age going to start with a 2 which i hate!!! sianz~~ feel damn old la~

yesterday xmas eve quite sianz..thought can meet up with my mates for xmas celebration but den in the end my half day become a full day! so in the end cant celebrate xmas with my mates le..haixx~ im sorry my dear mates...

okay la..today went out with bi..seriously hor sometime i feel going out with guy a bit ma fan~ LOL~ they keep on wan go toilet de =x
anyway~ we went to tiong bahru to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2. damn they are so cute la~ but some part quite sad..make mi cry T.T
and seriously i feel tiong bahru realli very ulu de~ LOL cos we went to PS to have lunch after the movie and the movie almost all the time slot are selling fast! but at tiong bahru i hardly see any red time slot.

walk around PS after lunch~ den walk to HMV at 313@ somerset. cos i wan find super junior 2nd asis tour de concert de dvd~ but den sadly i cant find~~ haixx~ but den we had Marvellous Cream again!yummy~ i love it~~

this year recieve quite a few present. got a walking mickey mouse from bi~ and it is super cute la!!!! care bear speaker from sista denise. CD from my colleague sally(company de gift exchange) and chocolate from my supervisor.

present from sista denise

mi with the walking mickey~

photo taken today

2009-12-20T20:48:00.004+08:00

left 2 more mths for my ITP. i wish it will be over in a blink of my eyes.when it over,it also mean that i can remove my braces.hahahx~

past few days alot of things happen but well lets not talk about those unhappy one.
on friday , it my company event. went to A971 cafe which is located at the riverside pt(nearest mrt is clarke quay). there got a event which is organise by my company client so to show support, my boss want everyone to go.
got free flow of drinks and food but of cos~ each person need pay 40 bucks la. but den my boss help us pay. hahax~
i drank almost 4 cup of vodka...1 cup of wine..don dare to drink others cos im going home alone myself.
left the place around 11 and reach home almost 1. damn tired~ once reach home bath le..lie on my bed and i guess i fall intop deep sleep. hahax~

the next day which is a sat, went out with bi. met at lot 1 to have lunch after which go suntec. actualli want go to a event which is held at suntec but den bi forget where is it so in the end went to marina sq to catch a movie. BUT again there no movie which i want to watch at marina sq...so we trained down to PS. LOL. watched planet 51. well..overall it a funni movie la. if anyone wants a good laugh...can go watch it.
OH YA~ almost forgot~ i ate Marvellous Cream cream too! it super nice la~~ but it very ex~however once in a while eat it can de la =x
use bi de hp to take pic..den i realise some pic i kinda cute? lolx~ den i keep on joke around with bi that im so so cute~ LOL..gosh im so thick skin~

but i guess..fun always end very fast~ tmr i need to work again...haixxx....

photo taken on sat

2009-12-13T23:25:00.003+08:00

it another good day for mi~~

went out with sista denise today. and again i went to bugis. LOL~~

both of us meet up lot 1 around 1 plus den trained down to bugis~ had fish & co for our lunch and for the first time i actualli got flip their menu =X and i den realise that their mineral water cost $2.90! LOL~ what an expensive mineral water =x

wanted to catch some movie after lunch~ but den after lookin at what are the movie available at shaw house and iluma...we decided not to see any~ cos nothing good to see~ most of the movie good de we already see liao~ so we go shop shop...

and again sista complain that when she shop with mi she always spend alot of money~ HAHAX~ im like a bad influence for her =x

shop till around 5 plus den go starbuck there rest rest =x took a few photos before we continue shopping again at bugis street =x

we shop till around 7 plus den took train back to lot 1.

realli enjoy my day...thnks sista denise =D love you....

photo we took today

2009-12-12T20:57:00.002+08:00

today is like basically a shopping spree for mi but quite sianz is that today i forgot to bring my phone!!!
went out around 10 plus in the morning for my dental appt. when im on bus i den realise i forgot to bring my phone with mi -.-
reach my dental clinic..borrow their phone to call bi =x
and im so happi to hear that my braces can be remove in 2 mths time! whee~ so my wish come true! i always hope that it can be remove before my poly graduation =D
after dental went to west mall to have mos burger for lunch! i miss mos burger~ quite long nv eat it le and i love their milk tea =D
trained down to bugis after our lunch. den our shopping spree started =D
bi brought 2 newbie shirt(1 for himself 1 for mi) and got 1 free =D
i also walk around to find x'mas present but like cannot find a good one the reason i finding it cos i need to get a unisex present for my company present exchange!
also walk around to find x'mas card to send out to my few good friends. this is the standard stuff i will do when x'mas coming~ sending cards to them.
went to bugis street to get a set of clothes which i had tried on when i went there with sista denise last time.
once shopping done~ we went to sim lim sq to find kiven. had a little chat with him before we left at 4pm? trained back to west mall cos bi wan to buy some clothes from VIP.
when finished shopping and going to go home that time..bibi went to count how much he had spend..and the total is like 170 plus?? lolx~ den he say it like when we got our ITP salary we dont care liao? anyhow spend money. hahahx....

well basically that all for today =D tmr maybe going out with sista denise..looking forward for that =D

2009-12-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

abt a week nv blog..and today i blog..it will be a emo post. so if anyone of you who don wish to be affected your feeling by this post..pls leave...

seriously somehow i feel that im juz a piece of shit...no one realli wan mi...im juz a tool for ppl to use....

alot of thing happen to mi recently..makin once the cheerful gal to be gone..and now the gal soon will be havin depression... i will not say out the names of those ppl so don bother to ask mi who are they too...

i quarrel with someone..already quite no in the mood le....realli quite depress so when ppl sms mi..i try to be nice and act as nth happen to mi..yet they treat my nice like shit...venting their anger on mi...
ppl look for mi when they are having problem...once their problem solved they will push mi away..

im also a human..i do have feeling too...i try not to hurt you all de feeling but you all always hurt mine... sometime i know some of ppl around are using mi..i say nothing...i let them use mi...

i already had enough of all this shit le...sometime i realli hope i can die now...just gone...

2009-11-29T10:50:00.002+08:00

5 weeks past since my ITP started. so it mean i still got 12 more weeks to go T.T i realli wish my ITP will finish soon.

realli enjoyed the past few days with my lovely friends~Firstly, study with sista denise for a while at SMU...den around 3 plus we ended up chatting den left SMU went bugis shopping~ LOL. den sista say can nv study with mi de cos will ended up doing smth else.

Next is went to catch a movie with bi,juan and ming at bugis. yesh it bugis again~ LOL. watch paranormal activity. and i feel it realli over-rated by ppl? it not that scary after all. or maybe like what bi said? im trained to watch horror movie? LOL. cos bi and juan are scared. but den mi and ming feel nth. o.0
after which of cos we went t arcade la~ den bi caught a BIG PIG for mi~ he ask mi what i wan. den i say try the big pig lo. but onli try one time.cos we saw alot ppl tried it but fail to catch dao. den WHO KNOWS! JUZ ONE TIME! BI CAUGHT IT!!! WOHOOO~~ super lucky~ after bi caught it..ming also wan try~ AND MING ALSO CAUGHT IT!!!
the 4 of us take turn to carry the 2 big pigs. and ppl keep lookin at us..so shy~~~
went to have dinner after that and left bugis around 8 ba?

Lastly~ it ytd~ got a morning call from my dental side. say my appt has changed to 1050am! LOL. i rush like mad? cos i thought is 140pm! i got the call at around 930am? so it mean i got less den 1 hr to prepare!so ytd i realli forgot to bring alot of thing. LOL
after dental..went to have mac. dono why suddenly im craving for nuggets and fries =X
den went to Expo for the Sitex. brought myself a hard disk cos my previous one like wan spoil liao~ so better buy a new one juz in case~

tonight got wedding dinner...don feel like going but my mum force mi to go T.T haixx....

2009-11-15T12:17:00.003+08:00

another week of ITP pass...so left like 14 weeks of ITP. why do i feel that my ITP weeks pass so slow~ when will it end ar~~

this week got one day mc cos i realli cannot take it le. so decided to take one mc. and to my suprise that day i took mc which is a tuesday.. alot ppl also mc. lolx~ dono what wrong with that day..so many took mc~ HAHA

watch 2012 ytd. out of 5 star i give 3 ba. not much story i feel...just that it onli show how the world got destoryed...but after watching the movie it make mi think a bit. if the world realli end..what am i going to do???

after watching movie..meet up with andy and wait a while for zijin and one more guy who i dono his name. cos i quite long nv meet up my yr 1 poly mate. so decided to meet up with them a while. ytd was yaowei birthday celebration. went to punggol park to have bbq. lucky that the rain last for a while onli if not dono how to bbq. but sad they havent start bbq i need to leave liao~ HAHAH

now i realli dono what wrong with myself..out of a sudden im feelin so depressed. ytd while on the mrt...i almost wan to cry. tears almost flow out of my eyes..
maybe im thinking too much of something...but i just cant help it...someone teach mi..what should i do...

2009-11-08T18:04:00.003+08:00

YESH~ my baby is back le~ after almost a mth staying in hospital~ my baby now finally back with mi~ ehh..don get the wrong idea ya? my baby here refer to my laptop!
without my laptop..life is realli super boring at home. cos desktop don have the songs i wan to listen.. and desktop cos is belong to my bro de i cannot realli do alot of thing. scared do le..later spoil the com or what den i gg liao~

quite long nv blog liao. so a little update about my life...
it been 2 weeks since my attachment start...everyday wake up around 545am. damn tired la..everyday always lack of sleep. now my eyes are like panda eyes la..still got 15 more weeks to go~ i wish time pass faster for these 15 weeks! i don like office work!! i cannot take it!

brought a nerdy spect with sista denise and i feel with my current hairstyle. it fit mi ba~ hahax~ but i guess some of my friends still not use to my new hairstyle thus they say is weird~ but den no worries~ i will grow back my fringe as i also prefer myself with long fringe =D

for those who nv see mi for quite a long time~ here is the preview of mi with the current hairstyle plus the nerdy spec =D

2009-10-23T18:28:00.002+08:00

seriously very sianz ar~ don have my laptop~ wan watch de movie are inside my laptop..forget to put into my external hard disk T.T plus wan listen to my songs also cannot..the onli way i can listen to my songs is by listening to my ipod T.T

hols ending in 2 days time and i will start my attachment liao. today meet my LO to sign my log book she told mi my company quite particular abt dress code. sianz~~ i hate to wear formal. formal wear super hot liao when wear it. and maybe cos im too small size le or what..those formal wear like those have my size de..even though i brought the smallest size i still need go alter it -.-

i hope my attachement will be a good one~~

oh ya~ cut my fringe ytd.. and my daddy say it ugly T.T to gals they say is cute..to guys they say ugly. LOL~ den bo bian need pin up my fringe~ need wait for a few more mths my fringe will den grow back to the length i used to have~ but nvm la~ today brought a hair clip. mickey de head~ it look cute..love it alot =D at least i have a cute hair clip to pin up my hair ba ~ hehex~

2009-10-19T11:38:00.002+08:00

AHHH!!! another heart breaking news for mi~~

i juz got a phone call from fujitsu service centre and they tell mi that my laptop mother board is spoil -.- AND they say they dont have the stock now~ so need wait for the stock to come. it will took abt 1~2 weeks~ i hope it realli took 1~2 weeks~ cos last time tear de laptop also like that~ they also say 1-2 weeks in the end he waited for about a mth like that?

next week is my attachement~ but i will not be having my laptop!! sianz la~~ 2 days without laptop i very sianz le~ now i need to wait for 1-2 weeks. haixx~~~

2009-10-17T11:32:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday YuHong

like what i said yesterday~ today i went to funan IT mall to send my laptop for servicing.cant realli bear to part with my laptop cos without my laptop basically my life at home were be damn damn bored. cos there nothing in the desktop i currently using now. the desktop sort of belong to my bro so i cant anyhow download stuff too.

after that~ went to bugis to collect yuhong de customize shirt~ it was his birthday present.suppose to give him ytd.but i onli receive the sms at night informing mi that i can collect it le. so bo bian onli can collect it today.
got myself a new bag for my coming attachement~ hehex =p

after the shopping done...was quite tired le~ so decided to went back home le~ haixx~ my laptop T.T

2009-10-16T11:23:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Ronald~

AHHH!!!!sianz sianz sianz~ my laptop once again die on mi T.T so now im using desktop
before going out today~ i decided to use my laptop a while..den who knows my screen start to frickle. at first onli a bit~ den it become very serious -.- and finally my screen become black out -.- haixx~~ need to bring it down to service tomorrow~

let don talk about my laptop for now le~ today suppose to have a birthday celebration for the guy oct babies(tear,yuhong and mengkiat)~ but in the end onli yuhong manage to make it~ so somehow we onli celebrate yuhong birthday by havin our meal at orchard sakura~

we eat till sakura closing time~ LOL~ we decided to catch a movie~ so we walk to cine but think cos is weekend le~ alot of ppl sia~ wanted to catch Sorority Row but the seats are not realli good~ so in the end we went to shaw house to catch the movie there.
ohya~ before we catch the movie~ mengkiat came and join us~ =D

Sorority Row to mi is okok onli ba~ some part we laugh cos of darling laurene de comment~ i like the starting but the ending was quite lame~ LOL~ anyway dont wan to spoil the movie for those who havent watch it yet.

headed home after the movie cos i need to get dinner for my family~ so that all for today~

i just hope that my laptop will get well soon after i send it to service tomorrow~

2009-10-13T20:32:00.003+08:00

it been a while since my last entry~a little update on my swimming lesson~ every lesson i always progress a little~ the 1st 1~2 lesson im kinda scared but now im okay le~ the instructor say that i had improved quite a lot =D happy happy~ hope i can swim soon without the help of the swimming board.

SCJP paper is next week~ super no confidence.pray hard that i can pass the paper =D

went out today with bi,juan and ming. when reach je, bi was there and saw chew mei and Amelia. waited for a while before juan and ming board the train reached. saw rentro too =D when we board the train..was suprise to see amelia they all got on too cos they say they are waiting for my jie. lolx lucky them~ when the train almost going off jie reach~ so they manage to got on the same train with us~ chat with the 3 of them before they got off at outram. went back to my group and trained down to bugis.

when reach~ we went to have our lunch~ and we had mac! whee~ after that went to the bugis arcade to play a while before going to shop for our 3 oct babies present. buying present for guys realli hard la~ but den dono how we manage..we like within an hour can finish buying the 3 present~ HAHAH

after buying~ we went to iluma~ and i guess those who always read my blog will know that when we go iluma so go arcade to catch toys =D
today realli damn funni when catch toys.ming and juan try a lot of time to catch a monkey but failed..when i juz try one time and i got it! and the way i got it is damn tyco. i caught the toys by the its label. at first i thought i cannot catch liao cos i press wrong. den bo bian anyhow liao~ in the end i caught it! LOL~ when i caught it the 3 of us cant stop laughing~~~ =X

after catching we went to play tasujin. i tried one time and my hands damn pain la T.T played till about 6 before we headed for the mrt station to train back home~had a good day with them~ it was fun!

before i end my post i will upload 2 photos~

this show the monkey(left) i caught today~ the dog(right) is the one bi caught for mi last time but i nv upload the photo

thnks to juan juan~ getting aaron photo for mi =D

2009-10-07T21:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday or the day before got a phone call from robin. and yapx~ they had bank in our pay for working at the COMEX to juan juan account. went to ask juan juan abt our commission. and know what? our commission super super super "alot" a total of $77.40 for the 3 of us. super "alot" rite?i rmb we got like 15 paper full of those stamp and one paper = to about 30 sales? 15x30 = 450 inks being sold and 1 is 10 buck..which mean we help them earn 4500 bucks? and we onli get 77.40 -.-
i swear to myself i will never earn work this kind of job anymore lo. next time need to be smart..wan work work sell com or laptop.their pay is so much better~ 1 hour already 8 bucks le. it like more den double of us nia. we onli 40 bucks per day -.-

what can i say money hard to earn ar!!!!talk to kiven abt our commission den he ask mi why so little? LOL~ how i know sia -.- den he told mi that the agent told away 2/5 of our commission o.0 screw those agent..haixx~~~ work for 4 days so xinku my pay so little.... i rather those 4 days stay at home and shake leg sia =X

2009-10-02T20:44:00.003+08:00

i love my yr2/yr3 poly mates~it was always so fun to have chalet with them. on wed 30 oct, it was our class chalet.bibi came to my hse to make sandwich tgt for the pot luck dinner. left my hse around 215 den trained down to je to meet up with darling laurene~ after which trained down to tampiness where we took bus 29 to our chalet~

once reach chalet~ bibi went to play ps2 while mi and laurene went to help yuhong they all to prepare the game sabotour(don realli know how to spell the name of the game)?

after the game~ we went up to the room and play a few round of twister~ it was realli damn funni la~ i took a video of one round which was played byterence,baoliang,yuhong and yiming~ the video can be found on my facebook =D. the round played by this 4 guys realli damn funni~ some of their position realli cannot comment de =X
and also got one round which got yaowei de~ cant realli rmb he played with who. yaowei lose and he need to do a forfeit by kissing any of the 4 ppl who were playing mahjong =X took a video of it too and it also can be found on my facebook =D

had our pot luck dinner around 10pm like that? cos need to wait for everyone to come~ slack a while before going up to the room and play Risk. the way we played is very funni~ it was very peaceful~ LOL~ we keep on let de...nv realli fight~ hahax~

the game last for like an hour plus which ended around 4am plus near 5am~ den everyone start to bath~ ya~~ early in the morning we went to bath~ LOL

sleep around 6 like that ba?sleep till like 10am plus near 11 when some of our classmate came(those nv come for the first day) den everyone start to wake up~ had our breakfast~ before we start our surprise for our two birthday girl~ my darling xiuxiu and laurene =D

had a few round of sabotour in the room before i leave the chalet~ so sad i need to leave early T.T cos i got a dialogue session with the chief of navy today afternoon at SP~ if i leave the chalet today morning sure damn rush for mi and plus i confirm don have the energy left~

also sad that my camera my bro need to use!! if not i will take lots and lots of picture during the chalet~~ T.T

since i feel this entry quite plain~ so i decided to upload the twister game here!! enjoy watchin~

2009-09-28T22:51:00.004+08:00

SIAO~~ these few days im totally crazy over Super Junior(SJ)~ love one of member~ Kim Ryeowook~ he is super super cute~~

im so crazy over them~ or shld i say crazy over ryeowook that these few days i keep looking at SJ or SJM (Super Junior-M) de videos on youtube~

ryeowook de voice also quite unique..i can easily know which part of the song is he singing~ hehex~~ now i feel like learning korean juz for him~ hehex~ he know chinese la~ OMG!!!!! hear him sing kiss goodbye and 原谅我~ im like woah~~~ he is super good la~~

today i also found out that sorry sorry also got jap version~ LOL~ jap and korean version sound quite the same to mi =X

anyway today~ i made another improvement for my swimming~ yesh!!! and im not scared of the water anymore le~ last time used to be damn scared~ hehex~

well that all for today~~~ till then take care!!! before i end off my post~ i shall say this one last time~~ Ryeowook super super cute!!! i love him =D

SJ- sorry sorry (jap version)

SUPER JUNIOR SORRY.SORRY Ja -

SJM - 到了明天 (Blue Tomorrow)

到了明天 (Blue Tomorrow).wma -

SJM - 到了明天 (Blue Tomorrow)(Korean version)

郴老捞搁 (Blue Tomorrow) (Kore - 슈퍼주니어 엠 (SuperJunior M)

2009-09-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

sometime i wonder..those decision i made is right or wrong?recently saw hj kor de msn pm "Must always rmb.. No matter wad happens.. Dun run, Dun hide, Dun lie.. Just be honest.. coz.. There's nth to fear!"
so i went to ask him...should i be honest even though i know the fact maybe hurting and kor gave mi 2 option.
but to mi both of his option are still hurting for mi. oh well~

if i decided to face it but the people involve going to run..going to avoid..what should i do? sometime i wish i dont know anything...wish that i can erase some of my memories..and maybe i can live happier...

你不要追问我还缺了些什麽
每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最後一站
我强问我自己现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

2009-09-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

finally i have time to blog~
last thur to sun was standing at comex~ stand for like a total of 36 hrs~ oh man my legs like wan to break le la~ know new friends~ they are sweet,nice and funni~

also on last fri it was the navy family day at tuas naval base.went for it and yapx ronald bring mi around on the ship which he is on. learnt quite a few things from him~

ytd went swimming~ made a little progress~~ whee im like so happi la =D

den today went out with juan juan..ming ming and bibi khee~ meet at je around 2 den trained down to bugis~lunch at long john sliver before heading down to sim square to find kiven at ink station (know him at the comex). had a little chit chat with him before we went to bugis street to buy clothes for my friend as his birthday present.
after which went to iluma and diao diao~ LOL~~ and yapx yapx this time bibi khee diao dao a dog for mi~ next time i den upload the photo of the dog i now very de lazy to take photo of it =X
ming ming also diao the same dog for juan juan~ after diao diao..we went to play tasujin ( the japanese drum thingy) till like 7 before we head down to mac for our dinner =D
left bugis around 8~ cos no concession le~ so bo bian need take bus which is quite long for mi~

2009-09-08T21:25:00.009+08:00

whee~~ today realli enjoyed myself~~ had a good lunch and went to Singapore Flyer with my lovely~

meet up with bi khee, darling laurene and ming ming at JE at around 11am den trained down to tiong bahru to meet up with darling xiu and ervin. took bus 123 to Riverview Hotel. our client Mr Tan had invite us,another FYP grp under him and both of our supervisor to Riverview Hotel, Irodori Japanese Restaurant to have lunch.

cos we reach too early~ den we go singapore river to waste time~

photo taken after lunch

lunch till nearly 2 ba~ den all of us went our own ways~ mi,bi khee, darling laurene and darling xiu, 4 of us decided to go to Singapore Flyer~ cos now got student promo 10 bucks onli~ cos we lazy to walk(reach city hall mrt le need walk to there) we decided to cab down~

cos we first time went there~ den quite blur~~ thought ticket booth at 2nd floor den went up in the end it is at the 1st floor~ LOL~ also saw F1 car there too

when aboard the flyer~ all of us just keep taking photo and video~ LOL~ i will upload some photo here~ if wan see all the photo and video go my facebook =X

after the ride, we went down to the 1st floor de yakult garden den we took photos again =X

after everything~ we took bus 960 to bugis and walk around before heading back home which is around 5~ oh ya~ at bugis i also saw the campus super star forgot which season de winner shawn there. he look quite blur~ LOL~

okay that it for today~

2009-09-05T11:55:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone~ as you all can see i change my blog skin again. this time it featuring mickey mouse~ one of my favourite >.<
not onli my blog skin changed. i also change my blog song. it from a anime call 07 ghost. quite a soothing song~ like it a lot so intend to share with everyone =D

today very funni la~ it ervin birthday. and ya mi,bibi khee traveled all the way to hougang! LOL so far la~suppose to meet up with juan juan and ming ming at hougang mrt but we are lucky to see them at serangoon mrt LOL~

cos it our first time go ervin hse we don realli know the way. den we make a very cheap GPS~ using ming ming de iphone take a photo of the estate map at the mrt statin den using the map to make our way to ervin hse~ surprisingly we make it! LOL

left ervin hse around 8 plus. den bused down to kovan. from there train to serangoon to take the circle line and it my first time! and it like so nice la~ LOL it also very de big o.0 i see le im like woah~ okok i know i sound like a country pumpkin =X

anyway reach home nearly 10~ im quite tired now..guess i going to hit my bed now~ night everyone!

2009-09-02T21:34:00.004+08:00

it been like almost a week plus since the sch end for us. meet up with my lovely classmates for movie at plaza sing today. a pity that darling laurene cant join us~ she suppose to join us but den she not feeling well suddenly. take care my darling =D

meet up with bibi khee at cck first. den train down to JE to meet up with juan juan,ming ming and tear. after which we trained down to PS. meet up with sista denise den had pizza hut for our lunch~ yu suppose to be with us but den he suddenly got some stuff so he was late la. when he reach ps it was almost 2 le ba? went to buy movie ticket~ watch where got ghost?

after buying we still got a bit of time.so the guys went to shop for present for mr low(sort of teacher day present). but den hor the guys realli like gals la~ keep on change their mind. aiyo~

they think think till almost our movie time so bo bian~ went to catch our movie first.hmm the movie quite funni la~ i got freak out at the 3rd story- money not enough 2 de mother. lolx~

after movie the guys again shop for mr low de present and finally they decided to buy the USB light saber(star war).went to Yamaha to get tear stuff den went to action city to get the teacher report book (part of mr low present too).

after everything done. trained down to bugis~ YESH! finally got a chance to go bugis~ went to iluma de otaku house to get my toshirou keychain~ finally~~ after finding for so long i manage to find it ( a big thnks to william who called mi ytd to tell mi abt this =D)

here is the pic of the keychain but it quite small la

went to arcade to "diao diao"(catch toys) and bibi quite sweet. he caught a pink teddy bear for mi >.< which cost him $3 lolx~ cheaper den buy from shop~ i always want him to diao diao for mi~ so it like so finally =X

here the pic of the bear

stay at the place till like almost 7~ den we went back to bugis junction to have our dinner~ hahax~ the dinner was quite a funni one~ den i keep on disturb yu =X
anyway we left bugis around 8 plus ba~ took train. and yu very funni la but however he also quite sweet..he suppose to alight at outram but den he accompany us till red hill.

reach cck nearly 9 ba.rush to buy dinner for daddy and rush to catch bus 190 =X very pai seh to sista denise , bibi and tear nv say bb to them properly~ im so so sorry!

well~that all for today~quite enjoyed myself today~ thnks to all my friends =D

2009-08-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

eh..found out that i never blog for almost a week le~ now hols i still so lazy~ so now come to clear some dust away from my blog~ hehex~

first of all~ my hols start on wed~ finish my last paper on tue. think im dead~ LOL~ not that serious la..can pass that what i can cfm. whether i can get good grade or not i dono liao.

so today went out with sista denise.(it seem that everytime i go out always go out with her de? LOL~~ of cos la~ she is my dearest sista lei. i love her =D)
anyway we meet around 11 near 12 den bused down to HP de service centre to service her laptop. but den actualli her laptop nv spoil is her adapter but den they call her go down...dono why also la..so lame~ adapter spoil also need go down.
after that we bused down to orchard~ have our lunch there and do a little shopping at far east.
both of us brought the same dress! hahax~ this is the 2nd piece of clothes we brought the same le~ happi happi~

left orchard around 4 plus ba. bused down to lot 1 to continue shopping a while~ had ice cream at mac~ den slack down a while by using wireless@SG with our phone and ipod
surprise to see lixia and wanting.

went to buy dinner for daddy and bro den home sweet home le~ love the time spent with sista~ hahax~ i had a good day today..thnks sista!

2009-08-15T21:44:00.006+08:00

YESH!!! finally my FYP is over~~ no more assignment for mi~~ but den cannot realli say don have assignment le..i still got my dip plus T.T
now i super regret to take dip plus..if i never take dip plus i shld be free from assignment le and even free from lesson~
though next sem is ITP sem but i still need go back to sch for my dip plus~ sianz sianz sianz!

yesterday can consider is last day of sch for mi le. time past so fast~~ my 3 yrs of poly life is ending soon. made lot of friends~ cant bear to part with some of them esp my gal friends~ i love you all darlings~

now left is my exam~ paper on mon and the next mon. den i will be super super free~ so if anyone wan jio mi out~ juz do it~ LOL =D

ytd took lots and lots of photo too~ can say is like cam-in everywhere after my FYP presentation~ thnks to those guys...i had a good laugh~ HAHAH~
will be uploading some funni photos for u guys to see~ have a good time laughing!

with fyp mates,supervisor and client

with my lovely classmate

funni photos~

2009-08-09T23:41:00.005+08:00

Happy 44th Birthday~ Singapore~

Happy national day everyone~ today is a big day for our dear country Singapore~ its her birthday!! LOL~~

meet up with sista around 2 plus den bus down to vivo city to shop for a while before train-in down to marina bay~
we wanted to take the shuttle bus to marina barrage but den when we reach the bus stop it is so packed!! siao la~ den bo bian~ mi and sista decide to walk there. at first we dono how to walk so we decide to follow a group of guys. it is so funni la~ one of the guy ask a security guard from a construction site how long do we need to walk to reach marina barrage and the person say 10 mins~ LOL~ at first we believe it but den after walkin abt 10 mins we still havent reach!!! den walk dono for how long we saw a police officer so one of the guy again ask the same qns. and guess what? the police officer also say the same thing. 10 mins walk! LOL~ den we like HUH!!! why everyone like to say 10 mins~ LOL

after walking for about half an hour plus~ we finally reach marina barrage~ reach there around 4 plus..mi and sista got nothing to do so we keep on take photos~ LOL~
got very excited when the planes flew past us and we thought we will be excited to see the fireworks BUT DEN GOT ONE STUPID BUIDLING BLOCK OUR VIEWS LA~ sianz dao~

nevertheless~ i enjoy this year ndp with my dearest sista denise~ thnks sista!!

preview of some of the photo taken when we tryint to pass the time ( to view other photo go my facebook~ LOL)

Firework video

2009-08-07T15:22:00.000+08:00

Testing for AJP assignment

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2009-08-05T20:43:00.006+08:00

it been quite sometime since my last entries. been very busy with my assignment~ many many assignment going to be due le!
FYP this fri, AJP next mon, BRCOM next tue, FYP presentation next fri. after that next following week i will be having my end of modules test for AJP and my dip plus. siao ar~~ busy like hell man! i want this month to end fast! and it will be my 2 mths hols~ muahaha~~ but den after hols will be sianz again cos it will be time for my ITP. i wonder which company will i get into..hmmm...

anyway..recently i added 2 more soft toy to my collection~ one is Eeyore and one is mickey mouse~

Eeyore

mickey mouse

they are very cute rite? hehex~

there a video i will be uploading to share with my friends~ the basketball show down of yuhong and tian xiang ytd. see them play damn funni la~ so enjoy ~ =D

2009-07-22T20:58:00.003+08:00

siao~ for how long i nv blog liao? time to blog a while before my blog start to "collect" dust.

well..now there nothing in my life but assignment assignment assignment!!! siao la~ assignment keep flowing in. FYP,AJP, BRCOM and my dip plus. damn..i realli going crazy and having mental break down!
last week too stressed till i realli cry in my room while doing FYP.

Exam coming...assignment due date also drawing nearer and nearer...sianz why my life so sad de T.T

today even more sianz~ cos my that thing come late den today my tummy damn pain!! cannot take it la!!!why does gals need to come this kind of thing~ it is so suffering for us!

anyway im realli in love with bleach de hitsugaya toushiro. my laptop de wallpaper, my msn dp is his pic~ den my sms tone is his bankai sound~ LOL i know im crazy~ but den i too in love with him le~ cannot help =p

juz a side note~~ if anyone of you interested in final fantasy or DOA (dead of alive) can go youtube find dead fantasy~ the video damn nice and feel so pro la~~ is fan made de~ so got free time go see see =D

2009-07-10T21:38:00.004+08:00

basically im damn tired now. been rushing assignment and FYP~ i hope this sem will end soon. so i will be sort of off from sch le~ next sem will be ITP, hope i will get into a good company ~.~
less den a year i will be graduating soon~ time past so fast sia~ i going to finish my 3 year of education in poly. got a mixed feeling whenever i think of my graduation next year~ wish to graduate fast cos i can end my school life le..but dont wish to graduate cos i wish to be with my friends~ aiyaya~~

end of this month will be my napfa~ damn scared la~ scared cannot pass~ these few days even though im sick i still go jogging~ and it almost kill mi la -.-
sick + jogging = GG that the conclusion i came out with.

anyway~ will be uploading a video~ which i did sometime ago~ was looking through my hard disk den saw it~ so thinking of sharing~ enjoy~~~

2009-07-06T21:49:00.002+08:00

today school officially start for mi~ sianz~ no more slacking time le. need to chiong fyp phrase 2 le. need to be done before aug! siao la~~
guess today first day of school..no one got the mood yet...fyp do a while den everyone start to play~ since i see everyone playin den i go watch bleach~ LOL
now im totally in love the 10th division captain hitsugaya~ LOL~ he damn cool and shuai la~
den yuhong so thick skin~ say that is him~ i say i love hitsugaya den he reply mi he shy den call mi don be too obsessed over him..im like o.0 i like hitsugaya not you!! LOL~~ hitsugaya way cuter den u =X

and also after AJP lesson i was thinking if i should take the SUN cert test. if pass de hua will be sun certified programmer nia~ den if now register, will be cheaper~ and can take it in school. if pass will help a lot but den i dono i will pass a not~ LOL

today also happen to find 2 song quite nice to hear? when reach home today on tv..juz nice show the anime The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. den suzumiya was singing 2 song..and kinda like it~ the lyrics quite nice too~

All the lyrics i post will be in eng~

one of the song is lost my music and the part i like is ---

I feel lonely when I think of the fun we have,
I weep alone in the cinema we used to go to together.
The person I love is far away,
So far that I'm almost crying.
When I open my eyes and wake up tomorrow,
A new hope will perhaps be born, Good night!
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den another song is god knows~ and basically i like the whole lyrics~

I run past others with a parched heart.
Sorry, I can't do anything.
You won't even let me
Share our pain together.
To live on without tarnish,
I face your back and head out without looking back
on the lonely rail
I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...
This warming affection that reaches me,
It melts my reality and roams my heart.
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you,
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you
For now, let's paint a beautiful dream
And chase after
for your lonely heart
Stop it, it's not like you to lie.
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future.
I am prepared,
Even if the future is bleak,
I might be able to change destiny if I become stronger.
But for my wish to come true,
Everything is God knows...
You are here, I am here.
Everyone else has disappeared.
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream,
We trace out the lines of our scars.
That's why I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

2009-06-28T19:56:00.003+08:00

just a little update on my phone~
i got a new phone~LOL~ but den not realli new one la~cos daddy got himself N97 den he pass mi his phone and he is going to sell off my one.

so it consider new for mi? =p well my so call new phone is Samsung Omina. so now learning how to use it. a bit confused~ but what i realli hope is i can get sony de X1~ lolx~ but den i hear that it not good? oh well~~

2009-06-27T22:23:00.002+08:00

today is another movie date with my classmates~all of us met up at orchard mrt station around 3.
our movie suppose to be at 3.30pm but all of us were late~LOL so miss the front part~
we watched transformers 2.
to mi the movie is okay okay la~ some part of the movie i realli find quite it draggy and during the movie i feel that those robots talk too much! LOL~
but i realli those army fighting scene~ super cool la~ LOL esp when those solider jump out of the plane~ cool la~~ make mi feel like trying it =X
movie end around 6 plus~ den walk to far east to have the ice at SLICE~ my favourite...hehex~ after having the ice went up to the 5th lvl to have dinner~
left orchard around 8 ba~ now quite tired wan do assignment but don have the mood~ guess leave it to tomorrow ba~

2009-06-23T21:17:00.002+08:00

it been quite sometime since mi and sista denise went out together~ and so today is the day for both of us to go out tgt!!!

meet up with sista at lot 1 around 1 plus den take bus 985 to go to luzerne which is at bendemeer(somewhere near boon keng) to take some of sista laptop stuff. den we like kinda not happy with the service there..so when we see the feedback form sista go take den pretend will write den hor the person the service immediately become very good! LOL la~

after which from there bused down to sim lim den walk to bugis to watch movie at iluma. it the new shopping centre open at bugis. it very big but very de empty~

cos our movie is at 4.50 we got like about 1 hour plus to shop so go bugis street walk around~ every time mi and sista go bugis sure got things to buy de~
i brought one dress~ sista brought quite a few things~ den sista complain to mi that every time both of us go out she need spend a lot of money when with friends she nv~ den she say don go out with mi that often le~ LOL

was late for our movie~ but ya~ we watched ghost of the girlfriend past~ thought it will be good~ but oh well~ it turn out to be okok onli~

end of the movie, both of us went to buy ez-link card sticker~LOL~ den trained back to cck~

overall i have a great day with sista~ thnks sista! you are the best!!!

2009-06-21T19:55:00.002+08:00

i had been missing you badly these days...i'm wondering do you miss me too?i wish to see you...wish to hug you tightly and never ever let you go.
i want to hold onto you...

yesh i want you badly.... i wish to know your feeling for me...

This song is dedicated to you....

From This Moment On - Shania Twain

Shania Twain : From This Moment

(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

2009-06-17T20:22:00.002+08:00

damn i realli hate H1N1. it appear at the wrong time la~ or it should not appear at all!
i thought i cant go for any japan trip cos of my ITP~ den today got a email from SPSEC and from the mail i got to know that there is a trip before my ITP start! i was like so happi that i can like finally go?
den juz now went to ask mummy to see if i can go or not. den her reply was no~ why? cos of the stupid H1N1. damn H1N1. spoil my mood T.T

anyway today dono is heng or suay la? while doing FYP in the room, one of our lecture came in and said she need some gals to help her. den i suay suay tio la. when mi and other 2 friends out of the room...she told us to become a model for her for some photo shot. den mi and li zheng was like o.0 shy la~ LOL

LUCKY~ when we went to the room..the director say i cannot cos i wearing shorts~ lucky~~ den li zheng and hui fang can~ den they say need put make up~ heng ar~ i wear shorts~~ if not put make up i die liao~~ cos i cant put foundation~ i can onli put on BB cream =D
hui fang was the first to put make up den when done. the director say need 1 gal jiu hao le~ den li zheng was happi also la~ cos she can escape from it too~ LOL~ we so bad sia~

i was wondering~ did i realli change from year 1 to year 3? cos my year 1 lecture say she cant recognize mi~ den she say i change a lot~ but to mi i feel that i alway look the same?

i miss eu

2009-06-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday mummy~

yapx yapx~ so today is mummy birthday~ we already sort of celebrate on sunday for her but den it was without a cake.
so after today de interview(got drag down by my last sem lecturer -.-) at bukit batok de fei yue family centre trained down to lot 1 to get a cake for mummy~

walked to 4 different bakery shop~ keep changing mind den finally brought a strawberry cake at four leaves.
at first was very scared that mummy don like the cake but lucky she like it and she say it taste nice~ and she seem happi too~

so here is the preview of the cake =D

i miss eu badly~

2009-06-15T20:21:00.006+08:00

OMG LA~~ i realli getting crazy over soft toys these days~~ last month juz within a week i got 3 soft toys~ one is the black dog which i had posted the pic on my blog the other 2 is mickey and minnie~(mickey can be seen on my facebook =D)
den today when i pass by more than words at lot 1 i saw eeyore!!! it is so cute la~~~ it look so innocent~~ ahh~~ it like calling mi to buy it with it innocent eyes =X
but now im seriously broke~ cant afford it~ so any kind soul wan buy for mi? it cost $29.90~~ it 18 inch if im never rmb wrongly~~

anyway ~ today i will upload the neoprints which i took with my loves on thur~~ so here goes~
sorry about the quality~

2009-06-14T21:20:00.002+08:00

AHHH~~~ im so broke again~~~ i need ppl start donating money to mi =X
this coming tue is mummy de birthday~ so today went to brought a blue sapphire necklace for her. lucky got GSS, the necklace got discount if not i will be broke even more T.T

father day also coming liao..realli GG for mi la~ den daddy like want to get a fitness set which cost abt 600 plus -.- so maybe going to get that for him. my pocket realli going to have a big big hole!

anyway today bro also brought a fitness set which cost about near 700~ but lucky is use his own money not mine~~ HAHA~ if not im so dead~ when the set come on tue i can use it to train myself too~~ hehex~~

P.S realli miss you, can i hold on to you forever?

2009-06-13T20:56:00.006+08:00

today will upload lot and lot of photos~~on thur and fri took quite a number of photos~
took neoprints on thur too~ but havent scan yet~ one day when i free i will scan it den upload here ba~

let recall back what happen on thur~
thur was my PT dinner~ but before the dinner went to tao payoh to get my facial stuff~ den around near 2 den trained down to orchard to meet up with my darlings~ cos GSS started le ma~ den we gals of cos will not let this chance to slip off us =D
but den never realli brought anything so far~ LOL
around 4 plus we went to far east de slice to eat ice~ it is realli realli good lo~enqi intro to us de~ juz try one time and im in love with it~ hope to eat it again soon~~
around 5.15 we left far east den walk to cine where we are suppose to have our PT dinner~
by rite each of us onli is given $10 but den we over the amount~ LOL so the bill total up is like $179? when it is suppose to be onli $120 =X
after dinner wanted to watch drag mi to hell but den no time slot of us~ all full full de~ sianz dao~~
since no movie for us to watch..i also feel a little tired so i left the grp first~ bused back home around 8 near 9?

on fri~ which is ytd~ meet up with my sec school buddies after my FYP~ had dinner tgt at my hse area~ it been quite a long time since all of us meet~ but den the dinner i was like so out cast la~LOL everyone brought their bf along too~ onli mi and lixia dont have~ sadded sia~ but anyway it okay la~ after all i still enjoy the dinner with them and have a nice time chatting with them too~

so it time for the photos!!

on thur~

the ice we ate!!

taken with lizheng~

with our PT mr chong

with laurene and xiuting~

all of us~ =D

taken on fri

with piggy karen

with yingjie

the five gals~

2009-06-11T22:17:00.003+08:00

wah~~ it seem that i never blog for a very very long time eh?
sch hols started since last fri. when my hols start dragnoica open beta also start~LOL~ so since sch hols i been chiong-in the game also~ LOL
but den also nv keep playing la~ still got go back sch do FYP~

but anyway today realli enjoy myself with my lovely darlings~ they are so sweet~took a lot of photos today too~ will kope from them soon and upload here =D

kinda tired from the shopping~ will blog more details tmr!

2009-05-31T21:18:00.002+08:00

finally FYP phrase 1 is officially complete~on fri did the presentation.was very nervous the few days before the presentation and even more nervous on the actual day.practise a few times very my grp. present to my classmate. they said that i present well juz that i lack of confidence. oh well..that mi..i alway lacking of confidence..wish to have more of it..but i alway fail..haixx~~

during the presentation..talk half way i forgot what i need to say!!!den i juz anyhow crap out liao..but of cos i crap relevant stuff la~lucky i manage to finish my own part without being asked qns ~.~
onli mi and laurene nv kana ask qns~ the others got it..but den the client also very funni..ask le den ans himself.lolx~

overall think our grp is okok ba?after the presentation went to ask the our neutral judge and our supervisor..both of them say it good..and say phrase 1 is easy..the difficult part is phrase 2. phrase 2 is to code out our system..and our system got lots and lots of stuff to do..hope we can finish it!

these few days doing my other assignment AJP and my dip plus. realli kinda stressed up. BRCOM nv even touch it la!
haixx...when can i realli have a good day to rest T.T

2009-05-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

damn it! who the hell is this person man! joan_tan199@hotmail.com
whoever you are..grow up pls!! you are so childish! pretending to be my friend's -.- and sadly lo u need to brush up ur skill if u wan to trick people!

and to all my friends if joan_tan199@hotmail.com add you all..don accept it..apparently this is not first time le.xuan show mi a blog and the blog also talk about this. so my dear friends pls take note of the email add when there is someone adding you!

but this person realli make mi freak out! that person know my details so well...at first xuan say maybe can get from friendster but it cant be..cos my profile is private!onli my friends can view! and if from facebook it impossible cos that person dono i have!
thus listening to xuan advice~ i decided to remove my details on this blog~ if you all wan contact mi or what..can tag mi or msn lo~ i bet onli my friends view my blog =D

2009-05-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

today is like a gaming day for everyone?
went to sch earlier to do AJP with my group mates. manage to have 3 advance function and now still continue adding more~ and im so happi today that i manage to do my stemming!! though some words return very funni~ but den after talkin to jedi he say is fine de..so okay lo~ LOL

den during our FYP period~ my whole grp went sot? all started playing!LOL~~~ darling xiu jio us to play L4D(left 4 dead) so mi,xiu,laurene,khee and ming played together.laurene and xiu take turn.
but sianz la play half way..my com hang~LOL la~ den after restart my com..yaowei take over mi to play...den when the jedi team(terence,yukang,neowei,budi) came back...tear take over yaowei and yukang take over ming~LOL
they play damn funni and cute la~ keep shouting around...

but time is cruel!!! we cant play for long~ we need to prepare a draft for our fyp presentation which is coming this fri!!!
and till now i havent prepare my draft..guess i got to do now~ if not tmr the try run will be GG for mi~~

2009-05-25T22:43:00.004+08:00

im going crazy soon sia~~ so many things need to be done this week!
last week handed in FYP phrase 1 report...this coming fri will be our presentation.kinda scared...but hope i can do well..cos FYP credit is very very big!!! if do badly my GPA will be pull down till dono where sia~

this sun need to hand in AJP assignment 1 and my dip plus de NDP animated banner~
manage to finish doing the banner today..and i thought im done with my dip plus but when i read the assignment spect again..i need to do the E card by next week. omg la~ i need chiong again for the E card -.-

As for AJP assignment...a big thnks to yiming he realli do alot lo..i feel bad that i nv help much..so now i help by doing the advance function-stemming. the advance function can realli kill mi la~ some word can work some work cannot work. some words when i juz trying the result return is so funni la~ some funni result like happily = hap, hello = hel -.- LOL la~~

damn..i feel realli stress!!!! who can help mi to destress!!!!

btw i changed my blog song again~ this time is by kara~ song title honey~ it a Korean song. enjoy =D

2009-05-20T20:51:00.005+08:00

report finally done!!!wohoo~~~it has a total of like 160 pages? so proud of my group~ we complete this report like in 4 weeks time?some of our friends are quite shocked that we complete our report as in the during FYP time our group seem to slack..lolx~ those seem very chiong de havent finish but we seem slack de finish~LOL. now need to do ppt le..next week is our presentation for phrase 1~ scary~~ hope can do well~

anyway...i dono why im cravin for more and more soft toys though i already have a lot~~ =p
and i brought my little black dog ytd~~

it not realli that clear in the pic~~ but it is realli super cute la~~ brought it ytd..den bring to class..alot ppl say it cute =D

now i aiming for a pair of mickey mouse i saw at more den words~~ any kind soul wan buy for mi? hehex =X

P.S i miss you

2009-05-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

ahh~~ im super tired today. think i still do not have enough rest.i wan sleep sleep~ =D don feel like going to sch tmr..but can onli say say la~
tmr will be a tiring day for mi i guess..cos i got dip plus de lesson! thus i will be dismiss onli at 930pm~ sianz sianz sianz!!!

FYP phrase 1 report going to finish soon le~ happi happi~ of cos it need to be finishing soon cos this friday got to hand in le! lmao~

today have dinner with bi at lot 1. we had mac as our dinner~ and we ate milo macfluffy~ LOL~ it is realli nice la~ im loving it =D
after dinner..went to get daddy and bro de dinner den went to shop a while~ went to more than words and i saw the mickey mouse i wan~~~ any kind soul wan to buy for mi~ it cost $13.90
after which want to have a look at desktop cos bi wan to get one den went to mini toons where i saw a cute black dog!!! it is realli super cute la~ when i go near it..it like calling mi to buy it!!! and again any kind soul wan buy for mi? LOL it cost $16.95~

i want them badly~~ LOL

2009-05-17T20:16:00.003+08:00

yawn~~ so tired~~
juz woke up not long ago. came back from SPSEC FO camp. it was fun but tiring~

ytd de amazing race was a little boring for mi ba~ cos im the station master den before any grp came...i was juz ston-in there with bi ( bi came to help up for the camp too..cos we lack of helpers)cos we are tired too while waiting..we almost fall alseep for a few times.

was stationed at habour front centre. the grp have to find 3 ferries which go to batam and take pic with the counter.actualli it quite obivous which ferries go to batam..so it was quite an easy task.

finished my job around 4 plus..den went back to sch.rest for a while,went to moberly to see the grp continue with the other part of the game. taking out broken polo sweet from a jug for flour =D.lucky im not camper sia~before helping lionel and janice go clementi to buy drinks and collect dinner~

after dinner~ it was the time for cream smashing!yapx..the loser for the musical chair got the chance to smash cream on the winner! yapx..sound evil but if the camper nv listen carefully they will fall for the trick. but in the end everyone aim windi..lolx~

cream smashing ended..everyone start to slack and went to bath~ it was around 10 plus~ den we started the music guessing game~abt an hour later...we started the ghost story telling time =D
actualli we got motive de for the ghost story telling time. when ppl are engross in the story...lionel,janice,bianca,mi and bi will played the L4D(left 4 dead) de witch crying sound to scared them =X
and yapx we did it! some realli got freak out by the sound. sound evil but we juz implment the plan~ LOL

everyone start to sleep around 1 plus.. but not all slept~ some went for a nightwalk and im one of them~ it was quite scary~ cos there are some other camp which are havin night walk and they purposely off the light and some part of the sch realli dark. when we certain part of the sch..i got realli freak out..but den i still manage to walk one around for the whole SP before getting back to sleep.

left the camp around 10 plus with bi,juan and ming. actualli havent break camp but since there no need for helpers le so we decided to leave early.

anyway i doubt myself going to be the alumni for the club if the current comms choose a certain ppl to become the next comms. i roughly know who they will choose..but den those ppl they going to choose de attitude a little erm...i feel that one of the ppl esp a particular gal quite act la..a little bitchy to mi. sorry to say that but ya..i don wish to help a bitchy comms.

i like the current comms..they are nice ppl...but i doubt those ppl they going to choose will be nice...juz hope if they realli choose them...the club will survive...

2009-05-14T21:53:00.009+08:00

super tired la~~~~don feel like going to sch tmr~~

today school till abt 2pm den went to SPSEC club room with darlin xiu to meet up with jing yi~
after which bus down to orchard~ walk around taka for a while before going meritus mandarin hotel to meet up with the ANCT ppl (Ariake National College of Technology,they are japanese ppl) at around 4.30?
this time round more girls~ not like KTC(Kanazawa Technical College)~ KTC realli almost all guys la..now is almost all girls~ but den it obvious de ba? KTC is more to engineering while ANCT is like more to life science?

was grp up with weili~ den tgt with darling xiu and jingyi de group~ we trained down to vivo city~ ohya~ nv forget that our president Stanley was with us too~ he is realli a big nice guy la~ and super duper gentleman~ but sad for him..we gals shopping he cannot do anything~ ohya also forgot to mention that both our grp are all gals~
in another words..he also shld feel happi ba surround by gals~ opps =X later he got killed by his gf =p
had a little chat with him when they are shopping at forever 21~ hahax fish out alot of info for someone =X..realli muz ask that person to treat mi to some dinner or lunch~ muahahah =D

around 6 plus went to have our dinner~ and Stanley as a mr nice guy treat mi,xiu,jing yi and weili drink~hahax~~ he realli damn polite la~
sadly Stanely need to leave first cos he got something on. but we also nv continue shopping after dinner..cos we need to bring them back to the hotel by 8!

and ya when reach the hotel i super blur la~ one jap guy come talk to mi im like o.0 lolx~ too sudden i nv expect it and when more jap guys come back they ask mi take photo with them~ omg~~ realli make mi super blur~

anyway tmr got camp~~ don feel like going suddenly~ LOL super tired la~~~

nevertheless~ i going to upload photo taken today!

taken in class~

SPSEC president Stanley~ carrying xiu xiu bag =X

with the japanese girls~(two grps)

hey did i mention i fall down again?omg la~ it like im been curse or what~ just like onli 2 weeks i hurt my legs thrice. dots...what is happening!!!

2009-05-12T20:41:00.005+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday~ kai wei~

i wan to cry la~~ this month realli not my month lei.last week i fall from stairs thus injured my right leg. den today i injured my leg leg..what is this man~~~

but this time not my fault?LOL~ my left leg injured cos of bi~ he dono why suddenly keep jumping den stomp on my left feet~ LOL den i juz scream =X
look down at my toes den saw that my last 2 toes de nail broke -.-
at first thought just broke nothing de...den blood start to flow out~~ ahhh!!!
feel nothing but when went back to class...i started to feel the pain..maybe cant tahan the pain ba...tears started to flow out from my eyes too...

cos nail broke too inside le~ cut bu dao~~ den mummy ask mi put plaster to cover it first juz in case when i wear jeans or what hook dao it~ den GG for mi!!

this month is accident prone for mi i guess...haixx...life is quite sad for mi now yet i keep on so suay~~sianz....

sometime i feel that im quite stupid?ppl treat mi like shit yet i still treat them like a friend.
i know some ppl wan to be friend with mi is cos they can use mi for some stuff...though i know that i still let them do what they wan....

P.S i miss you

2009-05-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother Day

today is my nephew 1 year old de birthday celebration.went to cousin house around 1 plus like that..den saw my 2 cute little nephew..qiqi and xuan xuan~~ they are so cute la~~ hand so small~~ so nice to touch >.<

see my nephew make mi feel like giving birth to a cute baby too =p but so sad now i still cant give birth still need to wait ~ haixx~~ i wish to grow old faster suddenly so i can give birth to a cute baby too~ =p

my leg feel pain again...haixx~~ when will the pain stop...not onli my leg pain...butt still pain too... i wan the pain get away faster!!! ahh!!!

2009-05-08T20:45:00.004+08:00

wohooo~~ finally can remove the bandage le..but den remove my bandage...my leg still like cannot be seen de lo~
one big bruise on my leg!!!

sianz i wonder need to take how long den the bruise will be gone lo -.-

anyway today realli had lot of fun again at SPSEC booth la~ LOL...dearest ah gong joseph act gay~ den gay with lionel~LOL. since they so gay den i ask him go hug lionel..den he realli hug him la~ im like omg~~ LOL
ah gong realli is a good entertainer~~ i laugh like mad there~ but den one thing i hate about cca drive is that some cca like to blast the music la -.- den all play different song..is so -.- make mi kinda headache...

anyway had a little chat with lionel and i realise that he is a shy guy lo~ cant believe it man~~~ hahahx~~~ realli cannot judge a book by it cover~~ =p

ohya...today tio spot by mentoring comms =X den he come ask mi and darlin xiu why so long nv go mentoring le =X den xiu say we busy FYP~ lie sia~~ den he call us join the FO camp but den their camp days is also SPSEC de~ den we at first jiu say hao to SPSEC de so no choice~ again lie to them not free~~ scared later on that day kana spot again den GG =X

next week will be a busy week for mi~~ wed need go mentoring (cos tio spot liao), thur ANCT(jap ppl come), sat and sun is SPSEC camp~ hope i can survive through the week =D

P.S i miss you

2009-05-07T18:45:00.003+08:00

ahh~~ my butt super pain!! T.T ytd hit my butt quite hard i think? sit on chair le when wan stand up damn pain la~~ so like a pregnant woman~ but but but im not pregnant k!!! it cos of the fall ytd.
mummy help mi apply medication den she say the bruise spread up quite high from my butt -.-
leg pain...butt also pain... -.-

anyway today went to help up SPSEC for the cca drive. this year not bad? recruit quite a number of members ba~ but den not a lot ppl go FOC lei~ like that like not fun le. later FOC no ppl so ma lu~~

though today feel pain cos of my leg and my butt, i still have fun with SPSEC ppl~ joke around, play around. and ya i was super surprise by lionel reaction today! i thought he will like suan mi cos of my leg la~ cos he alway like like to make fun of mi de. and cos im older den him den he call mi aunty elly! i juz older den him by 1 yr la..big bully sia.
den today when he see my leg..he nv suan la..he show concern~~ surprise~~ hahahx..but den lionel is not realli that bad la~ he a nice guy actualli~

to lionel...you are a good secretary. don think so much la~~ this is ur first time...so it not bad le~~ jia you!!!!

P.S i miss you

2009-05-06T15:50:00.003+08:00

seriously today is realli not my day la~~

in the morning on the way to the bus stop..i fall down from the stair. thought nothing will happen to mi..in the end when i look carefully, my hand's skin is off and start to bleed -.-
while waiting for bus, my right leg start to feel the pain -.- den when went to sch take a closer look at my right leg it is swollen!!!
now i need to limp around -.-

after meeting client, daddy bring mi go see doctor. now he twist my leg and stuff like a toy like that and as if my leg got no bones! heard a lot of crack sound -.- can imagine how stiff is my right leg after the fall.
right leg also got bandage..den when bath damn ma fan -.- onli can remove it on fri.

see how "beautiful" my leg now

and realli lo! i feel that ppl around my house estate not helpful at all de..see mi fall down from stairs...onli know how to stare and nv come and help mi -.-

what a day i have.....

P.S i miss you

2009-05-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

a clap for myself!lolx~ somehow i manage to edit and completed 55 pages of use case specification!!
but den there still some stuff which need mi to continue edit~ i believe that i can do it de~ LOL..jia you!!!

i start to think a lot recently...whatever stuff you said..do you realli mean it? or you just say for the sake of saying?
i realli start to wonder it now...

who am i to you? there are lot of stuff you told mi...and some of the stuff you are actualli doing it to mi... so what are you trying to imply? you realli make mi very confused...

anyway...hope tmr meeting the client will be a good one...hope no more side tracking...
my use case spec is calling for mi~ got to get back to it le... stress ar!!!!

P.S i miss you

2009-05-04T20:00:00.003+08:00

today almost become a emo day for mi.after solving the problem which mi,juan,bi and bao de com have de(all our com are loan from school for FYP), went to fc to play risk. when the game was about to start..i realize my favourite bracelet was missing!?!?
den bi accompany mi to search for my bracelet..went to all the places we had been to but i still cant find it!almost wan to cry liao. den went back to search bag.and lucky! it was drop in my bag~ phew~~if i realli lost it..i will cry de lo.

today check our schedule for FYP and we realize that we onli left about 2 weeks to complete our report!?!? it was like omg lo. need to chiong like siao le..
but den i believe we can do it de!! jia you everyone!!!

P.S i miss you

End of A Dream

2009-05-03T11:01:00.008+08:00

End of A Dream

i alway don wish for this day to come...whenever this day come...i dono why...the feeling of sadness juz overflow mi...
couldnt sleep well last night...partly is cos of the stupid thunder ya? but partly is cos of today too...
i cried once again...i thought i will not cry anymore...i thought i can control myself...
i try to play games...try to talk to ppl on msn...trying all sort of thing to numb myself...to forget that today is the day...but everything seem to fail...
tears juz flow down...

i don wish to be like this...but it juz seem it had become a routine for mi?every year this day...i juz cant control myself...

who can help me....

well...here is the song which i feel it clearly describe my feeling for now?

Luminous arc 2 OST Demise of a dream.mp3 -

2009-05-02T21:07:00.003+08:00

yawn~~ im so tired~~
dono why these days i feel tired so easily...
this morning wan go find bi for a while..but den i overslept!oh well~~ so faster prepare myself to go school. meet up with xiu at the mrt station den go to SPSEC de club room to meet up with the ppl there to talk about the FOC camp which fall on 16 and 17 may.
got 2 role for the camp..one is GL the other is station master. i both also wan be lei~ GL can play and have more fun with the grp..but den need run a lot..for station master no need run..but den if no one come to ur station..u will rot there..aiyoyo~~ dono which to choose..maybe leave to fate ba~

after meeting trained down with xiu to JP to look for mother day present. yapx yapx~ finally i found the sapphire earring~~ which cost mi near 300 bucks..oh man~ there a hole in my wallet le~~ T.T
shop for a while den xiu say she tired..so decided to go home..but den since im at JP le..bi hse is close so went to find him a while lo.

left bi hse around 6 plus? den trained down to PS to meet up with him...wanted to catch a moive..but den oh well~~ left orchard around 7 near 8? cant rmb the time..and it home sweet home...

well...tmr is the day le....the pain is flowin back to mi once again....can someone teach mi how do i stop the pain?
i wonder do you rmb the day....

P.S though i nv tell you face to face...i realli love you

2009-04-30T20:15:00.003+08:00

damn...suddenly feel so sick. during AJP tutorial. my whole head feel so heavy!den rest my head on the table with my eyes closed, i feel the whole earth is spinning around me -.- make mi feel quite xin ku. haixx~

stress start to kick in liao. with AJP assignment coming, FYP phrase 1 report, my dip plus assignment...i feel that 24 hr a day like not enough le.
my FYP part still have a lot to write sia~ so far onli wrote 11 pages of use case spec le..but still havent write finish...

next wed going to meet the client again i hope he is on the right track! and don keep side track us with his sudoku -.- cos the meeting will be our last meeting with him le after which he will go oversea for like 1 mth -.- i wonder what happen if we go qns half way. he say ask him all the question before he leave... haixx!!! stress liao la~~

P.S i miss you

2009-04-29T20:42:00.004+08:00

wohoo~i got a new laptop!! =D
however this does not officially belong to mine. i borrow it from the school.
it the lastest com that sch had brought and they lending to final year student who are doing their FYP first~ at least the school treat us not bad ya? =p
this com realli damn good la~ way better den my com~ got 4 GB RAM!!!hard disk is like 300GB~ OMG~ graphic card better den my com too. totally a gaming laptop~ LOL but of cos i not going to use this com to game much? guess when gaming will be back using my own laptop ba?oh ya this com also got webcam~~ cool la~ juz now playin it for a while~LOL =p
and beside this com de charger wire not long de~~ quite ma fan for mi if i wan to charge the batt...
anyway~ we finally manage to have a kick off for our FYP!! everyone had started doing work liao~ this is like finally sia~

and i realli realli hate "good friend".it make mi feel so pain.like drain away all my energy.today don feel like going school de but den for FYP sake need to go.i dono why sometime i feel very pain and sometime i can feel nth at all -.- how i wish everytime i feel nth at all la~~haixx....

got to get back to my FYP work~ cya next time! mean while take good care!!!

P.S i miss you...

2009-04-28T22:22:00.004+08:00

i wonder when we can start our FYP~lolx~ this afternoon ming send us the spect which mr tan had emailed him thus mi and xiu said finally we can start eh?but den after seeing the spect..we got more qns! LOL
but den a good thing is that we got a little progress le ba?drawing out what table we need to create for
our database and stuff? den tmr will start off with our use case. hope tmr can realli start!!!

and omg~~ swine flu like getting more worse le~hope singapore will still continue stay free from it and those countries got infected le hope they recover soon!~ dear friends take good care of yourself k!!

anyway~ here are the photos which mi and sista took during our outing on sun~

our neoprints (onli 2 will be shown~ the other 2 cmi =X)

photo taken on mrt (using sista hp)

P.S i miss you...

2009-04-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

meet up with the client today. and i feel that meet le also nv help us progress?he only that us what he expect us to do...what programmin language we shld use and that it? asked him what to do..he juz call us to explore website which he show us and that it?
and most of the meeting time is spend on teachin us how to solve sudoku at a faster time and showing us how he came up with his intel quiz. im like o.0
it like so funni la? he onli like care abt the gals? and the guys he somehow neglected them?

it abit sianz that after meeting the client we still dono what to start off with -.- he called us to wait and he will email the leader on what to do...omg need to wait again..haixxx

now i feel earth is getting more and more dangerous to live in?now got a new virus call swine flu?and it comes from the combination of human,bird and pig? lolx? den later in the future got plant flu -.-

2009-04-26T20:25:00.005+08:00

woah~finally a day to shop with sista~ it been quite a while since the time both of us meet to shop.
meet up with sista at lot 1 at 130pm.while waiting for bus.saw my childhood friend yongrong~he also going to lot 1. and yapx both of us had a nice chat.time past~ all of us had grown up le. he already in army for half an year~and im like 3rd year in poly?

well anyway~ meet up with sista den trained down to bugis~ it quite sianz la..when we go bugis on sun...it alway rain de -.-
had our lunch first. and the waiter damn funni la~ he thought both of us not local?he asked both of us if we are singaporean. he said that we are too quiet le..singaporean quite noisy de. mi and sista were like o.0
while havin our lunch...mi and sista talk quite a lot of stuff too..talkin about livin tgt and stuff~ both of us realli lookin forward to live tgt one day ^^
and i was suggesting to change my Elly to a name start with D. so we two realli like sista? i was thinking to change to Dawn? sista say it nice too.. so it like Dawn and Denise =p

shop around bugis junction and bugis street...nv buy anything..lolx~ around 5.30 left bugis den trained back to lot 1 where sista brought something den it home sweet home.

i realli like to spend my day with sista. though we often meet up for dinner(after sch for mi while sista is after work) but we hardly spend a day tgt. it good that we spend a day tgt today. thnks sista for everything today ^^

juz a side note~ i change my blog song to nothing gonna change my love for you by glenn medeiros~ realli love this song..these days i juz love old songs.lolx~

here the lyrics
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

2009-04-25T17:20:00.002+08:00

so the first week of school ended~nothing realli much happen. seem quite slack but i guess it wouldnt be the same after meething the client on monday.

got iPod touch from my friend yesterday. he got it for mi as my birthday present. it realli awesome!i alway want an iPod touch and now im like finally got it?at first was trying to figure out how to go about doing it. lucky that bro used iPhone. both of them kinda same. so yapx bro teach him how to use it.

well...it been a week past since "it" happen... realli make mi think a lot. memories flowing back to mi once more.i dont know what should i pick. no matter what i choose...there bound to get someone hurt...which i don wan...
juz as i thought everything is gone...it came back to mi again...haixx...

one last thing...i realli hope the weather these days are not so HOT! it realli freakin hot. i sweat like there is no tomorrow!i wan air con~~~

2009-04-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

i guess that im sort of fully recover? juz that now i still havin my cough. and i guess it need take a long time to recover from it?

3rd day of school..so far so good ba? cos havent meet the client so there nothing for my grp to do for our FYP. now can onli prepapre some questions to ask and maybe come out a few draft to let our client see and maybe the client will have us some idea on how to improve to make the product better?

anyway since now i can slack..i hope to slack as much as i can...cos i guess next week after meetin the client..the real work come in..cannot slack that much. so muz enjoy myself to fullest this week~ hehex =p

2009-04-20T19:40:00.004+08:00

sch officially start today!! but today i feel going sch is like a waste of time? juz go for like half an hour and that it?
lesson suppose to start at 8am..but den it was cancel~ due to the fact that our lab room still renovating la~sch start liao still renovating? nice one la~

the next lesson is at 2pm. and since it first day of school and as usual onli talk abt module aim and schedule~ so half an hour that it! LOL
after lesson went to DMIT office to find our FYP supersvior Mr Chong.wait in the office till 3pm den he appear but he is not free to entertain us! LOL so he call us to meet him tmr at 12.
so my day basically wasted juz like that.

while waiting for Mr Chong,darlin xiu and laurene realise that HE nv come with us~LOL
maybe it our bad for not calling him? but it also his bad? he nv take the initative to find us and ask about the FYP. and make matter worse..today saw us at MRT he just totally dao us. it not like he dono any of us la -.- dots dots dots! den today saw him sit in lecture hall like ah beng like that -.- haixx~~ why he muz in our grp~~

tmr will be a very sianz day for mi..juz 2nd day of school i got dip plus lesson le! ahhh!!! 7pm-9.30pm for goodness sake!! den wed lesson is at 9am? i getting mad soon~LOL

anyway~ im feeling better today le~ sorry to let all my friends worry! thnks for all the concern u all had given me~ love you gals and guys!!

got an email from SPSEC today.It the outbound trip to Hiroshima, Japan!i feel like going la~~ hope my parents let mi go..mummy sure let mi go de...but for daddy~~ i need to psycho him soon le~~ hehex >.<

2009-04-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

tmr school jiu start le! and that irritating nausea still don wan to stay away from me!
after today dinner...i feel like puking and my dinner realli got puke out.when the nausea will stay away from mi.

and cos im having it...ppl now alway joke around and ask if im pregnant. im like o.0 ya rite...how do i get pregnant when i nv do that before!

i realli realli wish the nausea will be cure tmr!!! pls!!!

2009-04-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

sch starting soon.tomororw is my last day of hols le~ feel sianz but also feel happi at the same time. sianz cos i need to start my FYP soon with a guy who is kinda a bastard to mi? i juz hope he behave himself ba and i need to wake up early to go school. feel happi cos i finally i no need to keep stay at home and nothing for mi to do?

many thing happen for the past few days...some are good some are bad..but oh well~ and my cough still with mi~ it seem that got worse? last night before i sleep i got fever. and this morning wake up got nausea. great~~ school starting and im sick..

got to get more rest..hopefully by mon i will be okay!!

2009-04-07T21:43:00.004+08:00

sometime i realli hate to be sick!!!
last thur or wed start to cough le...and till now im not okay!!i just wish that it will not like last year which i had cough and flu for 2 mths~ and in between that period of time i kinda lost my voice too..
last fri kinda lost voice!i realli hope my cough will recover soon!!!!

and to make matter worse. my left eye start to swell again -.- and it is realli very pain la..haixx
i wan faster get well!!!

anyway sista intro mi a very nice song quite sometime ago~ juz wan to share with u guys. it is Sanna Nielsen - Empty Room

so here goes~

Empty Room - sanna nielsen

Sitting here alone with my memories
Staring at a picture of you and me
They say I look fine but if walls could talk
They'd tell you all about how much I break apart
I think we were right but we did it wrong
Ever since you left me I just can't go on
No, I can't even read the news today
'Cause everything reminds me of yesterday

Empty room
Empty heart
Since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty room

I never realised it could make me cry
To hear the children laugh and play outside
A walk in the park shouldn't be that bad
But everything without you seems to make me sad
I thought we were good, we were meant to be
The way it turned out is still a mystery
No, I can't even read the news today
Reminds me of yesterday

Empty room
Empty heart
Since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty space
Lonely days
My life goes on
Just like the moon

And to sail across the sky alone
Forever trying to find its home
I can't believe I have to say
I don't know where you are today

Empty room
Empty heart
Since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty space
Lonely days
My life goes on
Just like the moon
Empty room
Empty room

2009-04-02T10:52:00.004+08:00

bibi went out with his mummy~ so cant play for now~ den just finish house work~ going to have a rest before bathing~
so since im so free now~ and there are photos which i havent upload~ i shall upload now!! =D

here are the photos taken during the KTC visit to singapore~

with the Japanese

KTC helpers

2009-04-01T22:46:00.003+08:00

Happy April Fool~

wohoo~~ new blogskin~ it is cute right? hehex~
previous blogskin i have used for quite sometime? always wan to change it but lazy to find for a new one or create a new one.
since flyff server is down.i cant play.. so why not use the time to change it? =p
this is the first time i use so pink de blogskin la~ i dont realli like pink.so i always try to avoid using pink. but now i dono why i will use pink now~ ahh~~ who cares as long as it cute? hahax~~

went to meet up with sista denise and kaiwei for dinner juz now at lot 1~ and again we are havin the dinner at new york new york~ lolx~ 2nd time in a week, and it juz one day after i havin it again~ LOL
but well~ dinner was fun with them~ chit chat for a while before heading back home~

2009-03-31T22:58:00.004+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday~ my sista denise~

Happy 19th Birthday~ ying jie~

omg la~~ this month realli have lot of ppl birthday~ and im broke from buying present for them! so any kind soul wan donate some of their money to me? hehex~

it seem that i havent post the picture of the present which sista denise and maple had brought for me~
so here it is!

it is so cute la~i realli like it alot~~ thnks sista and maple!!

and this is what darlin xiu brought for me =D

it is a necklace if the photo to you all is not that clear~

it also seem that i havent upload the photo taken during the KTC visit~ i shall realli find one day to upload them =p

2009-03-30T22:00:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday~ darling peixuan~

Happy 19th Birthday~ my dear friend,jordan

juz came back home from amk hub not long~
i dono should i say it a happi day or a sad day for the group of us who meet up today.

in the morning went to bi house to accompany him a while before meeting up with xuan and the others at west mall.
bus down to thomas and walk to the temple....

when we were there, all of us were loss of words. we didnt know what to say. but we know that all of us had a lot of thing to say. but once we are there...we just dono how to start.
i guess in the end everyone say it in their heart ba. and im sure he dont mind too...

after that went to amk hub to wait for a few more to come and had our dinner at new york new york~
the dinner at first was okay~ quite fun too but when we started to talk about him... the feeling of saddness came back to us once again..

we realli miss you my dear friend, i realli hope you are happy now. thnks for the happi memories you had given us.

we loved you my dear friend....

2009-03-24T21:33:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th birthday Khee~ my bibi ^^

yapx yapx today is my bi birthday~ and yapx our birthday damn close la~ ytd was my birthday and today is his birthday~

it a pity i cant celebrate my birthday with anyone ytd due to the city tour for the KTC students. but den i still enjoy myself la~ spending the day with the japanese was not that bad. juz that my legs are damn pain la~ LOL
i will upload those photo i took ytd when im free =D

today went to bi hse to pei him~didnt go out cos bi was lazy!! he say his birthday wan stay at home~ what logic is this sia?
okay anyway i cant blog long le~ bi waiting for mi to play game with him~ cya!

2009-03-22T22:26:00.005+08:00

woah~today is also a tired day for me ya?
woke up around 6 to get myself prepare to go bai bai and shao mu~ yapx yapx qing ming jie is coming so as usual lo~meet up with my aunt,uncle they all to shao mu~ and this year very unlucky la~ it was raining when we go~ haixx~~ so after shao mu went to have lunch at cck there den go to the temple there to bai bai. reach home around 11 plus~ slack around before going lot 1 to meet up with bi to help him carry stuff =D

mi and bi slack at my hse till mummy and daddy came back from bai bai at another temple at yio chu kang~ den time to cut the cake!! yapx yapx today celebrated mi and bi de birthday~ surprise rite? mi and bi de birthday damn close la~ mi 23 he 24~ cool rite~
den after which we have steamboat~ hehex~ slack around at my hse till 9 plus before daddy drive bi back home~
today realli a very sweet day for me~ can celebrate my birthday with my bi and family =D
hope every year can be like that~~ >.<

so here are the photos for today!!

the birthday cake~

present bi brought for me

present mummy brought for me

present bi mummy brought for me

bi playing with the present he brought for me~

my present for bi~

2009-03-20T23:13:00.009+08:00

this week had veen a busy week for mi~ and again i forget to wish some of my friend happy birthday~ im so sorry~ so here goes~

18 march
Happy 19th birthday seow huan~

19 march
Happy 19th birthday bernard and sam~

20 march(today)
Happy 19th birthday xiaoming~

im super tired~~~ytd was SP campus tour for the KTC students. a lot of thing happen la~ and it so funni~ they try to take my photo secretly~ and during their sports time~ went to play wii with the gals~ it good that the jap gals enjoy~

today went orchard with xuan xuan and bi to get a cap for myself~ it been so long i wan a customize cap~ and i finally got it at far east today

after that went to HMV to get the cd that xuan one~ promise to get for her as her birthday present~and at HMV i saw twilight again la!!!!!!!!it so tempting~~ i want it~~ any kind soul wan to buy for me? hehex =p
went to PS after getting the cd to rest our legs~ and again i got to eat orea macfluffy~~ hehex~~ and chit chat for a while till like 4.30? den continue to shop a while~
and thnk to bi~~ he brought another present for me =D and i love it! cos it one of the soft toy which i wanted very much too =D

around 5.25 left orchard~ train to yishun, meet up with yaowei and mengkiat~ after which took bus to ming hse to celebrate his birthday~~ it was realli fun~~
took some picture~~ and i guess i will upload them as picture can mean a thousand words~

bracelet which laurene brought for me =D

birthday cake

photos taken during the celebration~

2009-03-13T20:19:00.002+08:00

had a long day today~~

in the morning bi came to my hse to accompany mi to go for my dental.den went to westmall to have lunch tgt.after which bi accompany mi to school. bi so sweet la~~ he can go home when we reach JE but he just take train with mi to school den change the train back home~

reach school meet up with xiu den go to SAA to SPSEC de club room to have a briefing about the KTC thingy. yapx~ mi and xiu involved again~ and hor the first thing i step into the room..jiu got ppl say yuya this year nv come lei~ wao lao~~ so sianz la~~ they still rmb what happen last year~aiyoyo
den went to school de com roadshow and i muz say this year de com is much more better den our year de la~ so sianz~ see liao i so tempting to buy! hahahx!
around 1 meet up with xuan xuan at dover mrt (which is my school la) den trained down to city hall to go to the IT roadshow at suntec~
realli a lot of thing there~~ tempting mi again to buy the stuff~lolx~saw pecky with her bf too~ hahax~
all we can do is see and cannot buy~~ haixx~~ den went to starbuck to rest rest a while~ and finally i got to drink my java chips~~ whee~~~ show at raffles city for a while den trained back to clementi~ bus down to bukit timah with xuan cos she need to collect smth from there~ however i nv follow her to collect la~ change bus at bukit timah back home~

once reach home~ change clothes to go joggin with mummy~ super tired can~~ long time nv long le..run a while jiu feel very tired. once stop joggin i feel like my legs wan to break liao~~ CMI le~~ must start my joggin regularly again~~

ohya~ xuan xuan brought a wallet for mi as my birthday present and i realli like the wallet a lot~ thnks xuan!!!

2009-03-10T21:29:00.001+08:00

i guess never went to swim for quite sometime le and plus i also nv went for jogging for a very long time so today went for a swim..i very fast feel tired and my left leg very fast cannot take it also.
think i need to start to exercise again le..if not realli cannot make it!

result will be out in 3 days time..realli very scared. i had a bad feeling for this sem result..hope i can still get at least a 3...pls pls pls~

2009-03-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

dono what is going wrong this year~ ppl i know or ppl i sorta know keep leaving. i know death is part and parcel of our life.but sometime it come so sudden that it make ppl dono what to do.
not even 1 month pass. 3 ppl i know or sorta know left the world. it is realli a sad thing. however im sure they will be doing better in another world ^^

and seriously sometime i realli hate the media.they dono the truth den anyhow spam. to mi somehow i feel they can be quite a asshole. sorry for the word being used. but ya i realli feel that way. by reporting those news..what good can they have?haixx...

let forget all the sad thing and back to what happen today. after missing for 2 session of mentoring (due to exam) im back for today session. cos 2 weeks nv go le..my mentee got taken le~ so today i taught 3 mentee. im like omg lo~~ cos tmr they will be havin exam so i test them and they keep shouting ans to mi~ LOL my eyes going to burst soon if every session they keep doing that to mi~~
overall today de session not bad la. hope every session will go smoothly~

PS. my dear friends pls take good care of yourself~ i don wan to hear any bad news from anyone of you. god bless~

2009-03-03T20:37:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th birthday Vin(alvin ng)

another boring day for me~stay at home and there nothing for mi to do.
onli special thing for today is that i went to have a hair cut at kimage with mummy~ and know what we spend almost $80 just for the hair cut~ lolx~ but well anyway..the result is good la~ so the money also worth it?

just a notice to my best friend piggy karen~be strong my gal~~ we will alway be there for you if you need anyone ^^

to wanlu~ the link is http://www.glamourous-embrace.blogspot.com/

2009-02-27T22:05:00.006+08:00

this month i forgot to say happy birthday to my friends as i was quite busy. so many thing happen..so fast..that somehow i feel that i still cannot take it...some of the stuff havent register into my mind... im so sorry my dear friends~

Happy 19th birthday to all my dear friends~

5th Feb - EnPing
16th Feb - HonJin kor
27th Feb - JK

3 days pass le since my hols started.quite a boring hols for mi.got nothing to do.cant work or anything.but will be makin full use of this hols to exercise.need to start my swimming lesson with xuanxuan soon.

i guess i decided not to care anything le ba. my worries for somebody is just pure stupid. somebody seem not to care abt it. so why should i still worry for that person?
maybe i don understand myself? or maybe im over reacting. i dono anything at all!
maybe i should forget everything ba....haixx

well anyway.. recently addicted to a song call 恋之憩. it is realli a nice song.

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here is the lyrcis
什么样的温柔
才能轻抚你的伤口
什么样的思念
才能牵走你忧愁
什么样的拥抱
才是你寂寞的尽头
什么样的守候才能被你接受
你的眼是芬芳的醇酒
凝着许多记忆的深忧
我是未曾醉过的温柔
浅浅一尝不愿罢休
你的眉是幽幽的港口
蹙着许多静静的绸缪
我是一个情感的水手
短短一驻就不愿再走
虽再说你能不能够
只是问你接不接受
啊无言的你可否知否
并非加快才天长地久

2009-02-21T23:28:00.003+08:00

okay~ somehow feeling better le. though the pain is still with mi~ but i told myself not to cry anymore after the memorial service for jordan.im sure jordan is living well in the another world ^^

2 papers down le..left one more paper which will fall on tue. going to work hard for this paper. im going to do well this sem for jordan..dont wan to disappoint him!

went to have a look at juan juan and her cousin de blogshop brought quite a few stuff and bi brought one bracelet for mi =D

it nice rite~ i realli like it a lot~ thnks bi~

anywhere~ last time say wan post the neoprint taken with bi on valentine but den something happen i dont have the time~ so today will load it! here they are!

2009-02-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

Goodbye my dear friend jordan,
you will forever be living in my heart.

today is the last day i can see my dear friend jordan.realli cant bear to let him go.he is such a good guy. he is being loved by anyone who know him. why such a good guy need to leave us so early?

i will not write in details abt his wake or cremantion cause just in case some stupid reporters or whoever wan to tip the reporter abt jordan wake and cremantion.
realli hate those stupid reporters. someone left le, do you all realli need to report it? somemore put in the head line of the paper?cant you all let him rest in peace?
have you all ever consider the feeling of his parents?have you all ever wonder how they feel when they see the news?
sorry for saying this. but i realli feel those reporters who report it are heartless! they dont have heart anymore!
it a sad thing cant sue them. if not i sure sue de la!

feel so angry whenever i see those news..it so hurting la!haixx~
cant write much for now..tmr got paper got to study le!

2009-02-15T11:30:00.004+08:00

woke up in the morning today and i got a heart breaking news. our dear friend jordan left us this morning at 5.25am he passed away peacefully that what i heard. at least he pass away peacefully that we shld be happy about ba?

getting this news, i cried again.i thought i was numb le. but i guess i wasnt. try to fight back but my tears just flow down.

jordan had been one of my few good friends during secondary school time. i had been same class as him for the 4 years. we alway celebrated our birthday together as our birthday were quite near each other.
he alway been such a good friend. whenever we need help he will help for sure. but den something happen to him he alway keep it to himself, don wan us to worry.

he is such a good guy... why must he leave us? it just not fair. he still young.. he just onli 19...he havent enjoy his life yet! he havent even enter NS yet! and NS is one of the thing he lookin forward to...
the fact is realli hard to accept...but no matter what he will alway be in our heart, we will never forget him

Rest in peace my dear friend jordan....live well in the other world....

2009-02-14T22:04:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine

today suppose to be a happy day but in the end after what i heard from my friend juz now, my happiness somehow fade off. pls jordan, don give up. we are supporting you. don give up so easily. if you leave alot ppl will be sad de. it maybe true that time will heal us but i don think that apply to ur family members. so pls don give up!

as for what happen today. reach boon lay around 11 plus to meet up with juan juan den went to get cake for our bibi and paper to fold stars and crane for jordan.den around 12.30 our bibi come find us and after which we have our lunch~ bibi made baked rice for mi and it taste quite good~ thnks bibi!!
den as usual ming and juan went to arcade to play the grab dolls machine.but after many tries..ming still cant get any~
den went to vivo city wanted to catch movie but it super full la!den sianz dao~ train down to DG den there also full! sianz dao again~ so went to there de arcade as usual~
after which went to cine and den again there full too..haixx~~~so we went to take neoprints and it also like full house la~ but den since we got nothing to do le.we wait lo~
went to have paste for dinner~ and i pour too much chilli onto bibi paste le =X in the end he keep sweating~ sorry bibi~
next stop is heeren. shop a while at HMV den walk around.around 7 plus left for home~

thnks bibi for everyting today~ i enjoyed it~ love you~~

my presents~
bears and flower

my headset

neoprints will upload tmr~

2009-02-13T21:57:00.004+08:00

today went down going to see jordan. but this time is with juan.was realli surprise that juan know him too.
when mi and juan went to see him..juan cried and i guess past 2 days i cry until no more tears to shed le. so today i nv cry at all.but somehow i still feel heart pain.
but it a good news to see him fighting. his heart beat stronger today. jordan u muz continue to fight lei!!!jia you!!

after went to visit jordan, mi,juan and our bibi train down to jp to get each other valentine present. it so funni la..juz a present we need to decide so so long~
in the end i brought a speaker for bi, bi brought a headset for mi(he say is advanced birthday present but i dont think so) ming and juan brought headset for each other too.
realli like the headset bi brought for mi.the sound realli very nice~~ thnks bi~

bibi de speaker~

as for my headset i tmr den upload the pic cos my phone charging now~

2009-02-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

my dear friend jordan pls wake up. dont sleep anymore.though the doctor cfm you are brain dead, though the doc already gave up hope.but we know that you are a strong fighter, you can win this battle de!
we as your friends believe in you,you can do it de! jia you jordan!dont give up!im sure you also dont like to see us crying?

jordan pls wake up, don sleep anymore le. fight win this battle...don leave us...

2009-02-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

MIA for quite sometime le~
was kinda busy with my assignments~ being flooded by them~don have much time to blog~
this whole week is realli a busy week for mi~weba buang~

Tue - weba interview
dont want to talk about this stupid interview....put a lot of effort for this assignment but in the end the grade was not a good one..haixx....

wed- ELIT test
this paper was like WTH?dont realli have much time to study for this paper. guess will not do well?ELIT buang~

fri- SAPP and ISEC assignment
this day was realli a rushing day for us~ got 2 assignment due~pity darling laurene she do ISEC all by herself~ though mi and darling xiu had do the research, she does all the work by putting up the work on the wiki tool~
so mi and xiu chiong SAPP. manage to finish it with the help for those pros~(u all know who you are)

sat - steam boat at dear dear house
so pai seh la~ dear dear invite mi.at first don realli dare to go but dear dear and his mummy ask mi go~ so muz go? if not like very dao or what?

sun- ming's hse do MDAD
went to ming hse~ ming hse look quite nice~like his condo though his room a little small~ lolx~ his mummy also very ke qi~ keep on pour drink and re-stock food for us~
manage to finish MDAD assignment~ i chiong like siao de la~ left one part for darling xiu and laurene to do~i got no choice but to chiong la..cos tmr need to hand in and i got my dip plus assignment to do too!! ahh!! i realli going mad soon la~

2009-02-01T23:36:00.003+08:00

dono is mi xing or what~ ytd told mummy abt what happen to my right eye den she tied a black string on the middle finger of my right hand and today my eye feel better le.
everytime i got that problem she will tied black string on my finger on either of my hand depend on which eye pain den next day im okay le~lolx~ power eh?

anyway today meet up with dear dear at lot 1 to have lunch before going down to orchard to take our first neoprint~ >.< went to buy a winnie the pooh for his little cousin kaiwei~ who i like very much the first time i saw her~ she is super duper cute la!
went to dear dear de house~ cause his relatives going to come for dinner~ den dear dear say wan intro mi to them~ at first i feel damn nervous la~ but after a while feel okay le~
kaiwei still as cute as ever~ still shy shy de~ but when i give her the bear bear she look happi~ >.<
very pai seh to take ang pao from his relatives~ all his relatives damn da fang la~ i mean it like when u dono the person that well normally u give $4~ but they give mi $10! and his grandma give mi $20~ omg la~
but nevertheless i enjoy myself today~ thnks dear dear and i love you ~ =p

neoprints~

2009-01-31T21:32:00.002+08:00

sianz sianz sianz~ today woke up and my right eye start to feel pain. and the same thing happen again.last time was my left eye now is my right eye. haixx. but at least it not as swollen as last time~

sometime i realli hate myself.i dono what i realli wan.my heart ache and make mi cant breathe properly.
why all these thing must happen?
i realli hate myself to core. why i cant decide on it? why cant i juz set my heart. haixx...
someone just kill me...

2009-01-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

tmr is chinese new year eve le~time past realli fast sia~ this week complete quite a number of stuff.

wed-SAPP paper
well~ it wasnt as bad as i think.the paper was quite easy. i guess it easy cos lecturer gave us tips.if not i guess i dont realli know what to study on for that paper?

thur- ELIT and BUOM presentation
the day where my class need to wear formal wear. my class guys with formal wear look good. they had a different look when they wear formal. but of cos some don realli fit wearing formal? it seem weird?
but anyway my group presentation turn out to be good too.though during our practice we keep on say the wrong stuff. was very anxious while presenting but when it realli over i feel super relieve!

fri- WEBA assingment
reach school around 10am to meet up with darling laurene and xiu to rush finish our assignment. and from 10am we work till 7pm plus den finish. and ya both mi and xiu pon jap again -.- and ya we nv hand in on time lecturer set but at least we hand in on the day he want us to hand in?lolx~
thnks to dear dear, terence,boss yuhong and ming for helping out once in a while~ if not i guess we cant realli finish it =D

and finally tmr is chinese new year eve!but den i don realli have the mood? though cny is juz few more days, my mind still fill with other modules assignment and the exam coming up~ haixx~ what a shag life i have now~

2009-01-17T20:59:00.002+08:00

a big thnks to darling laurene,xiu,sista denise,piggy karen,small ming,boss yuhong,my childhood friend yongrong who were trying to cheer mi up ytd. im sorry if i miss out some. cos quite a number of u trying your best to make mi cheer up. thnks a lot. thnks for being such a good friend

meet up with sista after her work at lot 1. had pepper lunch for our dinner. and today we also went to claim our rings.cool~ guess from tomorrow onward i need to wear two rings le.
today i also very blur suppose to buy 6-inch de subway for mummy but in the end i buy foot long... -.- guess i still not in the right mind.

manage to study SAPP today. however havent start on my research for buom and tmr we going to meet early in the morning at bugis to do. haixx.i realli realli hate assignment!